i put my collar on, Followed with my blindfold and then my wrist and ankle shackles.
i had a few issues with the ankle shackles trying to do them up in the blind fold and felt my MASTER'S big warm soft hands help me. i loved it the feel of his skin while in my blind fold and HIM helping me made me feel like i was property, Special important property.
MASTER told me to get up, HE led me to the bench in the middle of the room, i was instructed to lay on my stomach, where i was hog tied and left in that position whilst MASTER went away and showered.
It felt like an hour being left with my ankles and wrists hog tied up behind me.
Just waiting in darkness my mind playing tricks on me and anticipation driving me crazy.
i was soaking wet and exited yet nervous and scared.
i was very tempted to be cheeky and unclip myself having HIM return to me sitting on the lounge with a big grin on my face, but i know better and i stayed as a sub should.
i heard my MASTER return and the hogtie undone, i was ordered to stand up where i was bound with black bondage rope.
i love being bound it feels so hot and controlling it makes me very wet.
once all bound i was lead to the wooden beams and shackled by my wrists up high and spread in an ‘x’ position.
MASTER made me spread my legs.
A knock at the door startled me, MASTER walked away to open it.
i heard talking and two people walking towards me.
MASTER made me explain my new tattoo to O/our guest and then to tell Him why i was due for punishments.
i told O/our guest it was because i failed a task where i was supposed to suck the tattooist and i failed by fucking him. MASTER told me i will be punished with ten lashes of the dragon tail leather whip and for each lashing i am to say "thank you sir i am YOUR slut".
With each lashing it got harder and harder to repeat as the lashings were getting severe.
MASTER instructed O/our guest to feel my pussy to see if i was wet, O/our guest confirmed that my pussy was dripping and then He continued to rub at my clit whilst i was shackled in an ‘x’ position.
MASTER finished of lashing me then un-shackled me taking me towards the bench in the centre of the room.
MASTER laid me down on my back where i was told to spread my legs and suck O/our guest’s cock, it was rock hard and dripping with pre-cum it was sweet and warm.
MASTER licked my clit and went down on me whilst i sucked O/our guests cock.
He put it deep down my throat and fucked my throat with His rock hard cock.
During sucking O/our guests cock my MASTER fucked me with a big vibrator it was rough and long.
i loved the sensation of being stretched by it, but after a few minutes it started to hurt, when MASTER asked me if it hurt and i told HIM "yes SIR" it was removed.
i was relieved and thankful that the burning sensation had eased, until i felt MASTER inserting a larger dildo.
It was huge and i panicked, i covered my pussy with my hand and was caned hard on the upper leg for doing so, it stung and tingled for a good fifteen minutes.
i removed my hand and MASTER continued to insert the giant dildo into my pussy fucking me with it.
i was tense and my pussy muscles tightened and contracted around it, i was fucked with it while being throat fucked for a few minutes.
SIR finally removed it and i was so so relieved i could feel my pussy muscles contracting and relaxing finally.
i did however very much enjoy the after pain and stretched stingy sensations i was left with.
Still sucking at O/our guest’s cock, He stood up and started to wank resting his balls in my mouth.
Where i sucked and licked them, i felt him move forward a little so i dragged my tongue from his balls to his arse and started to rim Him.
That is all it took i put my tongue in His arse and He started to tense up.
Bringing His cock back to my mouth and came over my face and tongue, some landing on my chest.
MASTER ordered me to scoop the cum up of my chest and eat it, i did so happily.
i love being my MASTERS cum slut.
O/our guest scraped His cum across my face and into my mouth with His cock, i played with it for a while blowing bubbles and showing it off before being ordered to swallow it and to flash my clean cum loving tongue to the camera.
Everything went quiet for a minute, i thought the guest was winding down.
Then suddenly felt a burning sensation of hot wax poured over my stomach, i yelped and moaned at the burning.
i swore out loud in shock from the unexpected use of a candle and hot wax.
My MASTER and O/our guest laughed at me making me feel like a joke and an object.
MASTER allowed O/our guest to make me cum by using a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit, i was to beg for permission to cum.
i did as i was told and came on the vibrator, It was crazy i can not handle the vibrator for long it is really strong and exhausts me and sends me very sensitive and ticklish.
We had a short break and a bit of a chat, where i was allowed to sit on the lounge and communicate.
During the time my legs were open every time my MASTER wished to touch me.
i enjoyed the complete power exchange, and the use of my spread open pussy in front of O/our guest.
MASTER brought me to an orgasm twice.
Showing me off as HIS property and HIS sex slave.
MASTER offered me to O/our guest to DOM.
O/our guest declined i felt useless and not good enough.
i was hurt and disappointed, that i had not been fucked or taken at an opportunity that had never been given before.
MASTER made me suck HIS cock in a doggy position on the floor.
HE was comfortably rested on the lounge and O/our guest kneeling behind me.
Fingering my pussy.
He fingered me deep and roughly, i felt Him doing different actions inside me.
Just exploring my insides with His fingers.
i sucked my MASTER'S cock licking HIS balls and rimming HIS arse.
MASTER loves it when i do that, i sucked Him and was fingered for quite a while then MASTER and O/our guest swapped positions.
i sucked O/our guest’s cock deep, just how i felt he liked it from previous experiences with Him.
All the way down my throat while my MASTER laid beneath me licking my clit and fingering my pussy.
i came twice it was awesome, i felt so man handled.
Like such a dirty slut.
MASTER started to finger my ass, i did not like it but couldn’t tell HIM to stop as O/our guest was blowing another load into my mouth.
Once i had the whole load in my mouth i hopped off my MASTERS face unable to explain why, i opened my mouth and showed HIM the cum filling my mouth, some ran out and down my chest.
HE ordered me to clean it up and swallow it all.
Then to promptly go and clean O/our guests cock off.
So i sucked it clean for a few minutes.
O/our guest was very pleased with cumming again.
Session end
IN THIS SESSION I FELT VERY MAN HANDLED AND LIKE A TOTAL CUM WHORE.
HAVING TWO MEN USE ME AT THE SAME TIME IS JUST PLAIN HOT AND I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT.
BUT AT THE SAME TIME DISSAPOINTED AT THE FACT OUR GUEST DIDNT TAKE THE OPPERTUNITY TO HURT ME OR USE ME MORE!
SubSlut
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
new thoughts,things and turn ons :p
NEW TUNE!
Currently a very happy stable collared sub to an awesome loving DOMINANT
loving my role and how i am treated.
It has been over a year now, i said i wouldnt do water sports, rimming, anal, blood play, canes, or big tasks and i now find my self craving them all yep them all!
Things like being chained to a wall or naked and powerless for a day or even days at a time made me nervous and scared and now i want them crave then and need them.
Complete power exchange - not really possible in my predicament - but yet a total want and fantasy.
Being hurt by someone else infront of my MASTER suddenly a big turn on.
i know people say BDSM is role play, maybe thats where i have it wrong, i want it and like it SERIOUS
But yet im worried,
is this wrong to crave more?
or to like all of those things i didnt before?
what if we run out of things to do?,
what if i bore HIM and my body is no longer a canvas for HIM to play with?
why wont people fuck me?
why wont they DOMINATE me when my own MASTER gives them the oppertunity?
why dont people turn up to gang bangs?
Am i not as good anymore?
how can i feel so OWNED and loved yet so insecure?
Currently a very happy stable collared sub to an awesome loving DOMINANT
loving my role and how i am treated.
It has been over a year now, i said i wouldnt do water sports, rimming, anal, blood play, canes, or big tasks and i now find my self craving them all yep them all!
Things like being chained to a wall or naked and powerless for a day or even days at a time made me nervous and scared and now i want them crave then and need them.
Complete power exchange - not really possible in my predicament - but yet a total want and fantasy.
Being hurt by someone else infront of my MASTER suddenly a big turn on.
i know people say BDSM is role play, maybe thats where i have it wrong, i want it and like it SERIOUS
But yet im worried,
is this wrong to crave more?
or to like all of those things i didnt before?
what if we run out of things to do?,
what if i bore HIM and my body is no longer a canvas for HIM to play with?
why wont people fuck me?
why wont they DOMINATE me when my own MASTER gives them the oppertunity?
why dont people turn up to gang bangs?
Am i not as good anymore?
how can i feel so OWNED and loved yet so insecure?
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Tension session
Out of nowhere i was made to get naked and put on my wrist and ankle shackles, after doing so promptly i awaited my MASTERS orders.
MASTER ordered me to walk downstairs to my car naked in the winters freezing cold night air to get my session bag from my car.
I FELT COLD HELPLESS AND NERVOUS BEING OUTSIDE NAKED ALONE.
Once upstairs and back inside i handed my bag to my MASTER and before being allowed to warm up i was made to stand in front of MASTER whilst HE placed a horse bit into my mouth and my blind fold over my eyes.
HE then pinched my breast causing me to jump.
MASTER then bound my breast tightly and roughly causing the ropes to pinch and sting my skin this took HIM around five minutes to do, by the time the five minutes were over the horse bit was so uncomfortable it was swapped with my black gag ball (I THINK FOR MY SHAPE MOUTH THE HORSE BIT IS BEST FOR ME ON MY BACK SITUATIONS)
MASTER forced me to lay front down all weight onto my bound breast causing me to moan uncomfortably over the white bondage box where my wrists and collar were secured, i felt trapped and scared knowing i had no way of escaping the situation especially once my ankles where secured to a spreader bar.
Yelping in pain i felt the first hit of MASTERS riding crop on my arse, The riding crop was used harshly eight times on each arse cheek then the same done with HIS cane.
Eight harsh strokes to each arse cheek then both sides of my back gradually getting harder and faster the final stroke so harsh causing me to scream out and cry.
MASTER bent down and felt my pussy finding it was dripping wet and throbbing with excitement HE verbally humiliated me calling me harsh things mainly a pain slut and a dirty little girl before getting out HIS pin wheel and pin wheeling my back until it drew blood.
During this part of the session i was sobbing and crying.
Out of nowhere MASTER used his cane on my arse so harshly and roughly i screamed i was cropped and caned until i couldn’t handle the pain anymore on the last stroke of MASTERS cane i bit down on my gag ball and screamed out the safe word “red”
MASTER stopped immediately, and allowed me to rest.
After a short while once i had calmed down MASTER unbound my breast as they had turned purple and were throbbing strongly.
Placed back over the white bondage box where i was once again secured down by both my wrists and my collar a large vibrator was placed inside my pussy and propped up so that i could not push it out of me.
The vibrator is long and thick and gives me an almost immediate burning sensation, i was ordered to ride it, it was amazing the sensation of being stretched had me so eager to cum i was so close i begged my MASTER for permission to cum and permission was granted, i rode the fake thick cock while cumming and moaning my whole body heating up it was a huge orgasm, it always is when i am stretched.
The orgasm was exhausting so i was still for a moment trying to calm myself and slow my breathing MASTER asked me if i was ok and i replied “yes SIR” HE replied with “good and good night” HE then left the room closing the door behind HIM.
Nervously sobbing i felt so scared, stretched and uncomfortable almost crying in the fear of having the thick vibrator in me for any longer, i was so so thankful when it turned out to be a cruel joke and my MASTER returned to untie me and take me to bed.
SubSlut
VICTOR
Victor
As a collared submissive i require my MASTER’S permission for certain things.
For a long time i have wanted to get a tattoo of a lawn mower man on my pussy as a joke.
So when i decided i wanted it now i knew permission would definitely be required.
When i asked MASTER for permission to tattoo my pussy HE told me it was a very slutty tattoo and a very slutty thing to do.
MASTER told me that if i was to get my tattoo done i would have to complete a task.
THE TASK
1. Oral is to be given to the tattooist if i am happy with the job whilst filming myself then to later send the video to MASTER
2. Pictures were to be sent of the tattoo during and after it was done.
I arrived at the tattooists (victors*) house where he was going to tattoo my lawn mower man onto my pussy for me, Victor* was unaware of my task but very flirtatious so i knew it would not be to difficult to do.
We chatted for a while and as he could see i was very shy and nervous he finished a job on my arm first to warm up, once done Victor* pointed to the massage table and told me to get comfortable. I WAS SO NERVOUS, REALLY SHY ALSO TO BE TAKING MY PANTS OFF INFRONT OF A FRIEND I HAD NOT BEEN SEXUAL WITH BEFORE IT WAS ALSO AWKWARD AS HE WAS IN A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS. I FELT SNEAKY AND NASTY BUT HOT TOO SEEING THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME.
The trace out was placed on and my pussy moist from the alcohol spray for the tattoo.
Victor* blew on my pussy to dry the surface teasing me and making me pulse through my clit.
The tattoo started and as instructed i text messaged my MASTER and sent through the during photos, the tattoo was painful but the teasing a turn on knowing that in the end i would be sucking his cock and finishing up with a big load of cum just as i like too.
I took a few photos and let the tattoo be completed.
During the tattoo Victor* kept telling me to stop pulsing my pussy because it was teasing him and he asked to lick me i laughed it off knowing i did not have permission.
Every now and then he would hold the tattoo gun over my clit and just rest it there to vibrate i was dripping wet and so turned on.
I FELT NASTY AND SLUTTY HAVING SUCH A DIRTY THING TATTOO’D IN SUCH A DIRTY PLACE. IT WAS HOT AND I WAS VERY TURNED ON BY THE FACT I WAS ORDERED TO SUCK SOMEONES COCK FOR A TATTOO.
The tattoo was finished and i was wiped over, very wet and turned on Victor* took photo’s of my tattoo and asked me if i was happy with it. I sent the pictures to my MASTERS phone and put my phone down on a mattress on the floor. i replied with “yes im very happy with it” and placed my hand over Victors* cock from the outside of his pants, he was rock hard and did not move my hand away so i walked him over to the mattress and kneeled on the ground in front of him slowly undoing his jean buttons and unzipping his fly all the time while massaging his cock with my mouth from the outside of his pants. Once his pants dropped to the ground and i pulled his cock from his underwear i passed him my mobile phone and asked him to video me. Victor* was a little weary and asked why so i told him i wouldn’t tell me friend what we were doing and that i wanted it filmed because i was a nasty slut that liked to see myself give oral, he moaned and held the camera filming me.
I FELT DIRTY AND PROUD FEELING THAT I WAS BOTH GETTING A TATTOO I HAD WANTED FOR A WHILE DOING A TASK AND ABOUT TO SUCK VICTORS COCK
Victors* cock was rock hard and dripping with precum
I placed my warm mouth around it and started running my tongue along it getting the feel for it and turning victor* on he was very verbal moaning and trying to hold my hand.
I AVOIDED HIS HAND KNOWING THAT ONE OF MY MASTERS MAIN RULES WAS TO NOT BE AFFECTIONATE WITH OTHERS.
Victors* cock was dripping with pre cum as i sucked it, i took it really deep and swallowed the end of his cock surprising him as he moaned and told me he had not had someone take his cock so far down their throat before it turned me on so i made sure i did a great job to show off.
Victors* cock was thick long and uncut i was so turned on by it, It would have been a fantastic cock to ride. It tasted clean and sweet, Victor asked me to fuck him but i did not have permission to do that so i started talking dirty to him instead giving him a hand job as i sucked his huge cock. i could feel the vein along the bottom of his cock bulging so i knew he was close to cumming so i told him how dirty i was and how much i wanted his cum in my mouth and down my throat begging for his cum as i rubbed his balls then gagged on his cock again. He was shocked not knowing many girls that would swallow it exited him to the point of cumming i caught it all in my mouth and played with it along my tongue in front of him he told me i was the hottest person he had seen suck a cock and i was the best at it.
Victor layed back and asked me to lay with him but i told him i wasn’t into affection and he laughed it off i asked for my phone to check the video and it was turned off i asked victor why he hadn’t told me and he said he thought the backlight just went out as that’s what his phone does i was disappointed and very worried, it upset me because i felt so dirty and proud thinking i had passed the task i hoped once charged my phone would have saved something so i put it in my bag hoping for the best .
FIVE MINUTES AFTER WE WERE FINISHED AND ON TO A NEW ARM TATTOO MY FRIEND CAME OVER, VICTOR ACTED JUST AS NOTHING HAPPENED AND WE ALL CHATTED AND HUNG OUT. SHE WAITED AROUND UNTIL MY ARM WAS FINISHED THEN I SAID GOODNIGHT TO THEM BOTH AND LEFT.
Once i arrived home i went straight into my room to charge my mobile and went straight for the video, it was not there, i literally cried in disappointment and text my MASTER.
My phone message alerted and i looked at the message hoping it was my MASTER but instead it was victor once again telling me how good i was and how much he loved it and thought i was a “dirty sex kitten” and that he had just fucked my friend with his unwashed cock.
USUALLY THAT KIND OF MESSAGE WOULD TURN ME ON. BUT KNOWING I HAD FAILED A TASK I WAS SO PROUD OF MADE ME FEEL DOWN AND DISSAPOINTED, I ALSO HAD INSTANT REGRET KNOWING I HAD FUCKED SOMEONE A FRIEND WAS IN LOVE WITH
THIS IS THE LIFE OF A DIRTY SLUT
SubSlut
As a collared submissive i require my MASTER’S permission for certain things.
For a long time i have wanted to get a tattoo of a lawn mower man on my pussy as a joke.
So when i decided i wanted it now i knew permission would definitely be required.
When i asked MASTER for permission to tattoo my pussy HE told me it was a very slutty tattoo and a very slutty thing to do.
MASTER told me that if i was to get my tattoo done i would have to complete a task.
THE TASK
1. Oral is to be given to the tattooist if i am happy with the job whilst filming myself then to later send the video to MASTER
2. Pictures were to be sent of the tattoo during and after it was done.
I arrived at the tattooists (victors*) house where he was going to tattoo my lawn mower man onto my pussy for me, Victor* was unaware of my task but very flirtatious so i knew it would not be to difficult to do.
We chatted for a while and as he could see i was very shy and nervous he finished a job on my arm first to warm up, once done Victor* pointed to the massage table and told me to get comfortable. I WAS SO NERVOUS, REALLY SHY ALSO TO BE TAKING MY PANTS OFF INFRONT OF A FRIEND I HAD NOT BEEN SEXUAL WITH BEFORE IT WAS ALSO AWKWARD AS HE WAS IN A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS. I FELT SNEAKY AND NASTY BUT HOT TOO SEEING THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME.
The trace out was placed on and my pussy moist from the alcohol spray for the tattoo.
Victor* blew on my pussy to dry the surface teasing me and making me pulse through my clit.
The tattoo started and as instructed i text messaged my MASTER and sent through the during photos, the tattoo was painful but the teasing a turn on knowing that in the end i would be sucking his cock and finishing up with a big load of cum just as i like too.
I took a few photos and let the tattoo be completed.
During the tattoo Victor* kept telling me to stop pulsing my pussy because it was teasing him and he asked to lick me i laughed it off knowing i did not have permission.
Every now and then he would hold the tattoo gun over my clit and just rest it there to vibrate i was dripping wet and so turned on.
I FELT NASTY AND SLUTTY HAVING SUCH A DIRTY THING TATTOO’D IN SUCH A DIRTY PLACE. IT WAS HOT AND I WAS VERY TURNED ON BY THE FACT I WAS ORDERED TO SUCK SOMEONES COCK FOR A TATTOO.
The tattoo was finished and i was wiped over, very wet and turned on Victor* took photo’s of my tattoo and asked me if i was happy with it. I sent the pictures to my MASTERS phone and put my phone down on a mattress on the floor. i replied with “yes im very happy with it” and placed my hand over Victors* cock from the outside of his pants, he was rock hard and did not move my hand away so i walked him over to the mattress and kneeled on the ground in front of him slowly undoing his jean buttons and unzipping his fly all the time while massaging his cock with my mouth from the outside of his pants. Once his pants dropped to the ground and i pulled his cock from his underwear i passed him my mobile phone and asked him to video me. Victor* was a little weary and asked why so i told him i wouldn’t tell me friend what we were doing and that i wanted it filmed because i was a nasty slut that liked to see myself give oral, he moaned and held the camera filming me.
I FELT DIRTY AND PROUD FEELING THAT I WAS BOTH GETTING A TATTOO I HAD WANTED FOR A WHILE DOING A TASK AND ABOUT TO SUCK VICTORS COCK
Victors* cock was rock hard and dripping with precum
I placed my warm mouth around it and started running my tongue along it getting the feel for it and turning victor* on he was very verbal moaning and trying to hold my hand.
I AVOIDED HIS HAND KNOWING THAT ONE OF MY MASTERS MAIN RULES WAS TO NOT BE AFFECTIONATE WITH OTHERS.
Victors* cock was dripping with pre cum as i sucked it, i took it really deep and swallowed the end of his cock surprising him as he moaned and told me he had not had someone take his cock so far down their throat before it turned me on so i made sure i did a great job to show off.
Victors* cock was thick long and uncut i was so turned on by it, It would have been a fantastic cock to ride. It tasted clean and sweet, Victor asked me to fuck him but i did not have permission to do that so i started talking dirty to him instead giving him a hand job as i sucked his huge cock. i could feel the vein along the bottom of his cock bulging so i knew he was close to cumming so i told him how dirty i was and how much i wanted his cum in my mouth and down my throat begging for his cum as i rubbed his balls then gagged on his cock again. He was shocked not knowing many girls that would swallow it exited him to the point of cumming i caught it all in my mouth and played with it along my tongue in front of him he told me i was the hottest person he had seen suck a cock and i was the best at it.
Victor layed back and asked me to lay with him but i told him i wasn’t into affection and he laughed it off i asked for my phone to check the video and it was turned off i asked victor why he hadn’t told me and he said he thought the backlight just went out as that’s what his phone does i was disappointed and very worried, it upset me because i felt so dirty and proud thinking i had passed the task i hoped once charged my phone would have saved something so i put it in my bag hoping for the best .
FIVE MINUTES AFTER WE WERE FINISHED AND ON TO A NEW ARM TATTOO MY FRIEND CAME OVER, VICTOR ACTED JUST AS NOTHING HAPPENED AND WE ALL CHATTED AND HUNG OUT. SHE WAITED AROUND UNTIL MY ARM WAS FINISHED THEN I SAID GOODNIGHT TO THEM BOTH AND LEFT.
Once i arrived home i went straight into my room to charge my mobile and went straight for the video, it was not there, i literally cried in disappointment and text my MASTER.
My phone message alerted and i looked at the message hoping it was my MASTER but instead it was victor once again telling me how good i was and how much he loved it and thought i was a “dirty sex kitten” and that he had just fucked my friend with his unwashed cock.
USUALLY THAT KIND OF MESSAGE WOULD TURN ME ON. BUT KNOWING I HAD FAILED A TASK I WAS SO PROUD OF MADE ME FEEL DOWN AND DISSAPOINTED, I ALSO HAD INSTANT REGRET KNOWING I HAD FUCKED SOMEONE A FRIEND WAS IN LOVE WITH
THIS IS THE LIFE OF A DIRTY SLUT
SubSlut
Friday, July 16, 2010
suffering in silence
Suffering in silence.
i was left in a hotel room by my Master who was heading back to His home as He had things to do.
i received a text message instructing me to be showered, shaved and naked with my shackles collar and blindfold on kneeling on the ground with my head down. Also in text i was told i would receive a text when my Master returned.
(This was great for me i had wanted a session thrown on me and instructions like this from the first day i was collared, i love being served with instructions i feel so objectified.)
Just as i was told i received a text demanding me to be in position, i was already in position and ready (i had just calmed down as i was running around crazy doing everything i was told to do) so i replaced the blind fold back over my eyes and waited silently and still for my Master.
Five minutes went by and i was still in position getting more and more nervous hearing two car doors open and close while waiting for my Master to enter.
My body jumped as i heard rustling at the door i heard the hotel room door open and scuffling sounds as H/he or T/they entered.
A bag was put down beside me and all i could hear was moving around and zippers opening i could feel someone circling me i did not believe it was my Master the cologne i was smelling was different and too strong for something my Master wears.
This scared me i was still and silent yet exited and so wet, the circling stopped and the person circling me stopped in front of me, He lifted my face by my chin.
He had ice cold hands (another indication he wasn’t my Dom, my Dom always has the warmest hands) my chin was lifted and i was slapped so harshly across the face.
Tears filled my eyes i was so scared this was not my Dom, cold hands different cologne and circling me all things my Master does not have or do.
Lightly then harshly i was cropped on my back, arse and breast, i was taken roughly by my hair and dragged forward towards the bed and then bent over it.
A cold can was rubbed along my welts, i could feel both drops of cold water dripping from my back and warm salty tears from my face, i was cropped a few more times before being grabbed again by my hair.
Sir lifted my arms above my head and bound my breast tightly my hands were connected by my wrist restrains to the backing of the breast binding.
Completely trapped and helpless i kneeled as my breast where lightly but rapidly cropped.
Lifted once again roughly by my hair not being able to stand well enough i was lifted roughly by the backing of my bindings, causing more pressure and pain to my breast, they were stinging and throbbing just pounding away in pain.
Standing now shaking in fear i was turned around to face this Man i was pushed roughly landing on my bound wrists, i was trapped, naked and scared. My nipples were whipped and my pussy also with a fly whip (six rough leather slices of material that cause pain and fear by both the welting and sound)
A dragon tail whip was also used on my breast.
Because of the pain the fly whip causes my gag ball was inserted.
Having the gag ball inserted made me realise i really was in for some pain, my pussy was then pegged with 5 pegs, i hate these so much they are so painful and uncomfortable.
Whilst my pussy was stinging and throbbing suffering from the pegs that were still attached my breast were pin wheeled harshly.
At this point i realise that the Man using me was actually in fact my Master as i know Master would not allow another to hurt me as much.
(Once the session was over i found the pin wheeling had caused me to bleed in small spots)
The pinwheel was very harsh but the pegs were hurting me more and too much for me to handle so i called my safe word RED through my gag ball.
The pegs where removed with each i screamed.
After a small wind down my Master confirmed i was ok and W/we continued O/our session.
Position was changed, i was pulled up and placed on my face and knees with my hands still shackled behind me to the backing of my breast bounding.
(i love that i was tied up for this long i love every second of being in bondage)
I had a large rubber cock placed into my pussy causing an instant burning sensation and a small vibrator placed inside my ass.
Penetrated in both of my holes i felt like a sex doll being played with and used, i felt very dirty and slutty having both of my holes played with.
The rubber cock was deep and causing stabbing pain so regretfully i called O/our safe word again and play stopped.
Both toys were removed and i was un bound and given a short rest.
Placed on my back naked blindfolded and powerless session started again.
Master spread my legs forcefully and attached belts to my upper legs, the belts were connected to ropes under the bed, i was powerless i could not move my legs at all, my wrist where shackled to the belts leaving me trapped and spread open on my back with my pussy spread and available for any use.
Master licked my pussy and teased me with toys bringing me to the point of an orgasm over and over but denying it every time, i was a quivering mess.
Master fingered my arse and licked my clit until i was begging beyond extremes to be allowed to orgasm i was given permission and orgasmed.
The orgasm was insane so strong and powerfull leaving me exhausted, Master kept going until i begged once again i was granted permission and came in my Masters mouth.
END OF SESSION
SubSlut
i was left in a hotel room by my Master who was heading back to His home as He had things to do.
i received a text message instructing me to be showered, shaved and naked with my shackles collar and blindfold on kneeling on the ground with my head down. Also in text i was told i would receive a text when my Master returned.
(This was great for me i had wanted a session thrown on me and instructions like this from the first day i was collared, i love being served with instructions i feel so objectified.)
Just as i was told i received a text demanding me to be in position, i was already in position and ready (i had just calmed down as i was running around crazy doing everything i was told to do) so i replaced the blind fold back over my eyes and waited silently and still for my Master.
Five minutes went by and i was still in position getting more and more nervous hearing two car doors open and close while waiting for my Master to enter.
My body jumped as i heard rustling at the door i heard the hotel room door open and scuffling sounds as H/he or T/they entered.
A bag was put down beside me and all i could hear was moving around and zippers opening i could feel someone circling me i did not believe it was my Master the cologne i was smelling was different and too strong for something my Master wears.
This scared me i was still and silent yet exited and so wet, the circling stopped and the person circling me stopped in front of me, He lifted my face by my chin.
He had ice cold hands (another indication he wasn’t my Dom, my Dom always has the warmest hands) my chin was lifted and i was slapped so harshly across the face.
Tears filled my eyes i was so scared this was not my Dom, cold hands different cologne and circling me all things my Master does not have or do.
Lightly then harshly i was cropped on my back, arse and breast, i was taken roughly by my hair and dragged forward towards the bed and then bent over it.
A cold can was rubbed along my welts, i could feel both drops of cold water dripping from my back and warm salty tears from my face, i was cropped a few more times before being grabbed again by my hair.
Sir lifted my arms above my head and bound my breast tightly my hands were connected by my wrist restrains to the backing of the breast binding.
Completely trapped and helpless i kneeled as my breast where lightly but rapidly cropped.
Lifted once again roughly by my hair not being able to stand well enough i was lifted roughly by the backing of my bindings, causing more pressure and pain to my breast, they were stinging and throbbing just pounding away in pain.
Standing now shaking in fear i was turned around to face this Man i was pushed roughly landing on my bound wrists, i was trapped, naked and scared. My nipples were whipped and my pussy also with a fly whip (six rough leather slices of material that cause pain and fear by both the welting and sound)
A dragon tail whip was also used on my breast.
Because of the pain the fly whip causes my gag ball was inserted.
Having the gag ball inserted made me realise i really was in for some pain, my pussy was then pegged with 5 pegs, i hate these so much they are so painful and uncomfortable.
Whilst my pussy was stinging and throbbing suffering from the pegs that were still attached my breast were pin wheeled harshly.
At this point i realise that the Man using me was actually in fact my Master as i know Master would not allow another to hurt me as much.
(Once the session was over i found the pin wheeling had caused me to bleed in small spots)
The pinwheel was very harsh but the pegs were hurting me more and too much for me to handle so i called my safe word RED through my gag ball.
The pegs where removed with each i screamed.
After a small wind down my Master confirmed i was ok and W/we continued O/our session.
Position was changed, i was pulled up and placed on my face and knees with my hands still shackled behind me to the backing of my breast bounding.
(i love that i was tied up for this long i love every second of being in bondage)
I had a large rubber cock placed into my pussy causing an instant burning sensation and a small vibrator placed inside my ass.
Penetrated in both of my holes i felt like a sex doll being played with and used, i felt very dirty and slutty having both of my holes played with.
The rubber cock was deep and causing stabbing pain so regretfully i called O/our safe word again and play stopped.
Both toys were removed and i was un bound and given a short rest.
Placed on my back naked blindfolded and powerless session started again.
Master spread my legs forcefully and attached belts to my upper legs, the belts were connected to ropes under the bed, i was powerless i could not move my legs at all, my wrist where shackled to the belts leaving me trapped and spread open on my back with my pussy spread and available for any use.
Master licked my pussy and teased me with toys bringing me to the point of an orgasm over and over but denying it every time, i was a quivering mess.
Master fingered my arse and licked my clit until i was begging beyond extremes to be allowed to orgasm i was given permission and orgasmed.
The orgasm was insane so strong and powerfull leaving me exhausted, Master kept going until i begged once again i was granted permission and came in my Masters mouth.
END OF SESSION
SubSlut
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
EASY ACCESS
Easy access
2 days naked
RULES
1. No clothes
2. One throw rug
3. 24hr full access to MASTER
sub slut came over twenty times
sub slut had forced anal play twice once causing orgasm.
Over two days sub slut was to give full 24 hour access to her MASTER to be used abused fucked teased and dealt with however her MASTER saw fit.
2 days naked
RULES
1. No clothes
2. One throw rug
3. 24hr full access to MASTER
sub slut came over twenty times
sub slut had forced anal play twice once causing orgasm.
Over two days sub slut was to give full 24 hour access to her MASTER to be used abused fucked teased and dealt with however her MASTER saw fit.
Sensation session
W/we were just lying around relaxing; i was being my normal cheeky self. Still though affectionate and loving,. Then out of nowhere i was slapped firmly across my face.
my Dom said “session started” i replied with a “but” and a “no” and was slapped hard once again only this time on my arse.
My Dom ordered me to take my clothes off, i did as i was told but incorrectly it was a cold night so i left my socks on assuming it would be ok with Master. i assumed wrong (A sub SHOULD NEVER ASSUME) Master said heavily and strictly “your socks too slut” i removed them quick smart and put on my wrist and ankle shackles that Master placed on the table in front of me.
Master then instructed me to put my blindfold on. i did as i was told i waited quietly until my Master told me to open my mouth (i was expecting my gag ball as i was instructed to bring it along with a gimp mask) as my Master placed my gag ball inside i felt that it was wet after tasting the wetness i realised it was my Masters pre cum.
The gag ball was inserted and locked into place, i sucked off all of the pre cum enjoying the taste and the thought of how dirty it was made me wet.
Master placed a leather gimp mask over my head, it was the first time i had been in a gimp mask so i was really nervous and scared i could feel myself shaking, i was instructed to grunt loudly three times as a safe word. i practised and then the session really began.
i am not used to sessions without wearing my collar but i could feel that my Master had tied the gimp mask lacing around my neck, it was pitch black and almost silent.
All i could hear was the sound of my own heavy breathing inside the gimp mask, i was already incredibly wet and turned on by the effects of the gimp mask, i was told to stand up and was led across the room, told to sit down landing on a wooden table and ordered to lay back where i was then tied down by my wrists.
my wrist were behind my back and beneath the table my ankles attached to a spreader bar and tied over my head.
Master slapped me across my face then pinched my nipples; i let out a loud yelp surprised by the sudden sensation.
Master left me alone tied naked with my legs in the air held open by the spreader bar. (i hate this position it hurts my legs almost instantly so one minute feels like an hour)
i was left for what felt like forever i felt myself getting more paranoid and nervous as time passed, i tried to listen and feel out any movement in the room it was so hard not being able to hear or see anything.
Master returned and told me strictly and loudly in a deep voice to hold my legs still and to stop struggling, i felt what i thought was cutting or burning on my skin which ended up being water or a lotion (i am still not sure) as i was demanded to stay still Master shaved my pussy with a razor.
i was very on edge scared of being cut but at the same time so exited and could feel myself being so wet at the risk of being cut and the overall sensation of being tied down and spread open.
Master wiped me down and tasted my freshly shaved pussy, then my Master left the room again what felt like ages.
Master returned through one door and exited through another, the tension and fear of being left was building up i was sore, trapped and very confused hoping it was indeed my Master passing through, i heard clinging and rattling in the kitchen and what sounded like the fridge being opened i knew at that point i was in for ice play.
Master finally returned i could hear rattling of glass i was instructed to hold still while i felt a sensation like my skin being sliced by a razor on my upper leg. The feeling burnt then was freezing i was not cut it was just an instant fear.
Master used a boiling hot metal spoon on my body to burn me and a freezing cold spoon on my body to create different sensations, the burning on my nipples was painful but the freezing was great.
Master used hot water from His mouth on my clit it was a hot but amazing sensation i love receiving oral of my Master.
Master did the same with ice and very cold water i felt myself coming close to an orgasm during the sensation play right on the verge of my orgasm Master stopped realising i was enjoying it too much.
Master alternated between hot and cold oral until i couldn’t stop myself from moaning and moving my body to my Masters face Master gave me permission to cum and i did instantly. Such a wet hot and wild orgasm.
Master then got what i believe is one of His favourite tools Masters pin wheel and used it on my nipples harshly and roughly i was glad i had a gag ball in my mouth at this stage as it was very much needed to bite down on.
Master got up and left the room again, i felt used abused and alone, very objectified. (i love these feelings)
Master entered the room and i heard Master walk straight to me. i was flogged harshly across the breast, i let out a huge yelp i was in allot of pain and was quietly crying under my blindfold and gimp mask, i could feel the blindfold getting wet.
Master untied me i was relieved thinking Master had had enough for this session especially after the flog to my breasts but i was wrong i was ordered to get up on my knees and change position. i was to kneel over the table with my head down.
Master gave a few gentle strokes to my back, this shows me that even in a session there is still love, sanity and Master cares.
Master instructed me to use His 240 volt electric vibrator on myself until i was close to an orgasm, i was instructed to wave my hand three times as a way of asking for permission to cum, during this time Master would be flogging my back with a dragon tail whip.
The 240 volt electric vibrator is so strong that it makes me orgasm almost instantly it makes me so sensitive i cant even wipe myself (its so good i hate it)
Master started flogging me and i did as i was told using the vibrator on my clit, i could feel my back burning even through the gentle flogging i was flogged over fifty times starting with gently and ending with harsh rapid flogging
Before i orgasmed i lost all control and just faded off into a sub space where i feel like i am floating just buzzing just free and relaxed. (Sub space is an awesome place but my favourite part of it is coming back to reality right as sensation comes back it is like a big bang of pain and pashion.)
Master was still flogging harsh and rapid i waved my hand three times and hear Master say “now slut” i let go and orgasmed, my whole body shook before going limp i dropped the vibrator and caught my breath.
End of session
sub slut
my Dom said “session started” i replied with a “but” and a “no” and was slapped hard once again only this time on my arse.
My Dom ordered me to take my clothes off, i did as i was told but incorrectly it was a cold night so i left my socks on assuming it would be ok with Master. i assumed wrong (A sub SHOULD NEVER ASSUME) Master said heavily and strictly “your socks too slut” i removed them quick smart and put on my wrist and ankle shackles that Master placed on the table in front of me.
Master then instructed me to put my blindfold on. i did as i was told i waited quietly until my Master told me to open my mouth (i was expecting my gag ball as i was instructed to bring it along with a gimp mask) as my Master placed my gag ball inside i felt that it was wet after tasting the wetness i realised it was my Masters pre cum.
The gag ball was inserted and locked into place, i sucked off all of the pre cum enjoying the taste and the thought of how dirty it was made me wet.
Master placed a leather gimp mask over my head, it was the first time i had been in a gimp mask so i was really nervous and scared i could feel myself shaking, i was instructed to grunt loudly three times as a safe word. i practised and then the session really began.
i am not used to sessions without wearing my collar but i could feel that my Master had tied the gimp mask lacing around my neck, it was pitch black and almost silent.
All i could hear was the sound of my own heavy breathing inside the gimp mask, i was already incredibly wet and turned on by the effects of the gimp mask, i was told to stand up and was led across the room, told to sit down landing on a wooden table and ordered to lay back where i was then tied down by my wrists.
my wrist were behind my back and beneath the table my ankles attached to a spreader bar and tied over my head.
Master slapped me across my face then pinched my nipples; i let out a loud yelp surprised by the sudden sensation.
Master left me alone tied naked with my legs in the air held open by the spreader bar. (i hate this position it hurts my legs almost instantly so one minute feels like an hour)
i was left for what felt like forever i felt myself getting more paranoid and nervous as time passed, i tried to listen and feel out any movement in the room it was so hard not being able to hear or see anything.
Master returned and told me strictly and loudly in a deep voice to hold my legs still and to stop struggling, i felt what i thought was cutting or burning on my skin which ended up being water or a lotion (i am still not sure) as i was demanded to stay still Master shaved my pussy with a razor.
i was very on edge scared of being cut but at the same time so exited and could feel myself being so wet at the risk of being cut and the overall sensation of being tied down and spread open.
Master wiped me down and tasted my freshly shaved pussy, then my Master left the room again what felt like ages.
Master returned through one door and exited through another, the tension and fear of being left was building up i was sore, trapped and very confused hoping it was indeed my Master passing through, i heard clinging and rattling in the kitchen and what sounded like the fridge being opened i knew at that point i was in for ice play.
Master finally returned i could hear rattling of glass i was instructed to hold still while i felt a sensation like my skin being sliced by a razor on my upper leg. The feeling burnt then was freezing i was not cut it was just an instant fear.
Master used a boiling hot metal spoon on my body to burn me and a freezing cold spoon on my body to create different sensations, the burning on my nipples was painful but the freezing was great.
Master used hot water from His mouth on my clit it was a hot but amazing sensation i love receiving oral of my Master.
Master did the same with ice and very cold water i felt myself coming close to an orgasm during the sensation play right on the verge of my orgasm Master stopped realising i was enjoying it too much.
Master alternated between hot and cold oral until i couldn’t stop myself from moaning and moving my body to my Masters face Master gave me permission to cum and i did instantly. Such a wet hot and wild orgasm.
Master then got what i believe is one of His favourite tools Masters pin wheel and used it on my nipples harshly and roughly i was glad i had a gag ball in my mouth at this stage as it was very much needed to bite down on.
Master got up and left the room again, i felt used abused and alone, very objectified. (i love these feelings)
Master entered the room and i heard Master walk straight to me. i was flogged harshly across the breast, i let out a huge yelp i was in allot of pain and was quietly crying under my blindfold and gimp mask, i could feel the blindfold getting wet.
Master untied me i was relieved thinking Master had had enough for this session especially after the flog to my breasts but i was wrong i was ordered to get up on my knees and change position. i was to kneel over the table with my head down.
Master gave a few gentle strokes to my back, this shows me that even in a session there is still love, sanity and Master cares.
Master instructed me to use His 240 volt electric vibrator on myself until i was close to an orgasm, i was instructed to wave my hand three times as a way of asking for permission to cum, during this time Master would be flogging my back with a dragon tail whip.
The 240 volt electric vibrator is so strong that it makes me orgasm almost instantly it makes me so sensitive i cant even wipe myself (its so good i hate it)
Master started flogging me and i did as i was told using the vibrator on my clit, i could feel my back burning even through the gentle flogging i was flogged over fifty times starting with gently and ending with harsh rapid flogging
Before i orgasmed i lost all control and just faded off into a sub space where i feel like i am floating just buzzing just free and relaxed. (Sub space is an awesome place but my favourite part of it is coming back to reality right as sensation comes back it is like a big bang of pain and pashion.)
Master was still flogging harsh and rapid i waved my hand three times and hear Master say “now slut” i let go and orgasmed, my whole body shook before going limp i dropped the vibrator and caught my breath.
End of session
sub slut
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Ramblings!
Sadly i have nothing new to add to my blog as yet.
Things have unfortunately been slow.
So instead of my usual sub slut entry, instead i will add an entry on "why i feel i need a DOM in my life".
WHY I FEEL I NEED A DOM IN MY LIFE.
-I want to feel owned. Controlled and like i belong to someone.
I want to have hurdles, tasks and a sense of objectification in my everyday life style, i am not in the position for 24/7 complete BDSM lifestyle. but if things were not as they are that is the lifestyle i would wish to live.
-I want rules.
I find that rules are a reminder that i am not my own person, that in fact i am someone else s. rules are limitations they are a lesson, rules are put down to teach. as is discipline and punishment.
-I want limitations.
Limitations i find are a key point in getting used to ones place in a BDSM relationship. i had an experience once where allot was limited. speaking was limited i was not to speak directly to a waitress or any staff in a restaurant i was taken to my eye contact was limited my eating was limited due to being used. my clothing was chosen and limited.
i loved this
-I want punishment.
it is not always fun but it is required. i learn from this and i also feel owned and objectified both feelings i want love and need in my life.
-I want discipline.
discipline is not always punishment but a form of teaching a lesson you could say.
I want a DOM in my life because i want someone to give myself too. someone to please and impress. someone to keep me grounded and share my experiences with.
my DOM is a very affectionate DOM. when i tell other subs how i am treated they say its unusual.
there not used to things being so gentle and free.
Im scared to be alone. and by that i dont mean by being single. more so by being abandoned. being abandoned is something i have experienced more times then i should have. my DOM has a connection with me where i have had to let down all walls and let HIM in. i dodnt think id do that again and i dont want to have to learn to be who i was again.
i need my DOM because i cant breath without HIM. things arent as fun or realistic without HIM. and also because HE is the only MAN in my world that can have the softest most loving hands and at the same time the heaviest and DOMINATING hands. thats a big thing for me but probably also something only i can understand.
Things have unfortunately been slow.
So instead of my usual sub slut entry, instead i will add an entry on "why i feel i need a DOM in my life".
WHY I FEEL I NEED A DOM IN MY LIFE.
-I want to feel owned. Controlled and like i belong to someone.
I want to have hurdles, tasks and a sense of objectification in my everyday life style, i am not in the position for 24/7 complete BDSM lifestyle. but if things were not as they are that is the lifestyle i would wish to live.
-I want rules.
I find that rules are a reminder that i am not my own person, that in fact i am someone else s. rules are limitations they are a lesson, rules are put down to teach. as is discipline and punishment.
-I want limitations.
Limitations i find are a key point in getting used to ones place in a BDSM relationship. i had an experience once where allot was limited. speaking was limited i was not to speak directly to a waitress or any staff in a restaurant i was taken to my eye contact was limited my eating was limited due to being used. my clothing was chosen and limited.
i loved this
-I want punishment.
it is not always fun but it is required. i learn from this and i also feel owned and objectified both feelings i want love and need in my life.
-I want discipline.
discipline is not always punishment but a form of teaching a lesson you could say.
I want a DOM in my life because i want someone to give myself too. someone to please and impress. someone to keep me grounded and share my experiences with.
my DOM is a very affectionate DOM. when i tell other subs how i am treated they say its unusual.
there not used to things being so gentle and free.
Im scared to be alone. and by that i dont mean by being single. more so by being abandoned. being abandoned is something i have experienced more times then i should have. my DOM has a connection with me where i have had to let down all walls and let HIM in. i dodnt think id do that again and i dont want to have to learn to be who i was again.
i need my DOM because i cant breath without HIM. things arent as fun or realistic without HIM. and also because HE is the only MAN in my world that can have the softest most loving hands and at the same time the heaviest and DOMINATING hands. thats a big thing for me but probably also something only i can understand.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
2010 session 3
2010 session 3
I was sitting on my DOMS couch being cheeky when all of a sudden I was grabbed by my hair and dragged to the floor with my face in the lounge.
My DOM told me not to move.
I was frightened as it was all started in an instant and I was not at all expecting it.
I was told to prepare myself to be lashed, I waited and was lashed hard twice by a slut flogger, I could feel my skin raising and burning.
My Dom placed my Collar on me (I LOVE IT WHEN I AM PLACED INTO THE COLLAR BY MY DOM AS I FEEL MORE OBJECTIFIED) following with my blindfold. Once in my blindfold I get a little scared as I am not expecting anything that comes my way and can be punished allot easier so I behave myself.
My DOM placed my wrist and ankle shackles on me and forced me to my knees on the carpet in front of him, HE ordered me to give him oral. I did without question.
Once my DOM was satisfied that I had given enough oral I was ordered to stand up where he then led me to the centre of the room to the white box.
I was ordered to kneel at the box and to bend my body over it. My nipple was pegged and the peg was quite painful so it was swapped with an equally painful nipple clamp connected via a chain once my nipples were clamped the chain was attached to the box trapping me into the position where it was to painful to move around or struggle.
My wrist was shackled to the front of the box and my legs I was ordered to spread.
My DOM inserted a large vibrator and tied it into a position IT FELT HUGE I FELT MY SELF STRETCHING INSIDE I was unable to remove it, HE attached ropes and tied them to the white box above my arms causing me to penetrate the vibrator inside me at every movement of my arms.
My DOM then held a small vibrator onto my clit and held it there while he ordered me to continue penetrating the vibrator inside me fucking myself until I was close enough to cum.
I was so close and wanted to cum I asked my DOM for permission he instructed me to count down from 5 and then to cum I was told to scream as I came and that’s exactly what I did it was a very intense orgasm.
As I came I pulled at the ropes as much as I could both stretching myself and going as deep as possible while fucking myself I love the pain the stretching causes.
After I came my DOM left me trapped over the white box with the large vibe still inserted inside me it was very straining and I was in some pain.
My DOM then came to the head of the box and ordered me to such his cock as I was sucking his cock as deep as I could he ordered me to pull at the reins fucking myself again when I wasn’t doing it well enough he grabbed them and fucked me roughly both with the big vibrator in my pussy and his cock down my throat.
I FELT TO OBJECTIFIED AND USED BEING TAKEN BY BOTH ENDS HAVING A MOUTH FULL WHILST HAVING MY PUSSY USED AND STRETCHED. THE FACT I WAS TRAPPED IN A POSITION I COULD NOT ESCAPE MADE IT ALL SO EXITING BUT ME SO VULNERABLE.
After a while of being used by both my mouth and my pussy I was in allot of pain and stretched I yelled the safe word and had the vibrator removed.
While still in the same position I was teased and hurt with a stainless steel pin wheel and Velcro gloves causing my back to scratch and bleed, my DOM scraped blood into my mouth forcing me to taste it.
I did not believe it was blood until after the session I saw the scratches in the mirror.
After the scratching and pin wheel torture to my back I was released and led to the lounge where I was to make my DOM cum before being allowed to leave.
WE RAN OUT OF TIME AND I FAILED TO MAKE MY DOM CUM. I FELT LIKE A FAILURE AND A DISSAPOINTMENT.
I LOVED THE POSITION I WAS STUCK IN AND HAVING BOTH ENDS OF ME USED AT ONCE, I WOULD LOVE TO BE IN THE SAME PREDICAMENT WHERE I CAN’T ESCAPE AND BE FUCKED BY SOMEONE WHILE HAVING TO SUCK ANOTHER PERSON.
SUBSLUT
I was sitting on my DOMS couch being cheeky when all of a sudden I was grabbed by my hair and dragged to the floor with my face in the lounge.
My DOM told me not to move.
I was frightened as it was all started in an instant and I was not at all expecting it.
I was told to prepare myself to be lashed, I waited and was lashed hard twice by a slut flogger, I could feel my skin raising and burning.
My Dom placed my Collar on me (I LOVE IT WHEN I AM PLACED INTO THE COLLAR BY MY DOM AS I FEEL MORE OBJECTIFIED) following with my blindfold. Once in my blindfold I get a little scared as I am not expecting anything that comes my way and can be punished allot easier so I behave myself.
My DOM placed my wrist and ankle shackles on me and forced me to my knees on the carpet in front of him, HE ordered me to give him oral. I did without question.
Once my DOM was satisfied that I had given enough oral I was ordered to stand up where he then led me to the centre of the room to the white box.
I was ordered to kneel at the box and to bend my body over it. My nipple was pegged and the peg was quite painful so it was swapped with an equally painful nipple clamp connected via a chain once my nipples were clamped the chain was attached to the box trapping me into the position where it was to painful to move around or struggle.
My wrist was shackled to the front of the box and my legs I was ordered to spread.
My DOM inserted a large vibrator and tied it into a position IT FELT HUGE I FELT MY SELF STRETCHING INSIDE I was unable to remove it, HE attached ropes and tied them to the white box above my arms causing me to penetrate the vibrator inside me at every movement of my arms.
My DOM then held a small vibrator onto my clit and held it there while he ordered me to continue penetrating the vibrator inside me fucking myself until I was close enough to cum.
I was so close and wanted to cum I asked my DOM for permission he instructed me to count down from 5 and then to cum I was told to scream as I came and that’s exactly what I did it was a very intense orgasm.
As I came I pulled at the ropes as much as I could both stretching myself and going as deep as possible while fucking myself I love the pain the stretching causes.
After I came my DOM left me trapped over the white box with the large vibe still inserted inside me it was very straining and I was in some pain.
My DOM then came to the head of the box and ordered me to such his cock as I was sucking his cock as deep as I could he ordered me to pull at the reins fucking myself again when I wasn’t doing it well enough he grabbed them and fucked me roughly both with the big vibrator in my pussy and his cock down my throat.
I FELT TO OBJECTIFIED AND USED BEING TAKEN BY BOTH ENDS HAVING A MOUTH FULL WHILST HAVING MY PUSSY USED AND STRETCHED. THE FACT I WAS TRAPPED IN A POSITION I COULD NOT ESCAPE MADE IT ALL SO EXITING BUT ME SO VULNERABLE.
After a while of being used by both my mouth and my pussy I was in allot of pain and stretched I yelled the safe word and had the vibrator removed.
While still in the same position I was teased and hurt with a stainless steel pin wheel and Velcro gloves causing my back to scratch and bleed, my DOM scraped blood into my mouth forcing me to taste it.
I did not believe it was blood until after the session I saw the scratches in the mirror.
After the scratching and pin wheel torture to my back I was released and led to the lounge where I was to make my DOM cum before being allowed to leave.
WE RAN OUT OF TIME AND I FAILED TO MAKE MY DOM CUM. I FELT LIKE A FAILURE AND A DISSAPOINTMENT.
I LOVED THE POSITION I WAS STUCK IN AND HAVING BOTH ENDS OF ME USED AT ONCE, I WOULD LOVE TO BE IN THE SAME PREDICAMENT WHERE I CAN’T ESCAPE AND BE FUCKED BY SOMEONE WHILE HAVING TO SUCK ANOTHER PERSON.
SUBSLUT
2010 session 2
Session 2
This session started with dinner, as in the past on occasion I was to wear a skirt and no underwear and to be freshly shaven.
EVEN IF THERE WAS NO SESSION AFTER DINNER THE FACT I WAS DEMANDED ON WHAT TO WEAR MADE ME FEEL VERY OBJECTIFIED OWNED AND WANTED
My DOM and I sat down and enjoyed our dinner.
After dinner we drove back to my DOM’S house where I was told session had started, I was already nervous after walking in and seeing a pile of leather belts out on the table.
My DOM ordered me to undress and to put on my collar.
He told me to stand up where he stood in front of me and placed my blindfold on me.
After having my blind fold put on I was told to get on my knees where I sucked my DOM’s cock until he decided to carry on.
I was ordered to lay onto my back on a black foam yoga mat where my knees were bent and my thighs were placed into a belt following my calves the belts were attached and my legs trapped in the position with my knees bent and legs spread. I WAS NERVOUS BEFORE THE BELTS WERE PLACED ON ME AS IT WAS OUT OF HABBIT. USUALLY I WOULD BE PLACED INTO MY WRIST AND ANKLE SHACKLES.
The belts were tight and there was no way to free my legs, I was already soaked and exited I was nervous and a little scared but very excited.
My DOM ordered me to turn over onto my stomach and place my arms either side of me.
Rolling over and trying to move was extremely difficult which added to the fear of being completely trapped, there was no way I could get out in a hurry.
My for-arms were placed into tight belts and attached to the belts either side where all three belts were joined my arms, my thighs and my calves were all in tight belts and I was completely trapped, scared, exited and vulnerable.
I was now trapped on my stomach with my face down feet up and legs spread.
My DOM placed a gag ball in my mouth instantly I was afraid and very nervous because I know when my gag ball is inserted I am going to be hurt.
My feet were cropped with the stick end of a riding crop I had not had this done before it was painful and I couldn’t stop it from happening.
My DOM told me to prepare myself for a hit and I held my breath worried and waiting for it.
My DOM hit me with the loop flogger really hard I was almost winded and screamed and cried in pain, I yelled the safe word over even know it had stopped I was in so much pain.
He had not meant to hit me as hard as he did.
IT HURT ALLOT AND I COULD CONSTANTLY FEEL PAIN BURNING AND RAISING OF MY SKIN BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHILE STILL TRAPPED COMPLETELY I FELT MY DOM’S SOFT HANDS RUBBING ICE OVER MY BACK AND TRYING TO FIX IT AND HELP WITH THE PAIN. IM GLAD THE SESSION DID NOT END THERE AS IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE FELT THIS KIND OF A HIT AND ALSO THE FIRST TIME I WAS LOOKED AFTER SO INTENSLY WHILE STILL BEING IN SESSION.
After a while I was asked if wanted the session to continue I said yes and we continued.
A very large dildo was placed inside me it was painful the moment it went in stretching me, My DOM told me to try and relax my muscles around it but that’s really hard for me to do with this dildo.
My DOM spat at me and on my pussy a few times, HE knows this makes me feel really dirty. He layed down on the floor and licked my clit as he fucked me hard with the dildo.
My DOM ordered me to cum while he was licking me and fucking me and I was to yell I’m your sub I’m your slut.
I asked permission to cum I was ordered to count to ten and then I could cum. I was really worried I would not make it to ten but just did. WHEN I AM BEING STRETCHED I CUM VERY EASILY AND ALLOT IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WAYS TO BE USED AND MADE CUM.
After I came my DOM released me from the position I was in I gave him oral and we ended the session.
This session started with dinner, as in the past on occasion I was to wear a skirt and no underwear and to be freshly shaven.
EVEN IF THERE WAS NO SESSION AFTER DINNER THE FACT I WAS DEMANDED ON WHAT TO WEAR MADE ME FEEL VERY OBJECTIFIED OWNED AND WANTED
My DOM and I sat down and enjoyed our dinner.
After dinner we drove back to my DOM’S house where I was told session had started, I was already nervous after walking in and seeing a pile of leather belts out on the table.
My DOM ordered me to undress and to put on my collar.
He told me to stand up where he stood in front of me and placed my blindfold on me.
After having my blind fold put on I was told to get on my knees where I sucked my DOM’s cock until he decided to carry on.
I was ordered to lay onto my back on a black foam yoga mat where my knees were bent and my thighs were placed into a belt following my calves the belts were attached and my legs trapped in the position with my knees bent and legs spread. I WAS NERVOUS BEFORE THE BELTS WERE PLACED ON ME AS IT WAS OUT OF HABBIT. USUALLY I WOULD BE PLACED INTO MY WRIST AND ANKLE SHACKLES.
The belts were tight and there was no way to free my legs, I was already soaked and exited I was nervous and a little scared but very excited.
My DOM ordered me to turn over onto my stomach and place my arms either side of me.
Rolling over and trying to move was extremely difficult which added to the fear of being completely trapped, there was no way I could get out in a hurry.
My for-arms were placed into tight belts and attached to the belts either side where all three belts were joined my arms, my thighs and my calves were all in tight belts and I was completely trapped, scared, exited and vulnerable.
I was now trapped on my stomach with my face down feet up and legs spread.
My DOM placed a gag ball in my mouth instantly I was afraid and very nervous because I know when my gag ball is inserted I am going to be hurt.
My feet were cropped with the stick end of a riding crop I had not had this done before it was painful and I couldn’t stop it from happening.
My DOM told me to prepare myself for a hit and I held my breath worried and waiting for it.
My DOM hit me with the loop flogger really hard I was almost winded and screamed and cried in pain, I yelled the safe word over even know it had stopped I was in so much pain.
He had not meant to hit me as hard as he did.
IT HURT ALLOT AND I COULD CONSTANTLY FEEL PAIN BURNING AND RAISING OF MY SKIN BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHILE STILL TRAPPED COMPLETELY I FELT MY DOM’S SOFT HANDS RUBBING ICE OVER MY BACK AND TRYING TO FIX IT AND HELP WITH THE PAIN. IM GLAD THE SESSION DID NOT END THERE AS IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE FELT THIS KIND OF A HIT AND ALSO THE FIRST TIME I WAS LOOKED AFTER SO INTENSLY WHILE STILL BEING IN SESSION.
After a while I was asked if wanted the session to continue I said yes and we continued.
A very large dildo was placed inside me it was painful the moment it went in stretching me, My DOM told me to try and relax my muscles around it but that’s really hard for me to do with this dildo.
My DOM spat at me and on my pussy a few times, HE knows this makes me feel really dirty. He layed down on the floor and licked my clit as he fucked me hard with the dildo.
My DOM ordered me to cum while he was licking me and fucking me and I was to yell I’m your sub I’m your slut.
I asked permission to cum I was ordered to count to ten and then I could cum. I was really worried I would not make it to ten but just did. WHEN I AM BEING STRETCHED I CUM VERY EASILY AND ALLOT IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WAYS TO BE USED AND MADE CUM.
After I came my DOM released me from the position I was in I gave him oral and we ended the session.
Monday, February 8, 2010
2010 session 1
My Dom arrived to pick me up I was dressed showered and shaved ready for Him wearing a skirt and no underwear as instructed.
We left my place and got into my Doms car.
My Dom passed me a bag and in it I found a big vibrator and a tube of lubricant.
I was instructed to insert the vibrator with allot of hesitation I Lubricated both myself and the vibrator the lubricant was non greasy or sticky was good.
I was made to fuck myself the whole way from the motor way to the house it was a big straining toy it hurt and it was inside me for approx forty minutes.
The vibrator was attached to a remote control in which my Dom was controlling at all times this made me feel owned and like I was being controlled.
During the drive my Dom reached his arm down and fucked me harder with the vibrator for a minute
I asked permission to cum and once my Dom gave me his permission I came.
We Arrived at my Dom’s house only then was I aloud to remove the vibrator get out of the car and meet my Dom upstairs.
As my Dom and I Walked into house I noticed a white box with o rings attached to it in the middle of the floor and the equipment bag out I felt extremely nervous from this point on.
I was walked in and Told to remove all of my jewellery and was given wrist and ankle shackles to put on and lastly my collar to put on.
I was made to remove my shirt and skirt and bra in which I felt uncomfortable doing as I have lost a little weight and am not comfortable with my body shape. I took my clothes off and did as I was told which was to kneel on the floor and give my Dom oral.
After about five minutes of oral I was instructed to lean over the white box where I was shackled by my wrist to it, my thighs were strapped to the opposite side to it and I was trapped bent over the white box.
My nipples were then clamped tightly which caused allot of pain and chained to the box I was completely trapped and could not struggle as all movement hurt my nipples in the clamps.
My blind fold was placed on and then my gag ball inserted into my mouth this always makes me nervous it means I am going to be in pain.
I was then told I was going o be lashed five times and after every lashing I was to say out loud “may I have another please I am your sub” it got harder and harder to say as I was gagged and in allot of pain I couldn’t move my body no matter how much it stung as I would be puling at the chain and my nipples.
From the lashings I was so wet I was dripping I felt my own juices running down my leg.
From here I was left for a moment and felt my Dom doing something to the box at the other end of me I knew it was with rope as I felt it hit my leg a few times.
My Dom placed the big vibrator from the car inside me and tied it there.
It was large and very straining I felt extremely stretched.
Two ropes were attached to it and pulled across my back and over my shoulders wrapped around my hands I was instructed to pull at them and fuck myself as every pull made the vibrator go deeper. My Dom told me I was to fuck myself as he whipped me until I came and when I cum I was to yell “I am your sub I am your slut” I felt lashings for about five minutes my back was burning and my cunt dripping wet.
I almost slipped into sub space making me loosen my grip on the reins I asked my Dom to tighten them for me and I continued to pull at them fucking myself and being lashed until I came and as I came I did as I was told and screamed “I am your sub I am your slut”.
I was left to wind down for a few mins then I begged for the vibrator to be removed my Dom removed it. right as I was relieved the stretching had ended I felt my Dom’s head between my legs he started licking me I loved it it was relieving it was really enjoyable and then I felt my Dom trying to insert a larger dildo.
I was scared and still trapped so I couldn’t stop it or move away from it. It was really hard to get in so my Dom spat at me to wet me more he got it inside me and instructed me to try and relax my muscles around it as he fucked me with it while licking my clit.
It was painful I felt so stretched and objectified.
Like I really was a sub and had no say in what happened to even my own body. I felt like all of my own rights were taken away and my body was no longer mine.
I was fucked with the giant dildo and licked until I came.
I asked permission before coming and was given permission.
Once I came my Dom gently and slowly removed the dildo this part is usually the most painful.
He swapped ends and made me give him oral.
He was really verbal so I knew he was enjoying it I also licked his balls while I had his cock in my mouth my Dom loves it when I do this.
I was released from the position causing allot of pain to my nipples having the clams off. I love the pain after a session it reminds me i was used.
After giving and receiving oral a few times I fell to sleep on the lounge.
Where my Dom left me lay sleeping for an hour.
I was woken with my Dom’s cock in my mouth and forced to suck him until he was satisfied with the job i had done.
He then ordered me to roll over onto my back where he licked me knowing i was extremely worn out and sensitive he let me cum then got up and fuckked me without a condom making me feel owned and objectified.
BEING HELD UNTIL I FELL TO SLEEP MAD ME GO TO SLEEP COMFORTABLY AND LOVED THEN BEING AWOKEN WITH MY DOMS COCK DOWN MY THROAT WAS A GREAT REMINDER THAT I AM HIS AND IN BEING HIS PROPERTY I WILL BE USED HOWEVER HE SEE’S FIT.
Sub slut
We left my place and got into my Doms car.
My Dom passed me a bag and in it I found a big vibrator and a tube of lubricant.
I was instructed to insert the vibrator with allot of hesitation I Lubricated both myself and the vibrator the lubricant was non greasy or sticky was good.
I was made to fuck myself the whole way from the motor way to the house it was a big straining toy it hurt and it was inside me for approx forty minutes.
The vibrator was attached to a remote control in which my Dom was controlling at all times this made me feel owned and like I was being controlled.
During the drive my Dom reached his arm down and fucked me harder with the vibrator for a minute
I asked permission to cum and once my Dom gave me his permission I came.
We Arrived at my Dom’s house only then was I aloud to remove the vibrator get out of the car and meet my Dom upstairs.
As my Dom and I Walked into house I noticed a white box with o rings attached to it in the middle of the floor and the equipment bag out I felt extremely nervous from this point on.
I was walked in and Told to remove all of my jewellery and was given wrist and ankle shackles to put on and lastly my collar to put on.
I was made to remove my shirt and skirt and bra in which I felt uncomfortable doing as I have lost a little weight and am not comfortable with my body shape. I took my clothes off and did as I was told which was to kneel on the floor and give my Dom oral.
After about five minutes of oral I was instructed to lean over the white box where I was shackled by my wrist to it, my thighs were strapped to the opposite side to it and I was trapped bent over the white box.
My nipples were then clamped tightly which caused allot of pain and chained to the box I was completely trapped and could not struggle as all movement hurt my nipples in the clamps.
My blind fold was placed on and then my gag ball inserted into my mouth this always makes me nervous it means I am going to be in pain.
I was then told I was going o be lashed five times and after every lashing I was to say out loud “may I have another please I am your sub” it got harder and harder to say as I was gagged and in allot of pain I couldn’t move my body no matter how much it stung as I would be puling at the chain and my nipples.
From the lashings I was so wet I was dripping I felt my own juices running down my leg.
From here I was left for a moment and felt my Dom doing something to the box at the other end of me I knew it was with rope as I felt it hit my leg a few times.
My Dom placed the big vibrator from the car inside me and tied it there.
It was large and very straining I felt extremely stretched.
Two ropes were attached to it and pulled across my back and over my shoulders wrapped around my hands I was instructed to pull at them and fuck myself as every pull made the vibrator go deeper. My Dom told me I was to fuck myself as he whipped me until I came and when I cum I was to yell “I am your sub I am your slut” I felt lashings for about five minutes my back was burning and my cunt dripping wet.
I almost slipped into sub space making me loosen my grip on the reins I asked my Dom to tighten them for me and I continued to pull at them fucking myself and being lashed until I came and as I came I did as I was told and screamed “I am your sub I am your slut”.
I was left to wind down for a few mins then I begged for the vibrator to be removed my Dom removed it. right as I was relieved the stretching had ended I felt my Dom’s head between my legs he started licking me I loved it it was relieving it was really enjoyable and then I felt my Dom trying to insert a larger dildo.
I was scared and still trapped so I couldn’t stop it or move away from it. It was really hard to get in so my Dom spat at me to wet me more he got it inside me and instructed me to try and relax my muscles around it as he fucked me with it while licking my clit.
It was painful I felt so stretched and objectified.
Like I really was a sub and had no say in what happened to even my own body. I felt like all of my own rights were taken away and my body was no longer mine.
I was fucked with the giant dildo and licked until I came.
I asked permission before coming and was given permission.
Once I came my Dom gently and slowly removed the dildo this part is usually the most painful.
He swapped ends and made me give him oral.
He was really verbal so I knew he was enjoying it I also licked his balls while I had his cock in my mouth my Dom loves it when I do this.
I was released from the position causing allot of pain to my nipples having the clams off. I love the pain after a session it reminds me i was used.
After giving and receiving oral a few times I fell to sleep on the lounge.
Where my Dom left me lay sleeping for an hour.
I was woken with my Dom’s cock in my mouth and forced to suck him until he was satisfied with the job i had done.
He then ordered me to roll over onto my back where he licked me knowing i was extremely worn out and sensitive he let me cum then got up and fuckked me without a condom making me feel owned and objectified.
BEING HELD UNTIL I FELL TO SLEEP MAD ME GO TO SLEEP COMFORTABLY AND LOVED THEN BEING AWOKEN WITH MY DOMS COCK DOWN MY THROAT WAS A GREAT REMINDER THAT I AM HIS AND IN BEING HIS PROPERTY I WILL BE USED HOWEVER HE SEE’S FIT.
Sub slut
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