Wednesday, September 15, 2010

THE OFFER

i put my collar on, Followed with my blindfold and then my wrist and ankle shackles.
i had a few issues with the ankle shackles trying to do them up in the blind fold and felt my MASTER'S big warm soft hands help me. i loved it the feel of his skin while in my blind fold and HIM helping me made me feel like i was property, Special important property.
MASTER told me to get up, HE led me to the bench in the middle of the room, i was instructed to lay on my stomach, where i was hog tied and left in that position whilst MASTER went away and showered.

It felt like an hour being left with my ankles and wrists hog tied up behind me.
Just waiting in darkness my mind playing tricks on me and anticipation driving me crazy.
i was soaking wet and exited yet nervous and scared.
i was very tempted to be cheeky and unclip myself having HIM return to me sitting on the lounge with a big grin on my face, but i know better and i stayed as a sub should.
i heard my MASTER return and the hogtie undone, i was ordered to stand up where i was bound with black bondage rope.

i love being bound it feels so hot and controlling it makes me very wet.
once all bound i was lead to the wooden beams and shackled by my wrists up high and spread in an ‘x’ position.
MASTER made me spread my legs.
A knock at the door startled me, MASTER walked away to open it.

i heard talking and two people walking towards me.
MASTER made me explain my new tattoo to O/our guest and then to tell Him why i was due for punishments.
i told O/our guest it was because i failed a task where i was supposed to suck the tattooist and i failed by fucking him. MASTER told me i will be punished with ten lashes of the dragon tail leather whip and for each lashing i am to say "thank you sir i am YOUR slut".
With each lashing it got harder and harder to repeat as the lashings were getting severe.
MASTER instructed O/our guest to feel my pussy to see if i was wet, O/our guest confirmed that my pussy was dripping and then He continued to rub at my clit whilst i was shackled in an ‘x’ position.
MASTER finished of lashing me then un-shackled me taking me towards the bench in the centre of the room.
MASTER laid me down on my back where i was told to spread my legs and suck O/our guest’s cock, it was rock hard and dripping with pre-cum it was sweet and warm.

MASTER licked my clit and went down on me whilst i sucked O/our guests cock.
He put it deep down my throat and fucked my throat with His rock hard cock.
During sucking O/our guests cock my MASTER fucked me with a big vibrator it was rough and long.

i loved the sensation of being stretched by it, but after a few minutes it started to hurt, when MASTER asked me if it hurt and i told HIM "yes SIR" it was removed.
i was relieved and thankful that the burning sensation had eased, until i felt MASTER inserting a larger dildo.
It was huge and i panicked, i covered my pussy with my hand and was caned hard on the upper leg for doing so, it stung and tingled for a good fifteen minutes.
i removed my hand and MASTER continued to insert the giant dildo into my pussy fucking me with it.
i was tense and my pussy muscles tightened and contracted around it, i was fucked with it while being throat fucked for a few minutes.
SIR finally removed it and i was so so relieved i could feel my pussy muscles contracting and relaxing finally.

i did however very much enjoy the after pain and stretched stingy sensations i was left with.
Still sucking at O/our guest’s cock, He stood up and started to wank resting his balls in my mouth.

Where i sucked and licked them, i felt him move forward a little so i dragged my tongue from his balls to his arse and started to rim Him.
That is all it took i put my tongue in His arse and He started to tense up.
Bringing His cock back to my mouth and came over my face and tongue, some landing on my chest.
MASTER ordered me to scoop the cum up of my chest and eat it, i did so happily.
i love being my MASTERS cum slut.
O/our guest scraped His cum across my face and into my mouth with His cock, i played with it for a while blowing bubbles and showing it off before being ordered to swallow it and to flash my clean cum loving tongue to the camera.
Everything went quiet for a minute, i thought the guest was winding down.

Then suddenly felt a burning sensation of hot wax poured over my stomach, i yelped and moaned at the burning.
i swore out loud in shock from the unexpected use of a candle and hot wax.
My MASTER and O/our guest laughed at me making me feel like a joke and an object.
MASTER allowed O/our guest to make me cum by using a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit, i was to beg for permission to cum.
i did as i was told and came on the vibrator, It was crazy i can not handle the vibrator for long it is really strong and exhausts me and sends me very sensitive and ticklish.
We had a short break and a bit of a chat, where i was allowed to sit on the lounge and communicate.

During the time my legs were open every time my MASTER wished to touch me.
i enjoyed the complete power exchange, and the use of my spread open pussy in front of O/our guest.
MASTER brought me to an orgasm twice.
Showing me off as HIS property and HIS sex slave.
MASTER offered me to O/our guest to DOM.

O/our guest declined i felt useless and not good enough.
i was hurt and disappointed, that i had not been fucked or taken at an opportunity that had never been given before.
MASTER made me suck HIS cock in a doggy position on the floor.

HE was comfortably rested on the lounge and O/our guest kneeling behind me.
Fingering my pussy.
He fingered me deep and roughly, i felt Him doing different actions inside me.
Just exploring my insides with His fingers.
i sucked my MASTER'S cock licking HIS balls and rimming HIS arse.
MASTER loves it when i do that, i sucked Him and was fingered for quite a while then MASTER and O/our guest swapped positions.
i sucked O/our guest’s cock deep, just how i felt he liked it from previous experiences with Him.
All the way down my throat while my MASTER laid beneath me licking my clit and fingering my pussy.
i came twice it was awesome, i felt so man handled.
Like such a dirty slut.
MASTER started to finger my ass, i did not like it but couldn’t tell HIM to stop as O/our guest was blowing another load into my mouth.
Once i had the whole load in my mouth i hopped off my MASTERS face unable to explain why, i opened my mouth and showed HIM the cum filling my mouth, some ran out and down my chest.
HE ordered me to clean it up and swallow it all.
Then to promptly go and clean O/our guests cock off.
So i sucked it clean for a few minutes.
O/our guest was very pleased with cumming again.
Session end
IN THIS SESSION I FELT VERY MAN HANDLED AND LIKE A TOTAL CUM WHORE.

HAVING TWO MEN USE ME AT THE SAME TIME IS JUST PLAIN HOT AND I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT.
BUT AT THE SAME TIME DISSAPOINTED AT THE FACT OUR GUEST DIDNT TAKE THE OPPERTUNITY TO HURT ME OR USE ME MORE!
SubSlut

Monday, September 13, 2010

new thoughts,things and turn ons :p

NEW TUNE!
Currently a very happy stable collared sub to an awesome loving DOMINANT
loving my role and how i am treated.

It has been over a year now, i said i wouldnt do water sports, rimming, anal, blood play, canes, or big tasks and i now find my self craving them all yep them all!

Things like being chained to a wall or naked and powerless for a day or even days at a time made me nervous and scared and now i want them crave then and need them.

Complete power exchange - not really possible in my predicament - but yet a total want and fantasy.

Being hurt by someone else infront of my MASTER suddenly a big turn on.
i know people say BDSM is role play, maybe thats where i have it wrong, i want it and like it SERIOUS

But yet im worried,
is this wrong to crave more?
or to like all of those things i didnt before?
what if we run out of things to do?,
what if i bore HIM and my body is no longer a canvas for HIM to play with?
why wont people fuck me?
why wont they DOMINATE me when my own MASTER gives them the oppertunity?
why dont people turn up to gang bangs?

Am i not as good anymore?


how can i feel so OWNED and loved yet so insecure?