The sub in the slut
My sub space
A slut I admit to being, not necessarily right now but I have been and will be again definitely.
Looking for love? No
Looking for sex? Yes, well kind of.
What I am looking for is a moment, I have felt it four times now and it is why I like what being a sub can do for me. (Obviously apart from the connection and experiences with my MASTER)
I have felt it four times now and through all of the long, painful, annoying, crushing and just plain fucked up experiences I have been through to find it.
There all worth it. “Well that’s if I can get it again”
I’m Charlie; I am the slut, the sub, the unpredictable.
First of all the *feeling* the *moment*.
It is when I am scared, when it (my life) is in their hands and can be over in any second. Where anything can happen to me. And they just do not care.
I’m just there to be used, taken advantage of, and abused in a moment of passion, anger or rage.
“It hurts but it feels amazing”
The first time.
I was fifteen or just under, walking along a road on the way to my friend’s birthday party. Just a ten to fifteen minute walk from my home in the afternoon light.
A van full of guys (five to be exact, one driving and four in the back) pulled up next to me alongside the road and a guy got out of the van and approached me.
He asked me if I knew the way to a p.c.y.c and I told him it was three streets away. I told him the way and he asked me to get into the van and show them and he would make sure they brought me back.
I said no and continued walking the driver called out and asked if I could explain it to him and I stupidly walked towards the van with the guy to tell the guy in the front seat the way.
I was dragged into the back of the van by the guy that had approached me and another from the back street. One of the guys in the back of the van slammed the door and the driver drove off.
I was dragged to the back of the van where I was hit, spat on, yelled at slapped and tied down by three guys. I could hear the fourth guy in the back of the van telling them to stop and to let me out of the van, he told me it will be ok and it will be over soon. I thought he was going to help me and it somehow helped me.
I was tied down with a form of fishing wire that was slowly cutting into my skin. I was fucked brutally by the three guys in the back of the van while the fourth guy sat at the door and the driver kept driving with music playing loudly.
My clothes were ripped off and thrown out the windows of the van. All three of the guys fucked me and came over me or inside me.
I was a virgin, cut and bleeding, crying and screaming and still they fucked me calling me names hitting me and spitting on me just laughing at each other. The fourth guy pushed one of the other guys off me while he was fucking me and cut the wire from my wrists and legs that was connected to the seat anchors he helped me up and held me saying it was ok I thought he was helping he told me it was all over.
Then turned me around to face the other three, the guy that was fucking me was laying on the ground and two guys got either side of me forcing me onto his cockholding me there I was numb and exhausted sweating and bleeding and crying the fourth guy pushed against my back and fucked me anally I forced to do double penetration after the guys switched around a few times I felt weak and strange and that’s when I got the feeling.
-All the pain stopped all the laughing and name calling silenced and I felt like I was floating peacefully just watching it happen-
That’s the feeling its surreal I thought I was dying. It was like an out of body experience.
The second time.
When I was nineteen I was with a guy that appeared gentle and awesome all the things a girl wants, one day I refused to have sex with him because I had a period and he hit me, I fell down a set of stairs.
Once I hit the bottom I was in agony my shoulder was dislocated and my wrist was broken, he grabbed my arm twisting it around and pushed my face against the floor.
He fucked me there just like that I cried then all of a sudden just went silent.
-same feeling as before numb and silent, floating and surreal just watching and actually enjoying it. The same feeling again from a horrible experience.
I should have been sad and scared but ended up staying and searching the same warped out feeling.
The third time.
I had a friend of mine dominate me forcing me to fuck myself with a glass dildo while he whipped me extensively across my back.
It actually hurt quite a bit I was getting closer and closer to Cumming and right as the pain started burning and getting uncontrollable I went numb, I don’t think I could even hear the whip hitting me just there in a -surreal fading moment watching on as I was being whipped-. This time coming out of the floating numb sensation was a great experience climaxing on the glass dildo.
The fourth time.
With the same person as the third experience my DOM.
We had been in session regularly for a few months when we decided to stay at a hotel and have a guest come and fuck me. We realised before the session started that I had gotten my period and even though I was upset about it and uncomfortable my DOM made me go ahead with the night anyway.
I was fucked brutally by the guest whilst my DOM held my wrists down, yelled at me called me names and slapped my face, he grabbed at my body and forced me onto the guests cock as he was fucking me, the verbal abuse scared me and I zoned out
-Everything went numb and quiet, I felt like I was tingling and floating ad watching on seeing me fucked like a sex toy it was very arousing and a big turn on-
Twice now I have experienced this by accident and twice by pure luck two instances I was forced against by will and two I consented too.
This feeling I have searched for by being a slut I have found by being a sub.
This feeling is addictive and the biggest release I have ever felt and want to feel again.
It is my sub space
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
session 20
SESSION 20 -the real thing-
The session began with me putting on my own collar and shackles then placing my blind fold on
I waited for my DOM quietly sitting on the lounge (I REALISE NOW I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON MY KNEES WITH MY HEAD DOWN AND ARMS BEHIND MY BACK)
My DOM approached me and told me to stand up he led me to his cock and had me kneel on the ground and give him oral I sucked my DOM as he whipped my back it felt awesome painful but really good.
Once my DOM was satisfied he ordered me to stand up where he softly kissed me. I LOVED THIS IT MAKES ME FEEL OWNED AND LOVED MAKES I FEEL LIKE MY DOMS PROPERTY.
I was led to a small wooden table where I was told to sit back then lay along it with my back down, my wrist were shackled to a chain beneath the table the chain was different usually I an shackled to a spreader bar which gives me more of a chance to move and struggle the chain was tighter leaving me more imprisoned and unable to move or escape.
I was told to lift my legs up and spread them wide, my ankles were shackled to ropes holding my legs spread. I LOVE BEING TIED UP IT IS THE ULTIMATE FEELING FOR ME NOW. A leash was attached to my collar.
My DOM attached ropes to the table and they were used as handles they were put in my hands and I was told to hold on to them tightly and to not let go.
I was then fucked brutally my DOM thrashing me as he pulled hard at my leash and held tightly onto the cold chains he had wrapped around my waist I was being pulled at my throat dragged up and down the table gripping on to ropes and the chains around my waist were getting tighter with every thrust of my DOMS cock. He was fucking me so hard and brutally he was lifting the bottom end of the table off the ground with me.
I begged my DOM to let me cum he denied me the permission to I wanted to explode and cum on his cock but was not aloud to so I held back.
He fucked me like this until he needed a rest so he stopped and chose to whip me ten times on either side of my breast this hurt so badly it stung I could feel my skin burning and throbbing for quite a while after he had done it.
My DOM came around to the head of the table stood over me and pulled at the leash making me suck his cock and lick his balls it tasted only of my juices I felt like the towel someone uses to clean themselves off.
I was given oral and told not to cum, my DOM spat on my pussy allot I think spitting is so dirty and feel so humiliated and objectified when he does it. I was on the verge of Cumming right as my DOM had stopped I was so grateful I don’t think I could have taken a punishment for Cumming he was in a strict mood.
I was untied and led to the lounge where I was placed on my knees on the floor between my DOMS legs I was made to give my DOM extended oral and ball licking this went on for at least half an hour.
I was not ordered to give ass rimming to my DOM I just felt he would appreciate it and did it for him. It was a risk I could have been punished for but instead he enjoyed it greatly and used the leash to drag my face into his ass deeper.
While sucking my DOM I was forced to talk dirty about myself and past experiences.
I begged a few times for permission to ride my DOM and fuck him but was told no after begging a few times he told me no and slapped me across the face while I was sucking his cock.
My DOM stopped me and turned me around on my knees on the ground he passed me a large lubed up dildo and told me to sit it on the ground beneath me and to ride it and fuck myself as I continued sucking his cock, my legs were so sore it was such a huge task to do.
He tried to put me in another position to fuck the vibe in a doggy style position I failed to do it properly and get adequate penetration so he sat it on a table and forced me to sit on it and fuck it. After a few minutes my legs ached so badly I said the safe word and got off the dildo.
My DOM was very annoyed by this, he stood me up and bound my breast with an ice cold chain it also went over my shoulders and behind my back the links in the chains pinched my skin stinging me my DOM then shackled my hands together behind my back then forced me to bend over and attached a rope from my hands to a roof beam.
My DOM slapped me on the ass something he knows I hate he had me in an uncomfortable position where he could do pretty much anything to me.
I was made to stay bent over for the whole time I was attached to the beam my DOM had me suck his cock in this position it must have turned him on as he was all wet and pre-cummy it tasted awesome.
My DOM used the chains across my back as a hold to make me stay still or get dragged deeper as he fucked my mouth for a while.
I was fingered then slapped again on my ass a few times.
I was then made to stay there in that uncomfortable position as my DOM used a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum, I could feel the cum dripping from my pussy it was so hard so not fall over while Cumming standing up.
After such a loud and huge orgasm I was released from the position kissed again gently and then made to stand up straight with my arms still shackled behind me as my DOM made me guess what he was going to use on me next.
I heard a chattering metal sound so when I was asked to guess the first time I said pin wheel he told me I was wrong and slapped me across the face as a punishment he asked me again what I thought it was and I replied “clamps sir” once again he told me I was wrong and slapped me as punishment. He asked a third time and I replied pegs I was slapped called stupid and then made to stand still as he pin wheeled my breast it stung so badly and it was horrible trying to stand still.
All I could think about was the fact that my first guess was right and I was still punished and played with with mind games.
It was cruel but I like the fact that even know I was right my DOM was RIGHT and I was just his SUB TOY.
I was taken to the lounge where my arms were released I was to hold my legs open and receiver oral after a while my DOM told me we could have a break.
IN THIS BREAK THE BLINDFOLD WAS REMOVED I FINALLY GOT TO RIDE MY DOM TWICE I CAME THREE TIMES AND WE SNUGGLED,.
SO IT WAS THE END OF OUR SESSION THAT NIGHT.
THIS SESSION WAS EXTREME FOR ME I NEEDED THE RELEASE AND THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GIVEN I WAS TAKEN OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE BY THE AWKWARD POSITIONS, AND HAVING MY ASS SLAPPED, I WAS TOYED WITH, PUT THROUGH MIND GAMES, PIN WHEELED, SLAPPED AND SPAT ON.
USUALLY I SAY IT FELT GREAT AS I FELT HUMILIATED OR OBJECTIFIED BUT TONIGHT IT FELT GREAT BECAUSE I FELT LIKE A REAL SUB HAVING ONLY TO PLEASE MY DOM. IT WAS AWESOME
SubSlut
The session began with me putting on my own collar and shackles then placing my blind fold on
I waited for my DOM quietly sitting on the lounge (I REALISE NOW I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON MY KNEES WITH MY HEAD DOWN AND ARMS BEHIND MY BACK)
My DOM approached me and told me to stand up he led me to his cock and had me kneel on the ground and give him oral I sucked my DOM as he whipped my back it felt awesome painful but really good.
Once my DOM was satisfied he ordered me to stand up where he softly kissed me. I LOVED THIS IT MAKES ME FEEL OWNED AND LOVED MAKES I FEEL LIKE MY DOMS PROPERTY.
I was led to a small wooden table where I was told to sit back then lay along it with my back down, my wrist were shackled to a chain beneath the table the chain was different usually I an shackled to a spreader bar which gives me more of a chance to move and struggle the chain was tighter leaving me more imprisoned and unable to move or escape.
I was told to lift my legs up and spread them wide, my ankles were shackled to ropes holding my legs spread. I LOVE BEING TIED UP IT IS THE ULTIMATE FEELING FOR ME NOW. A leash was attached to my collar.
My DOM attached ropes to the table and they were used as handles they were put in my hands and I was told to hold on to them tightly and to not let go.
I was then fucked brutally my DOM thrashing me as he pulled hard at my leash and held tightly onto the cold chains he had wrapped around my waist I was being pulled at my throat dragged up and down the table gripping on to ropes and the chains around my waist were getting tighter with every thrust of my DOMS cock. He was fucking me so hard and brutally he was lifting the bottom end of the table off the ground with me.
I begged my DOM to let me cum he denied me the permission to I wanted to explode and cum on his cock but was not aloud to so I held back.
He fucked me like this until he needed a rest so he stopped and chose to whip me ten times on either side of my breast this hurt so badly it stung I could feel my skin burning and throbbing for quite a while after he had done it.
My DOM came around to the head of the table stood over me and pulled at the leash making me suck his cock and lick his balls it tasted only of my juices I felt like the towel someone uses to clean themselves off.
I was given oral and told not to cum, my DOM spat on my pussy allot I think spitting is so dirty and feel so humiliated and objectified when he does it. I was on the verge of Cumming right as my DOM had stopped I was so grateful I don’t think I could have taken a punishment for Cumming he was in a strict mood.
I was untied and led to the lounge where I was placed on my knees on the floor between my DOMS legs I was made to give my DOM extended oral and ball licking this went on for at least half an hour.
I was not ordered to give ass rimming to my DOM I just felt he would appreciate it and did it for him. It was a risk I could have been punished for but instead he enjoyed it greatly and used the leash to drag my face into his ass deeper.
While sucking my DOM I was forced to talk dirty about myself and past experiences.
I begged a few times for permission to ride my DOM and fuck him but was told no after begging a few times he told me no and slapped me across the face while I was sucking his cock.
My DOM stopped me and turned me around on my knees on the ground he passed me a large lubed up dildo and told me to sit it on the ground beneath me and to ride it and fuck myself as I continued sucking his cock, my legs were so sore it was such a huge task to do.
He tried to put me in another position to fuck the vibe in a doggy style position I failed to do it properly and get adequate penetration so he sat it on a table and forced me to sit on it and fuck it. After a few minutes my legs ached so badly I said the safe word and got off the dildo.
My DOM was very annoyed by this, he stood me up and bound my breast with an ice cold chain it also went over my shoulders and behind my back the links in the chains pinched my skin stinging me my DOM then shackled my hands together behind my back then forced me to bend over and attached a rope from my hands to a roof beam.
My DOM slapped me on the ass something he knows I hate he had me in an uncomfortable position where he could do pretty much anything to me.
I was made to stay bent over for the whole time I was attached to the beam my DOM had me suck his cock in this position it must have turned him on as he was all wet and pre-cummy it tasted awesome.
My DOM used the chains across my back as a hold to make me stay still or get dragged deeper as he fucked my mouth for a while.
I was fingered then slapped again on my ass a few times.
I was then made to stay there in that uncomfortable position as my DOM used a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum, I could feel the cum dripping from my pussy it was so hard so not fall over while Cumming standing up.
After such a loud and huge orgasm I was released from the position kissed again gently and then made to stand up straight with my arms still shackled behind me as my DOM made me guess what he was going to use on me next.
I heard a chattering metal sound so when I was asked to guess the first time I said pin wheel he told me I was wrong and slapped me across the face as a punishment he asked me again what I thought it was and I replied “clamps sir” once again he told me I was wrong and slapped me as punishment. He asked a third time and I replied pegs I was slapped called stupid and then made to stand still as he pin wheeled my breast it stung so badly and it was horrible trying to stand still.
All I could think about was the fact that my first guess was right and I was still punished and played with with mind games.
It was cruel but I like the fact that even know I was right my DOM was RIGHT and I was just his SUB TOY.
I was taken to the lounge where my arms were released I was to hold my legs open and receiver oral after a while my DOM told me we could have a break.
IN THIS BREAK THE BLINDFOLD WAS REMOVED I FINALLY GOT TO RIDE MY DOM TWICE I CAME THREE TIMES AND WE SNUGGLED,.
SO IT WAS THE END OF OUR SESSION THAT NIGHT.
THIS SESSION WAS EXTREME FOR ME I NEEDED THE RELEASE AND THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GIVEN I WAS TAKEN OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE BY THE AWKWARD POSITIONS, AND HAVING MY ASS SLAPPED, I WAS TOYED WITH, PUT THROUGH MIND GAMES, PIN WHEELED, SLAPPED AND SPAT ON.
USUALLY I SAY IT FELT GREAT AS I FELT HUMILIATED OR OBJECTIFIED BUT TONIGHT IT FELT GREAT BECAUSE I FELT LIKE A REAL SUB HAVING ONLY TO PLEASE MY DOM. IT WAS AWESOME
SubSlut
session 19
SESSION 19 -the lost vibe-
The session started with me putting my blindfold and collar on myself.
I sat on the lounge waiting instructions.
I felt my DOM stroke my head as he walked by me, he gave me shackles and asked me to place them on my ankles, he then gave me another set and ordered me to place them onto my wrist.
My DOM told me to stand up and my DOM led me by my arms to a wooden table in the centre of the room.
I was told to lie back onto my back on the wooden table where my wrists were shackled to a spreader bar beneath the table.
Two leads were attached to my collar and used as reins by my DOM; he used the reins to pull at me while he was fucking my face they were also used to control the depth of oral.
My DOM also added a metal cold chain around my waist as an extra type of reins to use to fuck me harder with. THE USE OF CHAINS IS GREAT THERE NOISY THERE STRONG AND THERE COLD. THERE A BIG TURN ON FOR ME I LOVE IT.
I was ordered to suck my DOMS balls and cock then to rim his ass he used the reins to pull me closer and get his cock deeper down my throat they worked well I felt very objectified.
I was slapped four times on either side of my breast this hurt allot as it has been along time since our last session and I was very sensitive I felt my breast stinging and throbbing for a while after I was slapped.
My DOM tied my legs up in a venerable position in which I had not experienced before and could not escape from.
It was uncomfortable and very straining on my leg muscles.
My thighs and my claves were bound together causing my legs to be bent, up in the air and spread open they were anchored to the table there was no way I was getting out of that position.
IT WAS A GREAT POSITION IT WAS VERY STRAINING AND THE FACT I COULDN’T GET AWAY ALL ADDED TO THE INTENCITY OF THE SESSION.
I was again ordered to suck my DOMs cock until he was satisfied and wanted to swap ends where he fucked me hard and rough I got so turned on and wet that he slipped out he slapped me on my cunt a few times as punishment for making him able to slip out and for being so messy.
My breast were both pegged and the lips of my pussy were also pegged, the pegs on my pussy and a thumb vibe was used on my clit for a few minutes before having the pegs removed from the lips of my pussy as they were hurting quite badly.
My DOM tried a different type of quick release clamps on my breast they were tight and stung it was a good feeling and a scary feeling as I knew they had a quick release and was worried it would hurt me.
After removing the pegs from my cunt (NOW KNOWN AS PUSSY AS MY DOM PREFERS IT) my DOM fucked me hard using the reins on my collar to pull at me I felt totally used and thrashed. I was so close to Cumming I asked my DOM for permission to cum he told me NO.
He fucked me until he was satisfied then walked away and returned with a large dildo (this large dildo fits inside me awesome but gives me a constant burning feeling like I am being stretched and it is too big for me. I love this feeling) I was fucked hard and fast with the large dildo I once again asked for permission to cum my DOM told me to count down from ten slowly and when I am done I can cum so I counted down, each number got harder to say and it got so hard to count slowly when I was desperate to cum I got down to one then screamed as I came it was awesome.
Right when I needed a break and to wind down he continued fucking me hard ordering me to cum again but this time when I came I was to scream “I am your property” “I am your slut” I did as I was told and continued to scream the words until I was finished Cumming I shook so much and screamed so loud it was a huge load.
Once again right as I was begging to have the large dildo removed my DOM tied it to my reins and to ropes around my legs and had it right inside me where I couldn’t get it out, my pussy was throbbing and burning I was made to keep it inside me for ten minutes.
After the ten minutes my DOM asked me if I liked it I replied “yes sir” and he told me “good it can stay there another ten minutes” this scared me as it was already stretching and burning I didn’t think I could do it.
My DOM pinched and squeezed my breast and with that I lifted my head and pushed the vibe out this happened a few times and every time my DOM re-inserted the vibe he did it harder causing me to struggle and push it out again.
I could feel my own cum dripping out of me it was warm and tingly my DOM untied the dildo and brought it up to my face ordering me to lick it clean and suck it.
It tasted so strongly of my juices sweet and tangy at the same time all I could smell was my own pussy juices.
The dildo was held in my mouth for a few minutes it was so heavy I would have definitely choked on it if it wasn’t for my DOM holding it.
My DOM removed the dildo and made me rim him for a while getting my tongue right inside him tongue fucking his ass, once he was satisfied he had me suck his cock for a few minutes before using a small thumb vibrator on my clit as he tongue fucked my pussy, as he licked my clit he inserted the vibrator inside me causing me to come so close to Cumming he went on to tongue fuck me as I was given permission to cum he pushed the vibrator inside while tongue fucking me after I orgasmed my DOM realized the vibe had gone quite deep inside me and we ended the session to remove it.
THIS SESSION WAS GREAT IT DIDN’T GO FOR LONG ENOUGH AS WE STOPPED TO REMOVE THE LOST VIBE HAHA THANKFULLY IT WAS REMOVED QUIET EASILY BY MY DOM WITH THE HELP OF A FEW FINGERS AND SOME LUBE, BEING TIED UP AND LEFT IN A VONERABLE POSITION MADE ME FEEL VERY ON EDGE AND WORRIED ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME I COULDN’T SEE ANYTHING AND I THINK ID LIKE TO BE TIED SOMEWHERE BLINDFOLDED AND BEING MADE TO LISTEN TO MY IPOD LOUND SO I COULDN’T SEE OR HEAR IT WOULD PROBABLY FREAK ME OUT ALLOT BUT I THINK THE SENSORY DEPRIVATION SOUNDS VERY INTERESTING AND I AM WANTING TO TRY IT,
HAVING REINS ON MY COLLAR MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PET AND A HELPLESS SLAVE I LOVED IT. I WAS IN A DULL MOOD THAT NIGHT ANFD THE SESSION WOULD HAVE GONE MUCH BETTER IF I WAS OUT OF THAT MOOD BUT EITHER WAY IT WAS AWESOME.
SubSlut
The session started with me putting my blindfold and collar on myself.
I sat on the lounge waiting instructions.
I felt my DOM stroke my head as he walked by me, he gave me shackles and asked me to place them on my ankles, he then gave me another set and ordered me to place them onto my wrist.
My DOM told me to stand up and my DOM led me by my arms to a wooden table in the centre of the room.
I was told to lie back onto my back on the wooden table where my wrists were shackled to a spreader bar beneath the table.
Two leads were attached to my collar and used as reins by my DOM; he used the reins to pull at me while he was fucking my face they were also used to control the depth of oral.
My DOM also added a metal cold chain around my waist as an extra type of reins to use to fuck me harder with. THE USE OF CHAINS IS GREAT THERE NOISY THERE STRONG AND THERE COLD. THERE A BIG TURN ON FOR ME I LOVE IT.
I was ordered to suck my DOMS balls and cock then to rim his ass he used the reins to pull me closer and get his cock deeper down my throat they worked well I felt very objectified.
I was slapped four times on either side of my breast this hurt allot as it has been along time since our last session and I was very sensitive I felt my breast stinging and throbbing for a while after I was slapped.
My DOM tied my legs up in a venerable position in which I had not experienced before and could not escape from.
It was uncomfortable and very straining on my leg muscles.
My thighs and my claves were bound together causing my legs to be bent, up in the air and spread open they were anchored to the table there was no way I was getting out of that position.
IT WAS A GREAT POSITION IT WAS VERY STRAINING AND THE FACT I COULDN’T GET AWAY ALL ADDED TO THE INTENCITY OF THE SESSION.
I was again ordered to suck my DOMs cock until he was satisfied and wanted to swap ends where he fucked me hard and rough I got so turned on and wet that he slipped out he slapped me on my cunt a few times as punishment for making him able to slip out and for being so messy.
My breast were both pegged and the lips of my pussy were also pegged, the pegs on my pussy and a thumb vibe was used on my clit for a few minutes before having the pegs removed from the lips of my pussy as they were hurting quite badly.
My DOM tried a different type of quick release clamps on my breast they were tight and stung it was a good feeling and a scary feeling as I knew they had a quick release and was worried it would hurt me.
After removing the pegs from my cunt (NOW KNOWN AS PUSSY AS MY DOM PREFERS IT) my DOM fucked me hard using the reins on my collar to pull at me I felt totally used and thrashed. I was so close to Cumming I asked my DOM for permission to cum he told me NO.
He fucked me until he was satisfied then walked away and returned with a large dildo (this large dildo fits inside me awesome but gives me a constant burning feeling like I am being stretched and it is too big for me. I love this feeling) I was fucked hard and fast with the large dildo I once again asked for permission to cum my DOM told me to count down from ten slowly and when I am done I can cum so I counted down, each number got harder to say and it got so hard to count slowly when I was desperate to cum I got down to one then screamed as I came it was awesome.
Right when I needed a break and to wind down he continued fucking me hard ordering me to cum again but this time when I came I was to scream “I am your property” “I am your slut” I did as I was told and continued to scream the words until I was finished Cumming I shook so much and screamed so loud it was a huge load.
Once again right as I was begging to have the large dildo removed my DOM tied it to my reins and to ropes around my legs and had it right inside me where I couldn’t get it out, my pussy was throbbing and burning I was made to keep it inside me for ten minutes.
After the ten minutes my DOM asked me if I liked it I replied “yes sir” and he told me “good it can stay there another ten minutes” this scared me as it was already stretching and burning I didn’t think I could do it.
My DOM pinched and squeezed my breast and with that I lifted my head and pushed the vibe out this happened a few times and every time my DOM re-inserted the vibe he did it harder causing me to struggle and push it out again.
I could feel my own cum dripping out of me it was warm and tingly my DOM untied the dildo and brought it up to my face ordering me to lick it clean and suck it.
It tasted so strongly of my juices sweet and tangy at the same time all I could smell was my own pussy juices.
The dildo was held in my mouth for a few minutes it was so heavy I would have definitely choked on it if it wasn’t for my DOM holding it.
My DOM removed the dildo and made me rim him for a while getting my tongue right inside him tongue fucking his ass, once he was satisfied he had me suck his cock for a few minutes before using a small thumb vibrator on my clit as he tongue fucked my pussy, as he licked my clit he inserted the vibrator inside me causing me to come so close to Cumming he went on to tongue fuck me as I was given permission to cum he pushed the vibrator inside while tongue fucking me after I orgasmed my DOM realized the vibe had gone quite deep inside me and we ended the session to remove it.
THIS SESSION WAS GREAT IT DIDN’T GO FOR LONG ENOUGH AS WE STOPPED TO REMOVE THE LOST VIBE HAHA THANKFULLY IT WAS REMOVED QUIET EASILY BY MY DOM WITH THE HELP OF A FEW FINGERS AND SOME LUBE, BEING TIED UP AND LEFT IN A VONERABLE POSITION MADE ME FEEL VERY ON EDGE AND WORRIED ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME I COULDN’T SEE ANYTHING AND I THINK ID LIKE TO BE TIED SOMEWHERE BLINDFOLDED AND BEING MADE TO LISTEN TO MY IPOD LOUND SO I COULDN’T SEE OR HEAR IT WOULD PROBABLY FREAK ME OUT ALLOT BUT I THINK THE SENSORY DEPRIVATION SOUNDS VERY INTERESTING AND I AM WANTING TO TRY IT,
HAVING REINS ON MY COLLAR MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PET AND A HELPLESS SLAVE I LOVED IT. I WAS IN A DULL MOOD THAT NIGHT ANFD THE SESSION WOULD HAVE GONE MUCH BETTER IF I WAS OUT OF THAT MOOD BUT EITHER WAY IT WAS AWESOME.
SubSlut
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
SESSION 18 BACK ON TRACK
Session 18
1-on-1 finally back on track
I was picked up by my DOM and forced to put my collar and shackles on in the car on the trip back to my DOMS house.
I was made to remove my pants in the car on the way and to fuck myself publicly with my legs up both at the traffic lights and in clear view of other drivers and also whilst driving along beside a marked police car.
This was uncomfortable as the dildo was quite large and hard to just fuck on the spot. But I did it and enjoyed it needing to cum I begged my DOM to allow me to cum he said “NO” so I did not cum.
I was ordered to pull out the dildo and lick my juices off it at traffic lights in front of the driver next to us he was looking and could see clearly.
As we drove into my DOMS drive way I was told to remove all of my clothing, and exit the car without removing the dildo and walk to the front of the car and bend over the bonnet.
It was freezing cold; my DOM came up behind me and pushed me against the bonnet.
He held my back hard so I couldn’t get away and fucked me hard with the big dildo until I came.
He then fucked me again until he felt me dripping cum. He then released me from the position against the car and told me to get inside and await orders.
I did as I was told.
Inside my DOM bound me in ropes sat me on a chair and tied me down to it. The ropes were pulling hard at my clit rubbing it I could feel the rope getting very wet and moist.
My DOM places a chain around my neck holding me back it was tight and cold and I was frightened.
My nipples were tortured I was humiliated and fLogged.
I thought it was over then felt the pinwheel. It stung I was so sensitive. My DOM threatened me with hot wax I knew I was too sensitive for it so I said “RED” and he stopped.
My DOM bound my breast with cold metal chains he forced my legs open and fingered me by this point the ropes were dripping wet.
I was moved from this position and bound all over my chest and stomach my breast were still bound in chains my arms were shackled behind me and I was made to kneel down and suck my DOMS cock and lick his balls.
He slapped me across the face this always upsets me.
I was put onto my back with my feet shackled to a spreader bar above my body hanging from a roof beam over my head. My arms were shackled above my head to a desk I was fucked really hard by my DOM.
My DOM fucked me until he had had enough then he fucked me with a giant extra large dildo I cried in pain and was given permission to cum so I came.
I was stretched badly and harshly for a while then I was licked by my DOM he rimmed and tongue fucked my ass before fucking me again brutally.
I was untied and given a short rest where I was made to lay on my back on the lounge where I was fucked again brutally then forced to suck my DOM I received extensive licking and oral from my DOM I begged him to fuck my ass but I was too tight and we couldn’t do it.
I fingered my ass for my DOM to watch
And then fell to sleep whilst giving him a hand job
I was so stretched and sensitive and exhausted that I couldn’t take any more
End of session
FINALLY WE GOT BACK ON TRAC AND MY DOM WAS ABLE TO SHOW ME WHERE I STAND AGAIN
I MISSED IT
I LOVE IT
I WANT MORE OF IT
1-on-1 finally back on track
I was picked up by my DOM and forced to put my collar and shackles on in the car on the trip back to my DOMS house.
I was made to remove my pants in the car on the way and to fuck myself publicly with my legs up both at the traffic lights and in clear view of other drivers and also whilst driving along beside a marked police car.
This was uncomfortable as the dildo was quite large and hard to just fuck on the spot. But I did it and enjoyed it needing to cum I begged my DOM to allow me to cum he said “NO” so I did not cum.
I was ordered to pull out the dildo and lick my juices off it at traffic lights in front of the driver next to us he was looking and could see clearly.
As we drove into my DOMS drive way I was told to remove all of my clothing, and exit the car without removing the dildo and walk to the front of the car and bend over the bonnet.
It was freezing cold; my DOM came up behind me and pushed me against the bonnet.
He held my back hard so I couldn’t get away and fucked me hard with the big dildo until I came.
He then fucked me again until he felt me dripping cum. He then released me from the position against the car and told me to get inside and await orders.
I did as I was told.
Inside my DOM bound me in ropes sat me on a chair and tied me down to it. The ropes were pulling hard at my clit rubbing it I could feel the rope getting very wet and moist.
My DOM places a chain around my neck holding me back it was tight and cold and I was frightened.
My nipples were tortured I was humiliated and fLogged.
I thought it was over then felt the pinwheel. It stung I was so sensitive. My DOM threatened me with hot wax I knew I was too sensitive for it so I said “RED” and he stopped.
My DOM bound my breast with cold metal chains he forced my legs open and fingered me by this point the ropes were dripping wet.
I was moved from this position and bound all over my chest and stomach my breast were still bound in chains my arms were shackled behind me and I was made to kneel down and suck my DOMS cock and lick his balls.
He slapped me across the face this always upsets me.
I was put onto my back with my feet shackled to a spreader bar above my body hanging from a roof beam over my head. My arms were shackled above my head to a desk I was fucked really hard by my DOM.
My DOM fucked me until he had had enough then he fucked me with a giant extra large dildo I cried in pain and was given permission to cum so I came.
I was stretched badly and harshly for a while then I was licked by my DOM he rimmed and tongue fucked my ass before fucking me again brutally.
I was untied and given a short rest where I was made to lay on my back on the lounge where I was fucked again brutally then forced to suck my DOM I received extensive licking and oral from my DOM I begged him to fuck my ass but I was too tight and we couldn’t do it.
I fingered my ass for my DOM to watch
And then fell to sleep whilst giving him a hand job
I was so stretched and sensitive and exhausted that I couldn’t take any more
End of session
FINALLY WE GOT BACK ON TRAC AND MY DOM WAS ABLE TO SHOW ME WHERE I STAND AGAIN
I MISSED IT
I LOVE IT
I WANT MORE OF IT
session 17 the whore's hour
Session 17
Whore
Geoff was at the door, my DOM ordered me to open the door wearing nothing but my collar.
I was to accept money for sex from Geoff I took the money and passed it to my DOM.
I led Geoff inside to the lounge room where I was blindfolded by my DOM.
I was ordered to get on my knees on the ground and to suck Geoff through his pants until I had made them moist I was then aloud to fish out Geoff’s hard throbbing cock and suck it.
Geoff held me by the hair and forced me to deep throat him before my DOM shackled me down on my back over a small wooden table.
I was trapped on this table with my arms shackled by my wrist and connected to a spreader bar beneath the table; my ankles were both shackled to the legs of the table.
There was no way I could escape.
My mouth was raped. Deep and rough causing me to choke cry and squeal.
I couldn’t breathe it was so full on.
I was just constantly gagging on Geoff’s cock.
I could hear my DOM calling me dirty names in the back ground he ripped my head up by my hair to make Geoff’s cock slide deeper down my throat.
By this time my blind fold was wet covered in tears.
I FELT ABUSED AND OBJECTIFIED LIKE I WAS BEING ALLOWED TO BE RAPED BY A PAYING GUY.
While I was forced to continue deep throating my DOM stretched my cunt with a large dildo fucking me hard with it making me scream, he asked me if it was too big I cried yes sir so he took it out.
He returned and shoved an even bigger dildo inside me thrashing me with it.
It was so thick it hurt I could feel my skin stretching and burning he walked away and left it there inside me it was too big to push out I felt completely humiliated and I was in allot of pain.
Geoff rammed his cock down my throat so deep I couldn’t breathe and begun to freak out shaking and trying to get away I managed to push the dildo out while choking on pre cum.
Geoff and my DOM swapped ends and GEOFF started thrashing me fucking me so hard and rough I was screaming my tits were bound and I had a chain around my neck holding my head down in place my DOM strangled and choked me GEOFF was pinching me and massaging me hard it hurt so badly.
My breasts were pin wheeled and then tortured by my DOM with Velcro gloves.
I hear him tell Geoff “she isn’t made of tissue paper” you can treat her rough this scared me so much it was hard and rough as it was I didn’t think I could take any more.
I was humiliated and called names by my DOM he told GEOFF he was going to soft and to treat me harder.
My DOM slapped my face and forced me to beg for cum. He called me a dirty whore and spat on me.
Geoff couldn’t cum and I was told I would be punished.The hour was up.
And I was untied and allowed to rest
End of session
SUB SLUT
Whore
Geoff was at the door, my DOM ordered me to open the door wearing nothing but my collar.
I was to accept money for sex from Geoff I took the money and passed it to my DOM.
I led Geoff inside to the lounge room where I was blindfolded by my DOM.
I was ordered to get on my knees on the ground and to suck Geoff through his pants until I had made them moist I was then aloud to fish out Geoff’s hard throbbing cock and suck it.
Geoff held me by the hair and forced me to deep throat him before my DOM shackled me down on my back over a small wooden table.
I was trapped on this table with my arms shackled by my wrist and connected to a spreader bar beneath the table; my ankles were both shackled to the legs of the table.
There was no way I could escape.
My mouth was raped. Deep and rough causing me to choke cry and squeal.
I couldn’t breathe it was so full on.
I was just constantly gagging on Geoff’s cock.
I could hear my DOM calling me dirty names in the back ground he ripped my head up by my hair to make Geoff’s cock slide deeper down my throat.
By this time my blind fold was wet covered in tears.
I FELT ABUSED AND OBJECTIFIED LIKE I WAS BEING ALLOWED TO BE RAPED BY A PAYING GUY.
While I was forced to continue deep throating my DOM stretched my cunt with a large dildo fucking me hard with it making me scream, he asked me if it was too big I cried yes sir so he took it out.
He returned and shoved an even bigger dildo inside me thrashing me with it.
It was so thick it hurt I could feel my skin stretching and burning he walked away and left it there inside me it was too big to push out I felt completely humiliated and I was in allot of pain.
Geoff rammed his cock down my throat so deep I couldn’t breathe and begun to freak out shaking and trying to get away I managed to push the dildo out while choking on pre cum.
Geoff and my DOM swapped ends and GEOFF started thrashing me fucking me so hard and rough I was screaming my tits were bound and I had a chain around my neck holding my head down in place my DOM strangled and choked me GEOFF was pinching me and massaging me hard it hurt so badly.
My breasts were pin wheeled and then tortured by my DOM with Velcro gloves.
I hear him tell Geoff “she isn’t made of tissue paper” you can treat her rough this scared me so much it was hard and rough as it was I didn’t think I could take any more.
I was humiliated and called names by my DOM he told GEOFF he was going to soft and to treat me harder.
My DOM slapped my face and forced me to beg for cum. He called me a dirty whore and spat on me.
Geoff couldn’t cum and I was told I would be punished.The hour was up.
And I was untied and allowed to rest
End of session
SUB SLUT
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