Friday, July 16, 2010

suffering in silence

Suffering in silence.

i was left in a hotel room by my Master who was heading back to His home as He had things to do.
i received a text message instructing me to be showered, shaved and naked with my shackles collar and blindfold on kneeling on the ground with my head down. Also in text i was told i would receive a text when my Master returned.
(This was great for me i had wanted a session thrown on me and instructions like this from the first day i was collared, i love being served with instructions i feel so objectified.)
Just as i was told i received a text demanding me to be in position, i was already in position and ready (i had just calmed down as i was running around crazy doing everything i was told to do) so i replaced the blind fold back over my eyes and waited silently and still for my Master.
Five minutes went by and i was still in position getting more and more nervous hearing two car doors open and close while waiting for my Master to enter.
My body jumped as i heard rustling at the door i heard the hotel room door open and scuffling sounds as H/he or T/they entered.
A bag was put down beside me and all i could hear was moving around and zippers opening i could feel someone circling me i did not believe it was my Master the cologne i was smelling was different and too strong for something my Master wears.
This scared me i was still and silent yet exited and so wet, the circling stopped and the person circling me stopped in front of me, He lifted my face by my chin.
He had ice cold hands (another indication he wasn’t my Dom, my Dom always has the warmest hands) my chin was lifted and i was slapped so harshly across the face.
Tears filled my eyes i was so scared this was not my Dom, cold hands different cologne and circling me all things my Master does not have or do.
Lightly then harshly i was cropped on my back, arse and breast, i was taken roughly by my hair and dragged forward towards the bed and then bent over it.
A cold can was rubbed along my welts, i could feel both drops of cold water dripping from my back and warm salty tears from my face, i was cropped a few more times before being grabbed again by my hair.
Sir lifted my arms above my head and bound my breast tightly my hands were connected by my wrist restrains to the backing of the breast binding.
Completely trapped and helpless i kneeled as my breast where lightly but rapidly cropped.
Lifted once again roughly by my hair not being able to stand well enough i was lifted roughly by the backing of my bindings, causing more pressure and pain to my breast, they were stinging and throbbing just pounding away in pain.
Standing now shaking in fear i was turned around to face this Man i was pushed roughly landing on my bound wrists, i was trapped, naked and scared. My nipples were whipped and my pussy also with a fly whip (six rough leather slices of material that cause pain and fear by both the welting and sound)
A dragon tail whip was also used on my breast.
Because of the pain the fly whip causes my gag ball was inserted.
Having the gag ball inserted made me realise i really was in for some pain, my pussy was then pegged with 5 pegs, i hate these so much they are so painful and uncomfortable.
Whilst my pussy was stinging and throbbing suffering from the pegs that were still attached my breast were pin wheeled harshly.
At this point i realise that the Man using me was actually in fact my Master as i know Master would not allow another to hurt me as much.
(Once the session was over i found the pin wheeling had caused me to bleed in small spots)
The pinwheel was very harsh but the pegs were hurting me more and too much for me to handle so i called my safe word RED through my gag ball.
The pegs where removed with each i screamed.
After a small wind down my Master confirmed i was ok and W/we continued O/our session.
Position was changed, i was pulled up and placed on my face and knees with my hands still shackled behind me to the backing of my breast bounding.
(i love that i was tied up for this long i love every second of being in bondage)
I had a large rubber cock placed into my pussy causing an instant burning sensation and a small vibrator placed inside my ass.
Penetrated in both of my holes i felt like a sex doll being played with and used, i felt very dirty and slutty having both of my holes played with.
The rubber cock was deep and causing stabbing pain so regretfully i called O/our safe word again and play stopped.
Both toys were removed and i was un bound and given a short rest.
Placed on my back naked blindfolded and powerless session started again.
Master spread my legs forcefully and attached belts to my upper legs, the belts were connected to ropes under the bed, i was powerless i could not move my legs at all, my wrist where shackled to the belts leaving me trapped and spread open on my back with my pussy spread and available for any use.
Master licked my pussy and teased me with toys bringing me to the point of an orgasm over and over but denying it every time, i was a quivering mess.
Master fingered my arse and licked my clit until i was begging beyond extremes to be allowed to orgasm i was given permission and orgasmed.
The orgasm was insane so strong and powerfull leaving me exhausted, Master kept going until i begged once again i was granted permission and came in my Masters mouth.
END OF SESSION
SubSlut

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

my pain - Your Pleasure
my submission - Your Dominance

my body - Your Toy
my mind - Your Gift
YOU deserve ... Worship
YOU get ... Respect

YOU are ... Superior
When W/we are one,
in body-spirit-mind... i'm YOURS