Sadly i have nothing new to add to my blog as yet.
Things have unfortunately been slow.
So instead of my usual sub slut entry, instead i will add an entry on "why i feel i need a DOM in my life".
WHY I FEEL I NEED A DOM IN MY LIFE.
-I want to feel owned. Controlled and like i belong to someone.
I want to have hurdles, tasks and a sense of objectification in my everyday life style, i am not in the position for 24/7 complete BDSM lifestyle. but if things were not as they are that is the lifestyle i would wish to live.
-I want rules.
I find that rules are a reminder that i am not my own person, that in fact i am someone else s. rules are limitations they are a lesson, rules are put down to teach. as is discipline and punishment.
-I want limitations.
Limitations i find are a key point in getting used to ones place in a BDSM relationship. i had an experience once where allot was limited. speaking was limited i was not to speak directly to a waitress or any staff in a restaurant i was taken to my eye contact was limited my eating was limited due to being used. my clothing was chosen and limited.
i loved this
-I want punishment.
it is not always fun but it is required. i learn from this and i also feel owned and objectified both feelings i want love and need in my life.
-I want discipline.
discipline is not always punishment but a form of teaching a lesson you could say.
I want a DOM in my life because i want someone to give myself too. someone to please and impress. someone to keep me grounded and share my experiences with.
my DOM is a very affectionate DOM. when i tell other subs how i am treated they say its unusual.
there not used to things being so gentle and free.
Im scared to be alone. and by that i dont mean by being single. more so by being abandoned. being abandoned is something i have experienced more times then i should have. my DOM has a connection with me where i have had to let down all walls and let HIM in. i dodnt think id do that again and i dont want to have to learn to be who i was again.
i need my DOM because i cant breath without HIM. things arent as fun or realistic without HIM. and also because HE is the only MAN in my world that can have the softest most loving hands and at the same time the heaviest and DOMINATING hands. thats a big thing for me but probably also something only i can understand.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
2010 session 3
2010 session 3
I was sitting on my DOMS couch being cheeky when all of a sudden I was grabbed by my hair and dragged to the floor with my face in the lounge.
My DOM told me not to move.
I was frightened as it was all started in an instant and I was not at all expecting it.
I was told to prepare myself to be lashed, I waited and was lashed hard twice by a slut flogger, I could feel my skin raising and burning.
My Dom placed my Collar on me (I LOVE IT WHEN I AM PLACED INTO THE COLLAR BY MY DOM AS I FEEL MORE OBJECTIFIED) following with my blindfold. Once in my blindfold I get a little scared as I am not expecting anything that comes my way and can be punished allot easier so I behave myself.
My DOM placed my wrist and ankle shackles on me and forced me to my knees on the carpet in front of him, HE ordered me to give him oral. I did without question.
Once my DOM was satisfied that I had given enough oral I was ordered to stand up where he then led me to the centre of the room to the white box.
I was ordered to kneel at the box and to bend my body over it. My nipple was pegged and the peg was quite painful so it was swapped with an equally painful nipple clamp connected via a chain once my nipples were clamped the chain was attached to the box trapping me into the position where it was to painful to move around or struggle.
My wrist was shackled to the front of the box and my legs I was ordered to spread.
My DOM inserted a large vibrator and tied it into a position IT FELT HUGE I FELT MY SELF STRETCHING INSIDE I was unable to remove it, HE attached ropes and tied them to the white box above my arms causing me to penetrate the vibrator inside me at every movement of my arms.
My DOM then held a small vibrator onto my clit and held it there while he ordered me to continue penetrating the vibrator inside me fucking myself until I was close enough to cum.
I was so close and wanted to cum I asked my DOM for permission he instructed me to count down from 5 and then to cum I was told to scream as I came and that’s exactly what I did it was a very intense orgasm.
As I came I pulled at the ropes as much as I could both stretching myself and going as deep as possible while fucking myself I love the pain the stretching causes.
After I came my DOM left me trapped over the white box with the large vibe still inserted inside me it was very straining and I was in some pain.
My DOM then came to the head of the box and ordered me to such his cock as I was sucking his cock as deep as I could he ordered me to pull at the reins fucking myself again when I wasn’t doing it well enough he grabbed them and fucked me roughly both with the big vibrator in my pussy and his cock down my throat.
I FELT TO OBJECTIFIED AND USED BEING TAKEN BY BOTH ENDS HAVING A MOUTH FULL WHILST HAVING MY PUSSY USED AND STRETCHED. THE FACT I WAS TRAPPED IN A POSITION I COULD NOT ESCAPE MADE IT ALL SO EXITING BUT ME SO VULNERABLE.
After a while of being used by both my mouth and my pussy I was in allot of pain and stretched I yelled the safe word and had the vibrator removed.
While still in the same position I was teased and hurt with a stainless steel pin wheel and Velcro gloves causing my back to scratch and bleed, my DOM scraped blood into my mouth forcing me to taste it.
I did not believe it was blood until after the session I saw the scratches in the mirror.
After the scratching and pin wheel torture to my back I was released and led to the lounge where I was to make my DOM cum before being allowed to leave.
WE RAN OUT OF TIME AND I FAILED TO MAKE MY DOM CUM. I FELT LIKE A FAILURE AND A DISSAPOINTMENT.
I LOVED THE POSITION I WAS STUCK IN AND HAVING BOTH ENDS OF ME USED AT ONCE, I WOULD LOVE TO BE IN THE SAME PREDICAMENT WHERE I CAN’T ESCAPE AND BE FUCKED BY SOMEONE WHILE HAVING TO SUCK ANOTHER PERSON.
SUBSLUT
I was sitting on my DOMS couch being cheeky when all of a sudden I was grabbed by my hair and dragged to the floor with my face in the lounge.
My DOM told me not to move.
I was frightened as it was all started in an instant and I was not at all expecting it.
I was told to prepare myself to be lashed, I waited and was lashed hard twice by a slut flogger, I could feel my skin raising and burning.
My Dom placed my Collar on me (I LOVE IT WHEN I AM PLACED INTO THE COLLAR BY MY DOM AS I FEEL MORE OBJECTIFIED) following with my blindfold. Once in my blindfold I get a little scared as I am not expecting anything that comes my way and can be punished allot easier so I behave myself.
My DOM placed my wrist and ankle shackles on me and forced me to my knees on the carpet in front of him, HE ordered me to give him oral. I did without question.
Once my DOM was satisfied that I had given enough oral I was ordered to stand up where he then led me to the centre of the room to the white box.
I was ordered to kneel at the box and to bend my body over it. My nipple was pegged and the peg was quite painful so it was swapped with an equally painful nipple clamp connected via a chain once my nipples were clamped the chain was attached to the box trapping me into the position where it was to painful to move around or struggle.
My wrist was shackled to the front of the box and my legs I was ordered to spread.
My DOM inserted a large vibrator and tied it into a position IT FELT HUGE I FELT MY SELF STRETCHING INSIDE I was unable to remove it, HE attached ropes and tied them to the white box above my arms causing me to penetrate the vibrator inside me at every movement of my arms.
My DOM then held a small vibrator onto my clit and held it there while he ordered me to continue penetrating the vibrator inside me fucking myself until I was close enough to cum.
I was so close and wanted to cum I asked my DOM for permission he instructed me to count down from 5 and then to cum I was told to scream as I came and that’s exactly what I did it was a very intense orgasm.
As I came I pulled at the ropes as much as I could both stretching myself and going as deep as possible while fucking myself I love the pain the stretching causes.
After I came my DOM left me trapped over the white box with the large vibe still inserted inside me it was very straining and I was in some pain.
My DOM then came to the head of the box and ordered me to such his cock as I was sucking his cock as deep as I could he ordered me to pull at the reins fucking myself again when I wasn’t doing it well enough he grabbed them and fucked me roughly both with the big vibrator in my pussy and his cock down my throat.
I FELT TO OBJECTIFIED AND USED BEING TAKEN BY BOTH ENDS HAVING A MOUTH FULL WHILST HAVING MY PUSSY USED AND STRETCHED. THE FACT I WAS TRAPPED IN A POSITION I COULD NOT ESCAPE MADE IT ALL SO EXITING BUT ME SO VULNERABLE.
After a while of being used by both my mouth and my pussy I was in allot of pain and stretched I yelled the safe word and had the vibrator removed.
While still in the same position I was teased and hurt with a stainless steel pin wheel and Velcro gloves causing my back to scratch and bleed, my DOM scraped blood into my mouth forcing me to taste it.
I did not believe it was blood until after the session I saw the scratches in the mirror.
After the scratching and pin wheel torture to my back I was released and led to the lounge where I was to make my DOM cum before being allowed to leave.
WE RAN OUT OF TIME AND I FAILED TO MAKE MY DOM CUM. I FELT LIKE A FAILURE AND A DISSAPOINTMENT.
I LOVED THE POSITION I WAS STUCK IN AND HAVING BOTH ENDS OF ME USED AT ONCE, I WOULD LOVE TO BE IN THE SAME PREDICAMENT WHERE I CAN’T ESCAPE AND BE FUCKED BY SOMEONE WHILE HAVING TO SUCK ANOTHER PERSON.
SUBSLUT
2010 session 2
Session 2
This session started with dinner, as in the past on occasion I was to wear a skirt and no underwear and to be freshly shaven.
EVEN IF THERE WAS NO SESSION AFTER DINNER THE FACT I WAS DEMANDED ON WHAT TO WEAR MADE ME FEEL VERY OBJECTIFIED OWNED AND WANTED
My DOM and I sat down and enjoyed our dinner.
After dinner we drove back to my DOM’S house where I was told session had started, I was already nervous after walking in and seeing a pile of leather belts out on the table.
My DOM ordered me to undress and to put on my collar.
He told me to stand up where he stood in front of me and placed my blindfold on me.
After having my blind fold put on I was told to get on my knees where I sucked my DOM’s cock until he decided to carry on.
I was ordered to lay onto my back on a black foam yoga mat where my knees were bent and my thighs were placed into a belt following my calves the belts were attached and my legs trapped in the position with my knees bent and legs spread. I WAS NERVOUS BEFORE THE BELTS WERE PLACED ON ME AS IT WAS OUT OF HABBIT. USUALLY I WOULD BE PLACED INTO MY WRIST AND ANKLE SHACKLES.
The belts were tight and there was no way to free my legs, I was already soaked and exited I was nervous and a little scared but very excited.
My DOM ordered me to turn over onto my stomach and place my arms either side of me.
Rolling over and trying to move was extremely difficult which added to the fear of being completely trapped, there was no way I could get out in a hurry.
My for-arms were placed into tight belts and attached to the belts either side where all three belts were joined my arms, my thighs and my calves were all in tight belts and I was completely trapped, scared, exited and vulnerable.
I was now trapped on my stomach with my face down feet up and legs spread.
My DOM placed a gag ball in my mouth instantly I was afraid and very nervous because I know when my gag ball is inserted I am going to be hurt.
My feet were cropped with the stick end of a riding crop I had not had this done before it was painful and I couldn’t stop it from happening.
My DOM told me to prepare myself for a hit and I held my breath worried and waiting for it.
My DOM hit me with the loop flogger really hard I was almost winded and screamed and cried in pain, I yelled the safe word over even know it had stopped I was in so much pain.
He had not meant to hit me as hard as he did.
IT HURT ALLOT AND I COULD CONSTANTLY FEEL PAIN BURNING AND RAISING OF MY SKIN BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHILE STILL TRAPPED COMPLETELY I FELT MY DOM’S SOFT HANDS RUBBING ICE OVER MY BACK AND TRYING TO FIX IT AND HELP WITH THE PAIN. IM GLAD THE SESSION DID NOT END THERE AS IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE FELT THIS KIND OF A HIT AND ALSO THE FIRST TIME I WAS LOOKED AFTER SO INTENSLY WHILE STILL BEING IN SESSION.
After a while I was asked if wanted the session to continue I said yes and we continued.
A very large dildo was placed inside me it was painful the moment it went in stretching me, My DOM told me to try and relax my muscles around it but that’s really hard for me to do with this dildo.
My DOM spat at me and on my pussy a few times, HE knows this makes me feel really dirty. He layed down on the floor and licked my clit as he fucked me hard with the dildo.
My DOM ordered me to cum while he was licking me and fucking me and I was to yell I’m your sub I’m your slut.
I asked permission to cum I was ordered to count to ten and then I could cum. I was really worried I would not make it to ten but just did. WHEN I AM BEING STRETCHED I CUM VERY EASILY AND ALLOT IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WAYS TO BE USED AND MADE CUM.
After I came my DOM released me from the position I was in I gave him oral and we ended the session.
This session started with dinner, as in the past on occasion I was to wear a skirt and no underwear and to be freshly shaven.
EVEN IF THERE WAS NO SESSION AFTER DINNER THE FACT I WAS DEMANDED ON WHAT TO WEAR MADE ME FEEL VERY OBJECTIFIED OWNED AND WANTED
My DOM and I sat down and enjoyed our dinner.
After dinner we drove back to my DOM’S house where I was told session had started, I was already nervous after walking in and seeing a pile of leather belts out on the table.
My DOM ordered me to undress and to put on my collar.
He told me to stand up where he stood in front of me and placed my blindfold on me.
After having my blind fold put on I was told to get on my knees where I sucked my DOM’s cock until he decided to carry on.
I was ordered to lay onto my back on a black foam yoga mat where my knees were bent and my thighs were placed into a belt following my calves the belts were attached and my legs trapped in the position with my knees bent and legs spread. I WAS NERVOUS BEFORE THE BELTS WERE PLACED ON ME AS IT WAS OUT OF HABBIT. USUALLY I WOULD BE PLACED INTO MY WRIST AND ANKLE SHACKLES.
The belts were tight and there was no way to free my legs, I was already soaked and exited I was nervous and a little scared but very excited.
My DOM ordered me to turn over onto my stomach and place my arms either side of me.
Rolling over and trying to move was extremely difficult which added to the fear of being completely trapped, there was no way I could get out in a hurry.
My for-arms were placed into tight belts and attached to the belts either side where all three belts were joined my arms, my thighs and my calves were all in tight belts and I was completely trapped, scared, exited and vulnerable.
I was now trapped on my stomach with my face down feet up and legs spread.
My DOM placed a gag ball in my mouth instantly I was afraid and very nervous because I know when my gag ball is inserted I am going to be hurt.
My feet were cropped with the stick end of a riding crop I had not had this done before it was painful and I couldn’t stop it from happening.
My DOM told me to prepare myself for a hit and I held my breath worried and waiting for it.
My DOM hit me with the loop flogger really hard I was almost winded and screamed and cried in pain, I yelled the safe word over even know it had stopped I was in so much pain.
He had not meant to hit me as hard as he did.
IT HURT ALLOT AND I COULD CONSTANTLY FEEL PAIN BURNING AND RAISING OF MY SKIN BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHILE STILL TRAPPED COMPLETELY I FELT MY DOM’S SOFT HANDS RUBBING ICE OVER MY BACK AND TRYING TO FIX IT AND HELP WITH THE PAIN. IM GLAD THE SESSION DID NOT END THERE AS IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE FELT THIS KIND OF A HIT AND ALSO THE FIRST TIME I WAS LOOKED AFTER SO INTENSLY WHILE STILL BEING IN SESSION.
After a while I was asked if wanted the session to continue I said yes and we continued.
A very large dildo was placed inside me it was painful the moment it went in stretching me, My DOM told me to try and relax my muscles around it but that’s really hard for me to do with this dildo.
My DOM spat at me and on my pussy a few times, HE knows this makes me feel really dirty. He layed down on the floor and licked my clit as he fucked me hard with the dildo.
My DOM ordered me to cum while he was licking me and fucking me and I was to yell I’m your sub I’m your slut.
I asked permission to cum I was ordered to count to ten and then I could cum. I was really worried I would not make it to ten but just did. WHEN I AM BEING STRETCHED I CUM VERY EASILY AND ALLOT IT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WAYS TO BE USED AND MADE CUM.
After I came my DOM released me from the position I was in I gave him oral and we ended the session.
Monday, February 8, 2010
2010 session 1
My Dom arrived to pick me up I was dressed showered and shaved ready for Him wearing a skirt and no underwear as instructed.
We left my place and got into my Doms car.
My Dom passed me a bag and in it I found a big vibrator and a tube of lubricant.
I was instructed to insert the vibrator with allot of hesitation I Lubricated both myself and the vibrator the lubricant was non greasy or sticky was good.
I was made to fuck myself the whole way from the motor way to the house it was a big straining toy it hurt and it was inside me for approx forty minutes.
The vibrator was attached to a remote control in which my Dom was controlling at all times this made me feel owned and like I was being controlled.
During the drive my Dom reached his arm down and fucked me harder with the vibrator for a minute
I asked permission to cum and once my Dom gave me his permission I came.
We Arrived at my Dom’s house only then was I aloud to remove the vibrator get out of the car and meet my Dom upstairs.
As my Dom and I Walked into house I noticed a white box with o rings attached to it in the middle of the floor and the equipment bag out I felt extremely nervous from this point on.
I was walked in and Told to remove all of my jewellery and was given wrist and ankle shackles to put on and lastly my collar to put on.
I was made to remove my shirt and skirt and bra in which I felt uncomfortable doing as I have lost a little weight and am not comfortable with my body shape. I took my clothes off and did as I was told which was to kneel on the floor and give my Dom oral.
After about five minutes of oral I was instructed to lean over the white box where I was shackled by my wrist to it, my thighs were strapped to the opposite side to it and I was trapped bent over the white box.
My nipples were then clamped tightly which caused allot of pain and chained to the box I was completely trapped and could not struggle as all movement hurt my nipples in the clamps.
My blind fold was placed on and then my gag ball inserted into my mouth this always makes me nervous it means I am going to be in pain.
I was then told I was going o be lashed five times and after every lashing I was to say out loud “may I have another please I am your sub” it got harder and harder to say as I was gagged and in allot of pain I couldn’t move my body no matter how much it stung as I would be puling at the chain and my nipples.
From the lashings I was so wet I was dripping I felt my own juices running down my leg.
From here I was left for a moment and felt my Dom doing something to the box at the other end of me I knew it was with rope as I felt it hit my leg a few times.
My Dom placed the big vibrator from the car inside me and tied it there.
It was large and very straining I felt extremely stretched.
Two ropes were attached to it and pulled across my back and over my shoulders wrapped around my hands I was instructed to pull at them and fuck myself as every pull made the vibrator go deeper. My Dom told me I was to fuck myself as he whipped me until I came and when I cum I was to yell “I am your sub I am your slut” I felt lashings for about five minutes my back was burning and my cunt dripping wet.
I almost slipped into sub space making me loosen my grip on the reins I asked my Dom to tighten them for me and I continued to pull at them fucking myself and being lashed until I came and as I came I did as I was told and screamed “I am your sub I am your slut”.
I was left to wind down for a few mins then I begged for the vibrator to be removed my Dom removed it. right as I was relieved the stretching had ended I felt my Dom’s head between my legs he started licking me I loved it it was relieving it was really enjoyable and then I felt my Dom trying to insert a larger dildo.
I was scared and still trapped so I couldn’t stop it or move away from it. It was really hard to get in so my Dom spat at me to wet me more he got it inside me and instructed me to try and relax my muscles around it as he fucked me with it while licking my clit.
It was painful I felt so stretched and objectified.
Like I really was a sub and had no say in what happened to even my own body. I felt like all of my own rights were taken away and my body was no longer mine.
I was fucked with the giant dildo and licked until I came.
I asked permission before coming and was given permission.
Once I came my Dom gently and slowly removed the dildo this part is usually the most painful.
He swapped ends and made me give him oral.
He was really verbal so I knew he was enjoying it I also licked his balls while I had his cock in my mouth my Dom loves it when I do this.
I was released from the position causing allot of pain to my nipples having the clams off. I love the pain after a session it reminds me i was used.
After giving and receiving oral a few times I fell to sleep on the lounge.
Where my Dom left me lay sleeping for an hour.
I was woken with my Dom’s cock in my mouth and forced to suck him until he was satisfied with the job i had done.
He then ordered me to roll over onto my back where he licked me knowing i was extremely worn out and sensitive he let me cum then got up and fuckked me without a condom making me feel owned and objectified.
BEING HELD UNTIL I FELL TO SLEEP MAD ME GO TO SLEEP COMFORTABLY AND LOVED THEN BEING AWOKEN WITH MY DOMS COCK DOWN MY THROAT WAS A GREAT REMINDER THAT I AM HIS AND IN BEING HIS PROPERTY I WILL BE USED HOWEVER HE SEE’S FIT.
Sub slut
We left my place and got into my Doms car.
My Dom passed me a bag and in it I found a big vibrator and a tube of lubricant.
I was instructed to insert the vibrator with allot of hesitation I Lubricated both myself and the vibrator the lubricant was non greasy or sticky was good.
I was made to fuck myself the whole way from the motor way to the house it was a big straining toy it hurt and it was inside me for approx forty minutes.
The vibrator was attached to a remote control in which my Dom was controlling at all times this made me feel owned and like I was being controlled.
During the drive my Dom reached his arm down and fucked me harder with the vibrator for a minute
I asked permission to cum and once my Dom gave me his permission I came.
We Arrived at my Dom’s house only then was I aloud to remove the vibrator get out of the car and meet my Dom upstairs.
As my Dom and I Walked into house I noticed a white box with o rings attached to it in the middle of the floor and the equipment bag out I felt extremely nervous from this point on.
I was walked in and Told to remove all of my jewellery and was given wrist and ankle shackles to put on and lastly my collar to put on.
I was made to remove my shirt and skirt and bra in which I felt uncomfortable doing as I have lost a little weight and am not comfortable with my body shape. I took my clothes off and did as I was told which was to kneel on the floor and give my Dom oral.
After about five minutes of oral I was instructed to lean over the white box where I was shackled by my wrist to it, my thighs were strapped to the opposite side to it and I was trapped bent over the white box.
My nipples were then clamped tightly which caused allot of pain and chained to the box I was completely trapped and could not struggle as all movement hurt my nipples in the clamps.
My blind fold was placed on and then my gag ball inserted into my mouth this always makes me nervous it means I am going to be in pain.
I was then told I was going o be lashed five times and after every lashing I was to say out loud “may I have another please I am your sub” it got harder and harder to say as I was gagged and in allot of pain I couldn’t move my body no matter how much it stung as I would be puling at the chain and my nipples.
From the lashings I was so wet I was dripping I felt my own juices running down my leg.
From here I was left for a moment and felt my Dom doing something to the box at the other end of me I knew it was with rope as I felt it hit my leg a few times.
My Dom placed the big vibrator from the car inside me and tied it there.
It was large and very straining I felt extremely stretched.
Two ropes were attached to it and pulled across my back and over my shoulders wrapped around my hands I was instructed to pull at them and fuck myself as every pull made the vibrator go deeper. My Dom told me I was to fuck myself as he whipped me until I came and when I cum I was to yell “I am your sub I am your slut” I felt lashings for about five minutes my back was burning and my cunt dripping wet.
I almost slipped into sub space making me loosen my grip on the reins I asked my Dom to tighten them for me and I continued to pull at them fucking myself and being lashed until I came and as I came I did as I was told and screamed “I am your sub I am your slut”.
I was left to wind down for a few mins then I begged for the vibrator to be removed my Dom removed it. right as I was relieved the stretching had ended I felt my Dom’s head between my legs he started licking me I loved it it was relieving it was really enjoyable and then I felt my Dom trying to insert a larger dildo.
I was scared and still trapped so I couldn’t stop it or move away from it. It was really hard to get in so my Dom spat at me to wet me more he got it inside me and instructed me to try and relax my muscles around it as he fucked me with it while licking my clit.
It was painful I felt so stretched and objectified.
Like I really was a sub and had no say in what happened to even my own body. I felt like all of my own rights were taken away and my body was no longer mine.
I was fucked with the giant dildo and licked until I came.
I asked permission before coming and was given permission.
Once I came my Dom gently and slowly removed the dildo this part is usually the most painful.
He swapped ends and made me give him oral.
He was really verbal so I knew he was enjoying it I also licked his balls while I had his cock in my mouth my Dom loves it when I do this.
I was released from the position causing allot of pain to my nipples having the clams off. I love the pain after a session it reminds me i was used.
After giving and receiving oral a few times I fell to sleep on the lounge.
Where my Dom left me lay sleeping for an hour.
I was woken with my Dom’s cock in my mouth and forced to suck him until he was satisfied with the job i had done.
He then ordered me to roll over onto my back where he licked me knowing i was extremely worn out and sensitive he let me cum then got up and fuckked me without a condom making me feel owned and objectified.
BEING HELD UNTIL I FELL TO SLEEP MAD ME GO TO SLEEP COMFORTABLY AND LOVED THEN BEING AWOKEN WITH MY DOMS COCK DOWN MY THROAT WAS A GREAT REMINDER THAT I AM HIS AND IN BEING HIS PROPERTY I WILL BE USED HOWEVER HE SEE’S FIT.
Sub slut
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
MASTER
Session started as many do, with me putting my own wrist and ankle shackles followed by my collar.
I was to take all of my clothes of and to answer the door to our guest completely naked. Well with the addition of my bondage gear anyways.
I hear three knocks on the door walked over and opened the door looking down at the ground making sure no eye contact was possible I lifted my right arm and pointed the way for my guest whom I have never met before to enter.
He will be classed as till.
My DOM ordered me to follow till through and then to kneel on the ground with my head down.
My MASTER placed a blindfold on me and told till our guest that it will help with my attitude problem making me more submissive.
My DOM ordered me to suck till’s cock he called me a slut and dragged my head deeper.
His cock smelt clean and fresh I could smell that till was freshly washed with soap.
I could tell instantly that till was into deep throat oral.
So I sucked him and focused on taking his cock as deep as I could.
I sucked till’s cock until I began to beg for his cum I spoke dirty and recorded a message to our no show second guest Nigel.
Till came on my tongue in which I was holding out far to catch it all.
I showed off the cum on my tongue for my DOM and dribbled some out down my chin as he requested.
Later scooping it all up and into my mouth with the remainder of the cum that was still in my mouth.
My DOM told me to swallow it I did as I was told and swallowed every drop after cleaning his cock off with my mouth that is.
The cum was so strong tasting and scented that I nearly vomited it was a huge mouth full I was very pleased with myself for making him cum so soon.
I was demanded to stand up and was then placed into a new position on my back onto a low wooden table, my wrist were both shackled to either side of a spreader bar beneath the table leaving me trapped.
I was teased with a 240volt electric vibrator on my clit and licked by my DOM.
My breast were clamped this was quite painful.
I was fucked roughly and brutally by till whilst my DOM was beside my face making me call him MASTER instead of calling him SIR like I had up until this point.
My MASTER slapped my face, pinched my nipples and suffocated me with his hand.
He was also verbally humiliating me and grabbing at my throat.
I was fucked brutally for ten minutes, I was screaming in both pleasure and pain.
My DOM pushing my shoulders down as till held my legs up and thrashed me.
Till swapped ends and asked my DOM if I liked the taste of my own juices before ramming his condom covered cock into my mouth and making me gag while deep throating his cock.
All I could taste was rubber and my sweet pussy juices.
My DOM fingered me and used his 240volt electric vibrator on my clit I begged to cum and was denied.
I was put on my knees and told to suck tills cock whilst sucking I was punished with thirteen lashes for not writing my DOM in uppercase.
After my punishment till was asked to kneel across a lounge leaving his arse easily accessible for me to lick and rim.
I was then put on my knees with my wrist shackled to my ankles from beneath me on the floor whilst being fucked in a doggy position by till. I was completely powerless and trapped. Once till fucked me for a while in this position i was made to roll over and manoeuvre myself onto my back with legs spread to be fucked again. It was really hard for me to manoeuvre myself whilst not being unshackled (I felt very humiliated as I heard both my DOM and our GUEST laughing at my efforts, I felt fat and embarrassed.)
I was unshackled once till was done using me and allowed a rest where i removed my blindfold and covered my body with the blanket i was sitting on. I had a drink of water and chatted with till for a while making sure not to be over talkative remembering my place in this situation.
Till left happily and thanked me.
That night before sleep I sucked my DOMs cock until he came in my mouth I swallowed his cum and was permitted to remove my wrist and ankle shackles and collar I then went to sleep.
IN THIS SESSION I FELT VERY USED AND ABUSED AS A DIRTY SUB.
I WAS MADE TO RIM SOMEONES ARSE EXTENSIVELY, I FIND IT HUMILIATING AND FILTHY. ITS RISKY AND IT BELITTLES ME. MY JOB AS A SUB SLUT I GUESS.
SubSlut
I was to take all of my clothes of and to answer the door to our guest completely naked. Well with the addition of my bondage gear anyways.
I hear three knocks on the door walked over and opened the door looking down at the ground making sure no eye contact was possible I lifted my right arm and pointed the way for my guest whom I have never met before to enter.
He will be classed as till.
My DOM ordered me to follow till through and then to kneel on the ground with my head down.
My MASTER placed a blindfold on me and told till our guest that it will help with my attitude problem making me more submissive.
My DOM ordered me to suck till’s cock he called me a slut and dragged my head deeper.
His cock smelt clean and fresh I could smell that till was freshly washed with soap.
I could tell instantly that till was into deep throat oral.
So I sucked him and focused on taking his cock as deep as I could.
I sucked till’s cock until I began to beg for his cum I spoke dirty and recorded a message to our no show second guest Nigel.
Till came on my tongue in which I was holding out far to catch it all.
I showed off the cum on my tongue for my DOM and dribbled some out down my chin as he requested.
Later scooping it all up and into my mouth with the remainder of the cum that was still in my mouth.
My DOM told me to swallow it I did as I was told and swallowed every drop after cleaning his cock off with my mouth that is.
The cum was so strong tasting and scented that I nearly vomited it was a huge mouth full I was very pleased with myself for making him cum so soon.
I was demanded to stand up and was then placed into a new position on my back onto a low wooden table, my wrist were both shackled to either side of a spreader bar beneath the table leaving me trapped.
I was teased with a 240volt electric vibrator on my clit and licked by my DOM.
My breast were clamped this was quite painful.
I was fucked roughly and brutally by till whilst my DOM was beside my face making me call him MASTER instead of calling him SIR like I had up until this point.
My MASTER slapped my face, pinched my nipples and suffocated me with his hand.
He was also verbally humiliating me and grabbing at my throat.
I was fucked brutally for ten minutes, I was screaming in both pleasure and pain.
My DOM pushing my shoulders down as till held my legs up and thrashed me.
Till swapped ends and asked my DOM if I liked the taste of my own juices before ramming his condom covered cock into my mouth and making me gag while deep throating his cock.
All I could taste was rubber and my sweet pussy juices.
My DOM fingered me and used his 240volt electric vibrator on my clit I begged to cum and was denied.
I was put on my knees and told to suck tills cock whilst sucking I was punished with thirteen lashes for not writing my DOM in uppercase.
After my punishment till was asked to kneel across a lounge leaving his arse easily accessible for me to lick and rim.
I was then put on my knees with my wrist shackled to my ankles from beneath me on the floor whilst being fucked in a doggy position by till. I was completely powerless and trapped. Once till fucked me for a while in this position i was made to roll over and manoeuvre myself onto my back with legs spread to be fucked again. It was really hard for me to manoeuvre myself whilst not being unshackled (I felt very humiliated as I heard both my DOM and our GUEST laughing at my efforts, I felt fat and embarrassed.)
I was unshackled once till was done using me and allowed a rest where i removed my blindfold and covered my body with the blanket i was sitting on. I had a drink of water and chatted with till for a while making sure not to be over talkative remembering my place in this situation.
Till left happily and thanked me.
That night before sleep I sucked my DOMs cock until he came in my mouth I swallowed his cum and was permitted to remove my wrist and ankle shackles and collar I then went to sleep.
IN THIS SESSION I FELT VERY USED AND ABUSED AS A DIRTY SUB.
I WAS MADE TO RIM SOMEONES ARSE EXTENSIVELY, I FIND IT HUMILIATING AND FILTHY. ITS RISKY AND IT BELITTLES ME. MY JOB AS A SUB SLUT I GUESS.
SubSlut
Thursday, September 10, 2009
one on one
Regular BDSM session
Session started with me putting my own wrist and ankle shackles on.
My DOM told me to put my blindfold on and to get on my knees. He turned me around and put my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT MEANS HE REALLY IS OBJECTIFYING ME.
I was made to give him oral.
In this session I made my DOM cum twice making sure to swallow every drop like a good little slut.
I was tied onto a table with my hands shackled to a spreader bar beneath it a cold chain was added and wrapped and locked around my waist my legs were tied up and spread as my DOM fucked me my head was rested on the lounge I was very noisy it was a thrashing and I loved every second of it. It was very uncomfortable for my legs but being fucked took the focus off them.
My DOM used the chain as reins to pull at me while fucking me hard.
After fucking me my DOM sat on the lounge by my head I heard a plastic bag and before being able to react I was being suffocated with my head inside the bag. IT WAS SCARY AND QUICK A BIG WAKE UP CALL TO HOW EASILY MY DOM COULD HAVE BLACKED ME OUT OR WORSE. IT MADE ME VERY WET AND SCARED IT’S A BAD THING BUT I LOVED IT.
I was untied and then used as an experimental device as my DOM experimented some new ways to tie me up. I also had a large wooden block device used to squash my tits together it is quite painful and restrictive Two ropes were used both started around my neck one pulling forward one pulling back I was left in them put on my knees and bent over a hard cold wooden coffee table where I was powerless with my hands tied behind me. The ropes were tight my hands were tingling and my DOM later said they had turned blue I was teased and forced to cum with a 240volt vibrator. I was only aloud to cum after my DOM counted down from ten I had just learnt to cum on the count down but my DOM added a two and a half to the countdown making me not be able to cum on the one it took me a few seconds longer but I came it was crazy and ongoing I had to say red to make him remove the 240 volt vibrator from my clit.
We went to bed I slept shackled with my wrist together and ankles together and made to sleep at the end of my DOMS bed wearing my collar I felt used and like a pet. It was awesome.
Session started with me putting my own wrist and ankle shackles on.
My DOM told me to put my blindfold on and to get on my knees. He turned me around and put my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT MEANS HE REALLY IS OBJECTIFYING ME.
I was made to give him oral.
In this session I made my DOM cum twice making sure to swallow every drop like a good little slut.
I was tied onto a table with my hands shackled to a spreader bar beneath it a cold chain was added and wrapped and locked around my waist my legs were tied up and spread as my DOM fucked me my head was rested on the lounge I was very noisy it was a thrashing and I loved every second of it. It was very uncomfortable for my legs but being fucked took the focus off them.
My DOM used the chain as reins to pull at me while fucking me hard.
After fucking me my DOM sat on the lounge by my head I heard a plastic bag and before being able to react I was being suffocated with my head inside the bag. IT WAS SCARY AND QUICK A BIG WAKE UP CALL TO HOW EASILY MY DOM COULD HAVE BLACKED ME OUT OR WORSE. IT MADE ME VERY WET AND SCARED IT’S A BAD THING BUT I LOVED IT.
I was untied and then used as an experimental device as my DOM experimented some new ways to tie me up. I also had a large wooden block device used to squash my tits together it is quite painful and restrictive Two ropes were used both started around my neck one pulling forward one pulling back I was left in them put on my knees and bent over a hard cold wooden coffee table where I was powerless with my hands tied behind me. The ropes were tight my hands were tingling and my DOM later said they had turned blue I was teased and forced to cum with a 240volt vibrator. I was only aloud to cum after my DOM counted down from ten I had just learnt to cum on the count down but my DOM added a two and a half to the countdown making me not be able to cum on the one it took me a few seconds longer but I came it was crazy and ongoing I had to say red to make him remove the 240 volt vibrator from my clit.
We went to bed I slept shackled with my wrist together and ankles together and made to sleep at the end of my DOMS bed wearing my collar I felt used and like a pet. It was awesome.
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