Session 34 action re-action

Session started on Masters Lounge, where W/we were both laying comfortably together just hanging out watching TV.
In His strong serious voice Master ordered me to undress and to put my ankle and wrist shackles on promptly, i tried to do so well and quickly but i was so shaky and nervous it reminded me of O/our first sessions when i was new to the lifestyle and so scared. God i love that feeling!
Master ordered me to go to my BDSM session bag and to put on my collar and blindfold, the moment my blindfold was on my face was slapped consistently until i was dragged onto a black yoga mat on the floor.
Master placed me on my knees and my face with my head on a pillow and strapped my arms behind my back by both the wrist shackles and a belt around my arms, my legs were spread and my pussy exposed.
Master spanked my arse a few times quite roughly i squealed and squirmed around He then used the pin wheel down my back over my ass and down around my pussy, i stayed as still as i could as i was terrified and scared of the pain. Master stopped and i was relieved that the worst was over with the pin wheel and then to my surprise He started lightly caning my feet, i hate this so much the cane scares me beyond belief even though i get so wet.
Position was changed due to my knee playing up so i was placed on my back with my legs open and knees bent my wrist and my ankles were shackled together on each side of me.
Trapped and scared i felt a massive pinch as my nipples were pegged along with my arms. My arms in which i have never experienced before i was scared and worried this would go further.
Master again started to slap my face over and over again making me feel like a helpless little sex toy, He then went on to crop my pussy i screamed and hated this so scared and also in pain i hate the crop it is something i am truly very terrified of.
Master then played with my pussy for a while with a Vida vibrator penetrating me slowly and placing two in at once it was amazing i was moaning and moving my body onto these toys i wanted to orgasm and asked a few times Master refusing every time and then after asking once more they were removed and all was still.
That is until a large vibrator was inserted inside me it is both very long and very thick after a short time i tingle and burn a little with the stretching of having it rest inside my pussy, but this was not enough for Master so He inserted our Vida vibrator into my pussy at the same time, the vibration and stretched feelings together were too much i was on the verge of a huge orgasm so i begged Master for his permission to cum and once again i was rejected and told not to.
At this point i was finding Masters word hard to follow my growing urge to orgasm was getting stronger and i was tempted to try and sneak one in so when i got close i did not tell Him and thought i could cum without Him noticing and right as i was about to let go and orgasm Master removed the vibrator, He knew and could feel it and stopped me.
Master left the large rubber cock inside me as HE licked my stretched clit i was still not allowed to cum and every time i got close Master stopped me, Master licked me and fucked me with the big rubber cock for at least fifteen minutes.
As a punishment due to my bad behaviour during the week i was strapped over a white bondage box face down with my arms shackled to the box and the collar around my neck connected to the box not allowing me to move or escape, this is an uncomfortable position if left in it for a while.
Five minutes for every punishment added up to thirty minutes trapped on the box.
During my thirty minute punishment in this uncomfortable position my back and arse were flogged extensively causing my skin to raise turn red burn and tingle, i actually love this feeling.
The pin wheel was used along my back, my ass, legs, pussy and feet my ass and back i have experienced before on my pussy it stung allot and i cried throughout my blindfold was soaked and Master could hear me sobbing but it does not stop Him as it turns Him on, my legs and feet where just agonising hell for me i hated every second of this, some may wonder why i did not say a safe word and for that i give this reason “it was punishment in which both my Master and i think i needed and i don’t want to enjoy all of my punishments”
Master placed the biggest dildo against my pussy and i could feel the shape and weight of it leaning there it scared me i felt to stretched to handle it and thankfully was not fucked with it but wow it did scare me even though i wasn’t stretched by that Master fingered me and by fingered i mean stretched it felt as if i was being fisted i screamed in pleasure begging to cum and finally Master said yes so i did i came huge it was an amazing tiring orgasm Master removed His soaked 4 fingers and O/our session ended.

CRAVINGS

My MASTER and i had awesome sex on the weekend, It wasnt BDSM related just U/us having fun and making love.
When suddenly HE grabbed my neck and started choking me.
It was hot, athough He felt serious and tight i was losing it, AT the same time though i was drippng wet and so turned on.

Being strangled by my MASTER while feeling his cock slide in and out of me has just woken up a new cravings and addictions,i have been in subspace a few times before, but it has taken time and allot of work.
The sensation of the strangling and my MASTER sliding in and out of me had me there even if just for a second HE took me there and wow it was great.
i always want HIM but now i am full of lust and cravings, fantasys and even dreaming about it.
i love the amount of life my MASTER has in me.
and the Cravings HE leaves me with.

THE OFFER

i put my collar on, Followed with my blindfold and then my wrist and ankle shackles.
i had a few issues with the ankle shackles trying to do them up in the blind fold and felt my MASTER'S big warm soft hands help me. i loved it the feel of his skin while in my blind fold and HIM helping me made me feel like i was property, Special important property.
MASTER told me to get up, HE led me to the bench in the middle of the room, i was instructed to lay on my stomach, where i was hog tied and left in that position whilst MASTER went away and showered.
It felt like an hour being left with my ankles and wrists hog tied up behind me.
Just waiting in darkness my mind playing tricks on me and anticipation driving me crazy.
i was soaking wet and exited yet nervous and scared.
i was very tempted to be cheeky and unclip myself having HIM return to me sitting on the lounge with a big grin on my face, but i know better and i stayed as a sub should.
i heard my MASTER return and the hogtie undone, i was ordered to stand up where i was bound with black bondage rope.
i love being bound it feels so hot and controlling it makes me very wet.
once all bound i was lead to the wooden beams and shackled by my wrists up high and spread in an ‘x’ position.
MASTER made me spread my legs.
A knock at the door startled me, MASTER walked away to open it.
i heard talking and two people walking towards me.
MASTER made me explain my new tattoo to O/our guest and then to tell Him why i was due for punishments.
i told O/our guest it was because i failed a task where i was supposed to suck the tattooist and i failed by fucking him. MASTER told me i will be punished with ten lashes of the dragon tail leather whip and for each lashing i am to say "thank you sir i am YOUR slut".
With each lashing it got harder and harder to repeat as the lashings were getting severe.
MASTER instructed O/our guest to feel my pussy to see if i was wet, O/our guest confirmed that my pussy was dripping and then He continued to rub at my clit whilst i was shackled in an ‘x’ position.
MASTER finished of lashing me then un-shackled me taking me towards the bench in the centre of the room.
MASTER laid me down on my back where i was told to spread my legs and suck O/our guest’s cock, it was rock hard and dripping with pre-cum it was sweet and warm.
MASTER licked my clit and went down on me whilst i sucked O/our guests cock.
He put it deep down my throat and fucked my throat with His rock hard cock.
During sucking O/our guests cock my MASTER fucked me with a big vibrator it was rough and long.
i loved the sensation of being stretched by it, but after a few minutes it started to hurt, when MASTER asked me if it hurt and i told HIM "yes SIR" it was removed.
i was relieved and thankful that the burning sensation had eased, until i felt MASTER inserting a larger dildo.
It was huge and i panicked, i covered my pussy with my hand and was caned hard on the upper leg for doing so, it stung and tingled for a good fifteen minutes.
i removed my hand and MASTER continued to insert the giant dildo into my pussy fucking me with it.
i was tense and my pussy muscles tightened and contracted around it, i was fucked with it while being throat fucked for a few minutes.
SIR finally removed it and i was so so relieved i could feel my pussy muscles contracting and relaxing finally.
i did however very much enjoy the after pain and stretched stingy sensations i was left with.
Still sucking at O/our guest’s cock, He stood up and started to wank resting his balls in my mouth.
Where i sucked and licked them, i felt him move forward a little so i dragged my tongue from his balls to his arse and started to rim Him.
That is all it took i put my tongue in His arse and He started to tense up.
Bringing His cock back to my mouth and came over my face and tongue, some landing on my chest.
MASTER ordered me to scoop the cum up of my chest and eat it, i did so happily.
i love being my MASTERS cum slut.
O/our guest scraped His cum across my face and into my mouth with His cock, i played with it for a while blowing bubbles and showing it off before being ordered to swallow it and to flash my clean cum loving tongue to the camera.
Everything went quiet for a minute, i thought the guest was winding down.
Then suddenly felt a burning sensation of hot wax poured over my stomach, i yelped and moaned at the burning.
i swore out loud in shock from the unexpected use of a candle and hot wax.
My MASTER and O/our guest laughed at me making me feel like a joke and an object.
MASTER allowed O/our guest to make me cum by using a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit, i was to beg for permission to cum.
i did as i was told and came on the vibrator, It was crazy i can not handle the vibrator for long it is really strong and exhausts me and sends me very sensitive and ticklish.
We had a short break and a bit of a chat, where i was allowed to sit on the lounge and communicate.
During the time my legs were open every time my MASTER wished to touch me.
i enjoyed the complete power exchange, and the use of my spread open pussy in front of O/our guest.
MASTER brought me to an orgasm twice.
Showing me off as HIS property and HIS sex slave.
MASTER offered me to O/our guest to DOM.
O/our guest declined i felt useless and not good enough.
i was hurt and disappointed, that i had not been fucked or taken at an opportunity that had never been given before.
MASTER made me suck HIS cock in a doggy position on the floor.
HE was comfortably rested on the lounge and O/our guest kneeling behind me.
Fingering my pussy.
He fingered me deep and roughly, i felt Him doing different actions inside me.
Just exploring my insides with His fingers.
i sucked my MASTER'S cock licking HIS balls and rimming HIS arse.
MASTER loves it when i do that, i sucked Him and was fingered for quite a while then MASTER and O/our guest swapped positions.
i sucked O/our guest’s cock deep, just how i felt he liked it from previous experiences with Him.
All the way down my throat while my MASTER laid beneath me licking my clit and fingering my pussy.
i came twice it was awesome, i felt so man handled.
Like such a dirty slut.
MASTER started to finger my ass, i did not like it but couldn’t tell HIM to stop as O/our guest was blowing another load into my mouth.
Once i had the whole load in my mouth i hopped off my MASTERS face unable to explain why, i opened my mouth and showed HIM the cum filling my mouth, some ran out and down my chest.
HE ordered me to clean it up and swallow it all.
Then to promptly go and clean O/our guests cock off.
So i sucked it clean for a few minutes.
O/our guest was very pleased with cumming again.
Session end
IN THIS SESSION I FELT VERY MAN HANDLED AND LIKE A TOTAL CUM WHORE.
HAVING TWO MEN USE ME AT THE SAME TIME IS JUST PLAIN HOT AND I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT.
BUT AT THE SAME TIME DISSAPOINTED AT THE FACT OUR GUEST DIDNT TAKE THE OPPERTUNITY TO HURT ME OR USE ME MORE!
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new thoughts,things and turn ons :p

NEW TUNE!
Currently a very happy stable collared sub to an awesome loving DOMINANT
loving my role and how i am treated.

It has been over a year now, i said i wouldnt do water sports, rimming, anal, blood play, canes, or big tasks and i now find my self craving them all yep them all!

Things like being chained to a wall or naked and powerless for a day or even days at a time made me nervous and scared and now i want them crave then and need them.

Complete power exchange - not really possible in my predicament - but yet a total want and fantasy.

Being hurt by someone else infront of my MASTER suddenly a big turn on.
i know people say BDSM is role play, maybe thats where i have it wrong, i want it and like it SERIOUS

But yet im worried,
is this wrong to crave more?
or to like all of those things i didnt before?
what if we run out of things to do?,
what if i bore HIM and my body is no longer a canvas for HIM to play with?
why wont people fuck me?
why wont they DOMINATE me when my own MASTER gives them the oppertunity?
why dont people turn up to gang bangs?

Am i not as good anymore?


how can i feel so OWNED and loved yet so insecure?

Tension session

Out of nowhere i was made to get naked and put on my wrist and ankle shackles, after doing so promptly i awaited my MASTERS orders.
MASTER ordered me to walk downstairs to my car naked in the winters freezing cold night air to get my session bag from my car.
I FELT COLD HELPLESS AND NERVOUS BEING OUTSIDE NAKED ALONE.
Once upstairs and back inside i handed my bag to my MASTER and before being allowed to warm up i was made to stand in front of MASTER whilst HE placed a horse bit into my mouth and my blind fold over my eyes.
HE then pinched my breast causing me to jump.
MASTER then bound my breast tightly and roughly causing the ropes to pinch and sting my skin this took HIM around five minutes to do, by the time the five minutes were over the horse bit was so uncomfortable it was swapped with my black gag ball (I THINK FOR MY SHAPE MOUTH THE HORSE BIT IS BEST FOR ME ON MY BACK SITUATIONS)
MASTER forced me to lay front down all weight onto my bound breast causing me to moan uncomfortably over the white bondage box where my wrists and collar were secured, i felt trapped and scared knowing i had no way of escaping the situation especially once my ankles where secured to a spreader bar.
Yelping in pain i felt the first hit of MASTERS riding crop on my arse, The riding crop was used harshly eight times on each arse cheek then the same done with HIS cane.
Eight harsh strokes to each arse cheek then both sides of my back gradually getting harder and faster the final stroke so harsh causing me to scream out and cry.
MASTER bent down and felt my pussy finding it was dripping wet and throbbing with excitement HE verbally humiliated me calling me harsh things mainly a pain slut and a dirty little girl before getting out HIS pin wheel and pin wheeling my back until it drew blood.
During this part of the session i was sobbing and crying.
Out of nowhere MASTER used his cane on my arse so harshly and roughly i screamed i was cropped and caned until i couldn’t handle the pain anymore on the last stroke of MASTERS cane i bit down on my gag ball and screamed out the safe word “red”
MASTER stopped immediately, and allowed me to rest.
After a short while once i had calmed down MASTER unbound my breast as they had turned purple and were throbbing strongly.
Placed back over the white bondage box where i was once again secured down by both my wrists and my collar a large vibrator was placed inside my pussy and propped up so that i could not push it out of me.
The vibrator is long and thick and gives me an almost immediate burning sensation, i was ordered to ride it, it was amazing the sensation of being stretched had me so eager to cum i was so close i begged my MASTER for permission to cum and permission was granted, i rode the fake thick cock while cumming and moaning my whole body heating up it was a huge orgasm, it always is when i am stretched.
The orgasm was exhausting so i was still for a moment trying to calm myself and slow my breathing MASTER asked me if i was ok and i replied “yes SIR” HE replied with “good and good night” HE then left the room closing the door behind HIM.
Nervously sobbing i felt so scared, stretched and uncomfortable almost crying in the fear of having the thick vibrator in me for any longer, i was so so thankful when it turned out to be a cruel joke and my MASTER returned to untie me and take me to bed.
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VICTOR

Victor
As a collared submissive i require my MASTER’S permission for certain things.
For a long time i have wanted to get a tattoo of a lawn mower man on my pussy as a joke.
So when i decided i wanted it now i knew permission would definitely be required.
When i asked MASTER for permission to tattoo my pussy HE told me it was a very slutty tattoo and a very slutty thing to do.
MASTER told me that if i was to get my tattoo done i would have to complete a task.
THE TASK
1. Oral is to be given to the tattooist if i am happy with the job whilst filming myself then to later send the video to MASTER
2. Pictures were to be sent of the tattoo during and after it was done.

I arrived at the tattooists (victors*) house where he was going to tattoo my lawn mower man onto my pussy for me, Victor* was unaware of my task but very flirtatious so i knew it would not be to difficult to do.
We chatted for a while and as he could see i was very shy and nervous he finished a job on my arm first to warm up, once done Victor* pointed to the massage table and told me to get comfortable. I WAS SO NERVOUS, REALLY SHY ALSO TO BE TAKING MY PANTS OFF INFRONT OF A FRIEND I HAD NOT BEEN SEXUAL WITH BEFORE IT WAS ALSO AWKWARD AS HE WAS IN A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS. I FELT SNEAKY AND NASTY BUT HOT TOO SEEING THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME.
The trace out was placed on and my pussy moist from the alcohol spray for the tattoo.
Victor* blew on my pussy to dry the surface teasing me and making me pulse through my clit.
The tattoo started and as instructed i text messaged my MASTER and sent through the during photos, the tattoo was painful but the teasing a turn on knowing that in the end i would be sucking his cock and finishing up with a big load of cum just as i like too.
I took a few photos and let the tattoo be completed.
During the tattoo Victor* kept telling me to stop pulsing my pussy because it was teasing him and he asked to lick me i laughed it off knowing i did not have permission.
Every now and then he would hold the tattoo gun over my clit and just rest it there to vibrate i was dripping wet and so turned on.
I FELT NASTY AND SLUTTY HAVING SUCH A DIRTY THING TATTOO’D IN SUCH A DIRTY PLACE. IT WAS HOT AND I WAS VERY TURNED ON BY THE FACT I WAS ORDERED TO SUCK SOMEONES COCK FOR A TATTOO.
The tattoo was finished and i was wiped over, very wet and turned on Victor* took photo’s of my tattoo and asked me if i was happy with it. I sent the pictures to my MASTERS phone and put my phone down on a mattress on the floor. i replied with “yes im very happy with it” and placed my hand over Victors* cock from the outside of his pants, he was rock hard and did not move my hand away so i walked him over to the mattress and kneeled on the ground in front of him slowly undoing his jean buttons and unzipping his fly all the time while massaging his cock with my mouth from the outside of his pants. Once his pants dropped to the ground and i pulled his cock from his underwear i passed him my mobile phone and asked him to video me. Victor* was a little weary and asked why so i told him i wouldn’t tell me friend what we were doing and that i wanted it filmed because i was a nasty slut that liked to see myself give oral, he moaned and held the camera filming me.
I FELT DIRTY AND PROUD FEELING THAT I WAS BOTH GETTING A TATTOO I HAD WANTED FOR A WHILE DOING A TASK AND ABOUT TO SUCK VICTORS COCK
Victors* cock was rock hard and dripping with precum
I placed my warm mouth around it and started running my tongue along it getting the feel for it and turning victor* on he was very verbal moaning and trying to hold my hand.
I AVOIDED HIS HAND KNOWING THAT ONE OF MY MASTERS MAIN RULES WAS TO NOT BE AFFECTIONATE WITH OTHERS.
Victors* cock was dripping with pre cum as i sucked it, i took it really deep and swallowed the end of his cock surprising him as he moaned and told me he had not had someone take his cock so far down their throat before it turned me on so i made sure i did a great job to show off.
Victors* cock was thick long and uncut i was so turned on by it, It would have been a fantastic cock to ride. It tasted clean and sweet, Victor asked me to fuck him but i did not have permission to do that so i started talking dirty to him instead giving him a hand job as i sucked his huge cock. i could feel the vein along the bottom of his cock bulging so i knew he was close to cumming so i told him how dirty i was and how much i wanted his cum in my mouth and down my throat begging for his cum as i rubbed his balls then gagged on his cock again. He was shocked not knowing many girls that would swallow it exited him to the point of cumming i caught it all in my mouth and played with it along my tongue in front of him he told me i was the hottest person he had seen suck a cock and i was the best at it.
Victor layed back and asked me to lay with him but i told him i wasn’t into affection and he laughed it off i asked for my phone to check the video and it was turned off i asked victor why he hadn’t told me and he said he thought the backlight just went out as that’s what his phone does i was disappointed and very worried, it upset me because i felt so dirty and proud thinking i had passed the task i hoped once charged my phone would have saved something so i put it in my bag hoping for the best .
FIVE MINUTES AFTER WE WERE FINISHED AND ON TO A NEW ARM TATTOO MY FRIEND CAME OVER, VICTOR ACTED JUST AS NOTHING HAPPENED AND WE ALL CHATTED AND HUNG OUT. SHE WAITED AROUND UNTIL MY ARM WAS FINISHED THEN I SAID GOODNIGHT TO THEM BOTH AND LEFT.
Once i arrived home i went straight into my room to charge my mobile and went straight for the video, it was not there, i literally cried in disappointment and text my MASTER.
My phone message alerted and i looked at the message hoping it was my MASTER but instead it was victor once again telling me how good i was and how much he loved it and thought i was a “dirty sex kitten” and that he had just fucked my friend with his unwashed cock.
USUALLY THAT KIND OF MESSAGE WOULD TURN ME ON. BUT KNOWING I HAD FAILED A TASK I WAS SO PROUD OF MADE ME FEEL DOWN AND DISSAPOINTED, I ALSO HAD INSTANT REGRET KNOWING I HAD FUCKED SOMEONE A FRIEND WAS IN LOVE WITH
THIS IS THE LIFE OF A DIRTY SLUT
SubSlut

suffering in silence

Suffering in silence.

i was left in a hotel room by my Master who was heading back to His home as He had things to do.
i received a text message instructing me to be showered, shaved and naked with my shackles collar and blindfold on kneeling on the ground with my head down. Also in text i was told i would receive a text when my Master returned.
(This was great for me i had wanted a session thrown on me and instructions like this from the first day i was collared, i love being served with instructions i feel so objectified.)
Just as i was told i received a text demanding me to be in position, i was already in position and ready (i had just calmed down as i was running around crazy doing everything i was told to do) so i replaced the blind fold back over my eyes and waited silently and still for my Master.
Five minutes went by and i was still in position getting more and more nervous hearing two car doors open and close while waiting for my Master to enter.
My body jumped as i heard rustling at the door i heard the hotel room door open and scuffling sounds as H/he or T/they entered.
A bag was put down beside me and all i could hear was moving around and zippers opening i could feel someone circling me i did not believe it was my Master the cologne i was smelling was different and too strong for something my Master wears.
This scared me i was still and silent yet exited and so wet, the circling stopped and the person circling me stopped in front of me, He lifted my face by my chin.
He had ice cold hands (another indication he wasn’t my Dom, my Dom always has the warmest hands) my chin was lifted and i was slapped so harshly across the face.
Tears filled my eyes i was so scared this was not my Dom, cold hands different cologne and circling me all things my Master does not have or do.
Lightly then harshly i was cropped on my back, arse and breast, i was taken roughly by my hair and dragged forward towards the bed and then bent over it.
A cold can was rubbed along my welts, i could feel both drops of cold water dripping from my back and warm salty tears from my face, i was cropped a few more times before being grabbed again by my hair.
Sir lifted my arms above my head and bound my breast tightly my hands were connected by my wrist restrains to the backing of the breast binding.
Completely trapped and helpless i kneeled as my breast where lightly but rapidly cropped.
Lifted once again roughly by my hair not being able to stand well enough i was lifted roughly by the backing of my bindings, causing more pressure and pain to my breast, they were stinging and throbbing just pounding away in pain.
Standing now shaking in fear i was turned around to face this Man i was pushed roughly landing on my bound wrists, i was trapped, naked and scared. My nipples were whipped and my pussy also with a fly whip (six rough leather slices of material that cause pain and fear by both the welting and sound)
A dragon tail whip was also used on my breast.
Because of the pain the fly whip causes my gag ball was inserted.
Having the gag ball inserted made me realise i really was in for some pain, my pussy was then pegged with 5 pegs, i hate these so much they are so painful and uncomfortable.
Whilst my pussy was stinging and throbbing suffering from the pegs that were still attached my breast were pin wheeled harshly.
At this point i realise that the Man using me was actually in fact my Master as i know Master would not allow another to hurt me as much.
(Once the session was over i found the pin wheeling had caused me to bleed in small spots)
The pinwheel was very harsh but the pegs were hurting me more and too much for me to handle so i called my safe word RED through my gag ball.
The pegs where removed with each i screamed.
After a small wind down my Master confirmed i was ok and W/we continued O/our session.
Position was changed, i was pulled up and placed on my face and knees with my hands still shackled behind me to the backing of my breast bounding.
(i love that i was tied up for this long i love every second of being in bondage)
I had a large rubber cock placed into my pussy causing an instant burning sensation and a small vibrator placed inside my ass.
Penetrated in both of my holes i felt like a sex doll being played with and used, i felt very dirty and slutty having both of my holes played with.
The rubber cock was deep and causing stabbing pain so regretfully i called O/our safe word again and play stopped.
Both toys were removed and i was un bound and given a short rest.
Placed on my back naked blindfolded and powerless session started again.
Master spread my legs forcefully and attached belts to my upper legs, the belts were connected to ropes under the bed, i was powerless i could not move my legs at all, my wrist where shackled to the belts leaving me trapped and spread open on my back with my pussy spread and available for any use.
Master licked my pussy and teased me with toys bringing me to the point of an orgasm over and over but denying it every time, i was a quivering mess.
Master fingered my arse and licked my clit until i was begging beyond extremes to be allowed to orgasm i was given permission and orgasmed.
The orgasm was insane so strong and powerfull leaving me exhausted, Master kept going until i begged once again i was granted permission and came in my Masters mouth.
END OF SESSION
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