Wednesday, February 10, 2010

2010 session 3

2010 session 3
I was sitting on my DOMS couch being cheeky when all of a sudden I was grabbed by my hair and dragged to the floor with my face in the lounge.
My DOM told me not to move.
I was frightened as it was all started in an instant and I was not at all expecting it.
I was told to prepare myself to be lashed, I waited and was lashed hard twice by a slut flogger, I could feel my skin raising and burning.
My Dom placed my Collar on me (I LOVE IT WHEN I AM PLACED INTO THE COLLAR BY MY DOM AS I FEEL MORE OBJECTIFIED) following with my blindfold. Once in my blindfold I get a little scared as I am not expecting anything that comes my way and can be punished allot easier so I behave myself.
My DOM placed my wrist and ankle shackles on me and forced me to my knees on the carpet in front of him, HE ordered me to give him oral. I did without question.
Once my DOM was satisfied that I had given enough oral I was ordered to stand up where he then led me to the centre of the room to the white box.
I was ordered to kneel at the box and to bend my body over it. My nipple was pegged and the peg was quite painful so it was swapped with an equally painful nipple clamp connected via a chain once my nipples were clamped the chain was attached to the box trapping me into the position where it was to painful to move around or struggle.
My wrist was shackled to the front of the box and my legs I was ordered to spread.
My DOM inserted a large vibrator and tied it into a position IT FELT HUGE I FELT MY SELF STRETCHING INSIDE I was unable to remove it, HE attached ropes and tied them to the white box above my arms causing me to penetrate the vibrator inside me at every movement of my arms.
My DOM then held a small vibrator onto my clit and held it there while he ordered me to continue penetrating the vibrator inside me fucking myself until I was close enough to cum.
I was so close and wanted to cum I asked my DOM for permission he instructed me to count down from 5 and then to cum I was told to scream as I came and that’s exactly what I did it was a very intense orgasm.
As I came I pulled at the ropes as much as I could both stretching myself and going as deep as possible while fucking myself I love the pain the stretching causes.
After I came my DOM left me trapped over the white box with the large vibe still inserted inside me it was very straining and I was in some pain.
My DOM then came to the head of the box and ordered me to such his cock as I was sucking his cock as deep as I could he ordered me to pull at the reins fucking myself again when I wasn’t doing it well enough he grabbed them and fucked me roughly both with the big vibrator in my pussy and his cock down my throat.
I FELT TO OBJECTIFIED AND USED BEING TAKEN BY BOTH ENDS HAVING A MOUTH FULL WHILST HAVING MY PUSSY USED AND STRETCHED. THE FACT I WAS TRAPPED IN A POSITION I COULD NOT ESCAPE MADE IT ALL SO EXITING BUT ME SO VULNERABLE.
After a while of being used by both my mouth and my pussy I was in allot of pain and stretched I yelled the safe word and had the vibrator removed.
While still in the same position I was teased and hurt with a stainless steel pin wheel and Velcro gloves causing my back to scratch and bleed, my DOM scraped blood into my mouth forcing me to taste it.
I did not believe it was blood until after the session I saw the scratches in the mirror.
After the scratching and pin wheel torture to my back I was released and led to the lounge where I was to make my DOM cum before being allowed to leave.
WE RAN OUT OF TIME AND I FAILED TO MAKE MY DOM CUM. I FELT LIKE A FAILURE AND A DISSAPOINTMENT.

I LOVED THE POSITION I WAS STUCK IN AND HAVING BOTH ENDS OF ME USED AT ONCE, I WOULD LOVE TO BE IN THE SAME PREDICAMENT WHERE I CAN’T ESCAPE AND BE FUCKED BY SOMEONE WHILE HAVING TO SUCK ANOTHER PERSON.

SUBSLUT

2010 session 2

Session 2
This session started with dinner, as in the past on occasion I was to wear a skirt and no underwear and to be freshly shaven.
EVEN IF THERE WAS NO SESSION AFTER DINNER THE FACT I WAS DEMANDED ON WHAT TO WEAR MADE ME FEEL VERY OBJECTIFIED OWNED AND WANTED
My DOM and I sat down and enjoyed our dinner.
After dinner we drove back to my DOM’S house where I was told session had started, I was already nervous after walking in and seeing a pile of leather belts out on the table.
My DOM ordered me to undress and to put on my collar.
He told me to stand up where he stood in front of me and placed my blindfold on me.
After having my blind fold put on I was told to get on my knees where I sucked my DOM’s cock until he decided to carry on.
I was ordered to lay onto my back on a black foam yoga mat where my knees were bent and my thighs were placed into a belt following my calves the belts were attached and my legs trapped in the position with my knees bent and legs spread. I WAS NERVOUS BEFORE THE BELTS WERE PLACED ON ME AS IT WAS OUT OF HABBIT. USUALLY I WOULD BE PLACED INTO MY WRIST AND ANKLE SHACKLES.
The belts were tight and there was no way to free my legs, I was already soaked and exited I was nervous and a little scared but very excited.
My DOM ordered me to turn over onto my stomach and place my arms either side of me.
Rolling over and trying to move was extremely difficult which added to the fear of being completely trapped, there was no way I could get out in a hurry.
My for-arms were placed into tight belts and attached to the belts either side where all three belts were joined my arms, my thighs and my calves were all in tight belts and I was completely trapped, scared, exited and vulnerable.
I was now trapped on my stomach with my face down feet up and legs spread.
My DOM placed a gag ball in my mouth instantly I was afraid and very nervous because I know when my gag ball is inserted I am going to be hurt.
My feet were cropped with the stick end of a riding crop I had not had this done before it was painful and I couldn’t stop it from happening.
My DOM told me to prepare myself for a hit and I held my breath worried and waiting for it.
My DOM hit me with the loop flogger really hard I was almost winded and screamed and cried in pain, I yelled the safe word over even know it had stopped I was in so much pain.
He had not meant to hit me as hard as he did.
IT HURT ALLOT AND I COULD CONSTANTLY FEEL PAIN BURNING AND RAISING OF MY SKIN BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHILE STILL TRAPPED COMPLETELY I FELT MY DOM’S SOFT HANDS RUBBING ICE OVER MY BACK AND TRYING TO FIX IT AND HELP WITH THE PAIN. IM GLAD THE SESSION DID NOT END THERE AS IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE FELT THIS KIND OF A HIT AND ALSO THE FIRST TIME I WAS LOOKED AFTER SO INTENSLY WHILE STILL BEING IN SESSION.
After a while I was asked if wanted the session to continue I said yes and we continued.
A very large dildo was placed inside me it was painful the moment it went in stretching me, My DOM told me to try and relax my muscles around it but that’s really hard for me to do with this dildo.
My DOM spat at me and on my pussy a few times, HE knows this makes me feel really dirty. He layed down on the floor and licked my clit as he fucked me hard with the dildo.
My DOM ordered me to cum while he was licking me and fucking me and I was to yell I’m your sub I’m your slut.
I asked permission to cum I was ordered to count to ten and then I could cum. I was really worried I would not make it to ten but just did. WHEN I AM BEING STRETCHED I CUM VERY EASILY AND ALLOT IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WAYS TO BE USED AND MADE CUM.
After I came my DOM released me from the position I was in I gave him oral and we ended the session.

Monday, February 8, 2010

2010 session 1

My Dom arrived to pick me up I was dressed showered and shaved ready for Him wearing a skirt and no underwear as instructed.
We left my place and got into my Doms car.
My Dom passed me a bag and in it I found a big vibrator and a tube of lubricant.
I was instructed to insert the vibrator with allot of hesitation I Lubricated both myself and the vibrator the lubricant was non greasy or sticky was good.
I was made to fuck myself the whole way from the motor way to the house it was a big straining toy it hurt and it was inside me for approx forty minutes.
The vibrator was attached to a remote control in which my Dom was controlling at all times this made me feel owned and like I was being controlled.
During the drive my Dom reached his arm down and fucked me harder with the vibrator for a minute
I asked permission to cum and once my Dom gave me his permission I came.
We Arrived at my Dom’s house only then was I aloud to remove the vibrator get out of the car and meet my Dom upstairs.
As my Dom and I Walked into house I noticed a white box with o rings attached to it in the middle of the floor and the equipment bag out I felt extremely nervous from this point on.
I was walked in and Told to remove all of my jewellery and was given wrist and ankle shackles to put on and lastly my collar to put on.
I was made to remove my shirt and skirt and bra in which I felt uncomfortable doing as I have lost a little weight and am not comfortable with my body shape. I took my clothes off and did as I was told which was to kneel on the floor and give my Dom oral.
After about five minutes of oral I was instructed to lean over the white box where I was shackled by my wrist to it, my thighs were strapped to the opposite side to it and I was trapped bent over the white box.
My nipples were then clamped tightly which caused allot of pain and chained to the box I was completely trapped and could not struggle as all movement hurt my nipples in the clamps.
My blind fold was placed on and then my gag ball inserted into my mouth this always makes me nervous it means I am going to be in pain.
I was then told I was going o be lashed five times and after every lashing I was to say out loud “may I have another please I am your sub” it got harder and harder to say as I was gagged and in allot of pain I couldn’t move my body no matter how much it stung as I would be puling at the chain and my nipples.
From the lashings I was so wet I was dripping I felt my own juices running down my leg.
From here I was left for a moment and felt my Dom doing something to the box at the other end of me I knew it was with rope as I felt it hit my leg a few times.
My Dom placed the big vibrator from the car inside me and tied it there.
It was large and very straining I felt extremely stretched.
Two ropes were attached to it and pulled across my back and over my shoulders wrapped around my hands I was instructed to pull at them and fuck myself as every pull made the vibrator go deeper. My Dom told me I was to fuck myself as he whipped me until I came and when I cum I was to yell “I am your sub I am your slut” I felt lashings for about five minutes my back was burning and my cunt dripping wet.
I almost slipped into sub space making me loosen my grip on the reins I asked my Dom to tighten them for me and I continued to pull at them fucking myself and being lashed until I came and as I came I did as I was told and screamed “I am your sub I am your slut”.
I was left to wind down for a few mins then I begged for the vibrator to be removed my Dom removed it. right as I was relieved the stretching had ended I felt my Dom’s head between my legs he started licking me I loved it it was relieving it was really enjoyable and then I felt my Dom trying to insert a larger dildo.
I was scared and still trapped so I couldn’t stop it or move away from it. It was really hard to get in so my Dom spat at me to wet me more he got it inside me and instructed me to try and relax my muscles around it as he fucked me with it while licking my clit.
It was painful I felt so stretched and objectified.
Like I really was a sub and had no say in what happened to even my own body. I felt like all of my own rights were taken away and my body was no longer mine.
I was fucked with the giant dildo and licked until I came.
I asked permission before coming and was given permission.
Once I came my Dom gently and slowly removed the dildo this part is usually the most painful.
He swapped ends and made me give him oral.
He was really verbal so I knew he was enjoying it I also licked his balls while I had his cock in my mouth my Dom loves it when I do this.
I was released from the position causing allot of pain to my nipples having the clams off. I love the pain after a session it reminds me i was used.
After giving and receiving oral a few times I fell to sleep on the lounge.
Where my Dom left me lay sleeping for an hour.
I was woken with my Dom’s cock in my mouth and forced to suck him until he was satisfied with the job i had done.
He then ordered me to roll over onto my back where he licked me knowing i was extremely worn out and sensitive he let me cum then got up and fuckked me without a condom making me feel owned and objectified.
BEING HELD UNTIL I FELL TO SLEEP MAD ME GO TO SLEEP COMFORTABLY AND LOVED THEN BEING AWOKEN WITH MY DOMS COCK DOWN MY THROAT WAS A GREAT REMINDER THAT I AM HIS AND IN BEING HIS PROPERTY I WILL BE USED HOWEVER HE SEE’S FIT.

Sub slut