Tuesday, July 14, 2009

-UPDATE-
I AM NOW ONCE AGAIN A COLLARED SUB
I WILL BE POSTING ALL SESSIONS AS THEY HAPPEN
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-THE END-

-The drive home-
Even know the session was over PHILL wouldn’t allow me to remove my wrist or ankle shackles.
I was made to wear them home this made me feel really embarrassed and low, humiliated, sad and objectified I felt really horrible and not worthy to have a DOM
I didn’t feel like I deserved the shackles I was wearingL

-THE NEXT SESSION-
I was fucked with a large dildo my hands and legs where shackled up in the air and joint to the wall.
I was forced to give my DOM oral.
And was fucked hard with the fake cock.
After arriving home in conversation I was told I was not a good sub that night as I couldn’t concentrate and was not submissive enough. This hurt me and helped me make the decision to ask to be freed of my position as my DOMS sub.
We met for dinner and I gave PHILL back the shackles and collar I was given as his sub.
We parted as nothing more than friends in a plutonic friendship
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MY OWN DECISION TO END OUR BDSM RELATIONSHIP I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS CAVING IN AND THAT THE ONLY STABILITY IN MY MIND WAS COMING FROM PHILL.

SESSION 15 -tony-

SESSION 15 –TONY-
Sitting on my DOMS bed I had my ankles and wrist shackled.
I made eye contact with my DOM and was slapped across the face for it.
I was then blindfolded and collared by my DOM who also placed nipple clamps on my breast and joined the chain to my collar, every time I moved it pulled at my breast causing a sting.
I very much enjoyed this it was an awesome feeling with restricted movement possible, I would love to do this again.
I was made to lie on my back with my head over the end of the bed where I was then made to suck on my DOMS balls.
FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS WAS QUITE DISCUSTNG AS THEY WERE SWEATY AND VERY HAIRY SO I GOT HAIR IN MY MOUTH AND IT TASTED AWFULL.
When I spat pubic hair out I was told not to and humiliated for it.
I was made to suck my DOMS dick after a while I was told to get up on my knees where my breast where then bound with metal chain and paddelocked up.
THIS WAS AWESOME, OBJECTIFYING, COLD AND MADE ME FEEL SO NERVOUS I GOT VERY WET AND TURNED ON BY THE USE OF CHAINS.
I was gagged and flogged hard with the leather SLUT flogger on my back I was now used to the sensation of the burning and swelling of my flesh.
I was whipped hard a few times and then was tortured on my breast by a riding crop and pin wheeled the pin wheel was also used lightly across my throat THIS WAS CRAZY SCARY
I was laid on my back where I received oral from my DOM my arms where spread out each side of me IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH BETTER TIED UP.
I was told not to cum.
My DOM placed a small thumb vibe inside me and told me not to let it come out he then gagged me with a pair of his used underwear and left me for what felt like an hour.
I was left in this state until our guest was shown in.
TONY was different from other guest I had been used by before.
He was loud and spoke he wasn’t sneaking around at all.
THE FACT THAT HE WAS SO LOUD AND TALKATIVE MADE ME THINK THAT THERE COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEONE ELSE PRESENT ASWELL.
I was on my back with my head over the edge of the bed when I was instructed to suck TONY and get him hard.
He played with both my clit and my breast while I was sucking him.
I was made to also suck his balls I liked sucking them they were clean and shaven.
My DOM made me rim TONY’s ass also.
While I deep throated TONY he go so hard that I couldn’t breathe any more his dick was blocking my wind pipe this was scary and exiting I felt my DOMS hand feel my clit.
This actually made me feel safe and more relaxed.
I gagged allot on TONYs cock. My DOM was recording this whole session with TONY.
TONY decided to fuck me; he put a condom on and fucked me missionary while I sucked my DOMS cock.
TONY HAD A GREAT SIDED COCK FOR ME BUT DID NOT FUCK ME ANY WHERE NEAR LONG ENOUGH IT WAS GREAT BEING USED AS A SEX TOY BUT IT WAS NOT ENOUGHTO ACTUALLY SATISFY ME (THE SEX).
After tony fucked me for what felt like two minutes he pulled out, removed the condom and throat fucked me until he came over my face.
My DOM ordered me to spit any cum in my mouth out make it run down my face then scoop it all up to play with it until all of the cum was in my mouth for me to swallow.
TONY got dressed said thank you and left.
My DOM told me I did a good job then spent approx thirty minutes teasing me not allowing me to cum I was teased until I was all fired up then made to roll over onto my hands and knees for pain play!
Whilst my DOM whipped my back torturing me was made to use an electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum.
Once I came I was given a short rest in which I destroyed by shit stirring and brought on my own severe punishment.
I told my DOM I had been discretely planning to cheat and he caught me out with all of my lies and secrets.
As punishment my DOM used a sharp pin wheel to drag along by back deep into my flesh on my back engraving the word LIER into my skin
I was to sit up and be still with my gag ball in my mouth whilst this was done.
HE spat on my raised red and welted marks and rubbed his saliva in.
ALL I COULD FEEL WAS STINGING AND BURNING I DID NOT ENJOY THIS PUNISHMENT AT ALL I FELT STUPID AND HUMILIATED IT WS A REAL PUNISHMENT.
FOR ME IT WAS REALLY SERIOUS SAD AND SCARY.
My DOM used his Velcro gloves to rub along my back and to torture my breast with he then rolled me onto my back which was extremely pain full to be on, to fuck me in a missionary position roughly.
Every thrust pushed my back along the bed causing me tremendous pain.
I FELT LIKE AN ABUSED OBJECTLIKE A DIRTY SEX DOLL.
I wasn’t able to make any eye contact with my DOM I felt to humiliated I was forced to suck his cock and lick his balls until he came.
I then licked up the cum and cleaned his dick
End of session
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session 14 -my house-

SESSION 14 –MY HOUSE-
Session started with me being shackled collared and blindfolded in the kitchen
My DOM ordered me to stand up and lean over my kitchen counter.
I was gagged and flogged twice very hard with the leather SLUT flogger.
After standing and waiting for what felt like forever with the throbbing of my back swelling the words slut across my back My DOM placed a chain made of two pairs of long metal hand cuffs around my waist.
They were heavy and cold I felt god in them and like a pet or someone that belonged.
IT WAS FREEZING COLD THEY GAVE ME SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE AND GOOSE BUMPS ALL OVER.
I was put on a leash and led blindfolded to the bedroom.
Once into the bedroom I was made to kneel on the bed and give my DOM oral.
I had a vibrating egg inserted inside me and turned on high I was ordered not to cum.
Whilst my DOM watched me on DVD I was to give him oral, lick his balls and rim his ass.
I was slapped in the face a few times and called names, I was humiliated and forced to kiss and lick my DOMs feet this I found extremely uncomfortable and humiliating.
THIS WAS A LIMIT I WAS NEVER INTENDING TO PASS BUT IN MY SUB ROLL I DID AS I WAS TOLD AND HAVE NOW DONE IT.
I was slapped across the face and forced to suck on my DOMS cock and gag on it.
I was ordered to lick my DOMS balls and suck his cock until he came on my face, he smeared it in and I was told it was to stay there all night.
I WAS VERY STICKY AND WAS REEKING OF CUM IT WAS DIRTY.
After my DOM was finished humiliating me I was led to the lounge room where I was then made to stand up straight and still whilst having my breast bound.
My breast where tortured with gloves made of Velcro I was pushed and forced to lay on my stomach with my breast bound and whipped on my back.
It was intense pain being laid on my stomach with my breast bound my ankles and wrist were shackled together leaving all of my weight on my breast and stomach I was unable to stay in this position for long and had to use a safe word as the pain was too intense.
I was flipped over onto my back with my wrist shackled to my ankles.
I was then stretched by my DOM using two full sized dildos inside me at once the sensation of being stretched so far made me cum.
I was also fucked with my glass dildo that was placed in the freezer before play it turned out to be painfully cold.
This pain was both good and bad.
Whilst still having my breast bound my DOM decided to torture them some more by spanking them and pin wheeling them.
IT FELT GREAT BUT I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY HANDS. I WOULD PREFER MY HANDS WERE TIED OR SHACKLED IN THIS SITUATION SO I CANT HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER WHAT IS BEING DONE TO ME. THE TORTURE WAS ALSO DONE WHILST I DID NOT HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY GAG BALL TO PROTECT MY TEETH.
Still laying on my back with my feet and ankles shackled together my DOM placed my vibrating egg inside me and two mini thumb vibes either side of my clit all vibrators were turned on high I was made to take this until I came so many times I was too sensitive for anything more and said the safe word.
My DOM removed the vibrating egg and thumb vibes unshackled me and we relaxed together.
End of play
THIS WAS AN AWESOME OBJECTIFYING LONG SESSION
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-A FEW THINGS-

-A FEW THINGS-
- NOISE COMPLAINT-
- I received a noise complaint from my real estate agent after session 13.
There was a complaint about a lady screaming in pain lol –

-A NO SHOW-
-Tony did not turn up to the Travelodge in blacktown for the group session it made me feel useless and unwanted but was also a relief as it was the night I got my period unexpectedly-

-EYE CONACT-
-Geoff has proven to be a very helpful contact to have but I want to wear a blindfold for now on and in future play as I found it impossible to make any form of eye contact with him-

-BACK BONDAGE-
-I prefer hitting and bondage done to my back instead of my ass and legs due to healing and bruising-

session 13 -one on one-

SESSION 13 -ONE ON ONE-
This session started with me applying my wrist and ankle shackles on; once they were on I placed my blindfold over my eyes.
My DOM then ordered me to lay on my stomach over the lounge where my wrists were attached to a spreader bar which was placed under the lounge. I was now trapped across the lounge with my ankles shackled together.
My DOM then placed my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT GIVES ME A SENSE OF BELONGING TO SOMEONE BEING OWNED IT IS AN AWESOME FEELING FOR ME IT IS MORE DAMANDING AND CONTROLLING.
My DOM also placed my gag ball in my mouth and warned me that the two hits coming were going to be very hard and pain full.
He then flogged me twice with a leather slut flogger, the pain was intense bad burning and stinging, I could feel myself swelling.
He then lashed at me with a leather whip I was put under prolonged bondage to my back.
My DOM dragged a cold chain along my body it felt awesome.
WHILE I WAS IN THIS POSITION I WAS ALSO WHIPED ACROSS THE BACK OF MY UPPER LEGS WITH A LARGE FELT WHIP I HAD MY BACK LIGHTLY TORTURED WITH A PIN WHEEL WHICH FELT EXTREMELY SHARP AND STUNG LIKE CRAZY.
The pin wheel is the most pain full tool I received this session apart from the two initial slut floggings.
After a long session of bondage on my back I was released from the position and placed on my back where I was in a position with my head hanging over the end of the lounge where I had my throat raped.
I LOVE THE SENSATION OF HAVING NO CHOICES AND Choking ON A COCK UNTIL I LITTERALLY CANT BREATH.
After the face fucking I was still on my back with my hands and feet tied to the spreader bar, my nipples were clamped and covered in pegs. This felt awesome.
I was scared having a large dagger knife dragged across my skin and throat (very scary stuff) while my DOM was telling me he could stab me and kill me easily.
I was strangled and put through breath play.
Breath play both scares and excites me it is like an adrenalin rush for me!
I was placed on my back where my DOM teased me sexually for around 45 minutes the teasing wares me out a lot I was teased until I was liked against my wishes and made to cum
BEING LICKED AFTER ASKING FOR IT NOT TO HAPPEN WAS A BOUNDARY STEPPED OVER WHERE I WOULD USUALLY FEEL UPSET INSTEAD FELT OWNED AND THAT I HAD NO CHOICE….. THAT’S WHAT BEING A SUB ALL IS ABOUT.
After Cumming u was given a rest I was so exhausted I fell to sleep
End of play
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session 12 -with guest-

Play 12 –with guest-
I met my DÖM at the Travelodge in blacktown.
We went to our room where I showered and shaved in preparation for the night I was to experience ahead.
I dressed sexy and left for three hours to meet PAUL a net guy for a release fuck in which my DOM allowed me to do.
I was told to be back by 10:30pm and every minute late I would be punished for.
I arrived back at 10:33pm three minutes late I was told I would be punished three times.
My DOM ordered me to go to the toilet and urinate in front of him as he watched on.
I CAN NOT GO TO THE TOILET AT ALL IF ANY ONE IS PRESENT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME!
I was unable to go to the toilet and after allot of staring and angry taunts my DOM walked away.
I then realized that I had my period (very light almost not there)
After pleading with my DOM to allow me to rain check our session he made me go through with the night and all of its activities.
I was shackled on my back on the hotel bed where my DOM ripped my fishnet bodysuit open at the crutch.
IT WAS INCREDIBLY HOT AND A TURN ON TO HAVE MYCLOTHES RIPPED WHILE ON ME. MMM I LOVED IT.
At 11pm we were expecting two guest but only one showed up so we went on playing with GEOFF the one that did turn up GEOFF WAS ALSO THE SAME GUY IN OUR PREVIOUS SESSION WHERE I WAS MADE TO SUCK TWO COMPLETE STRANGERS I remembered his thick and big cock from my last experience and was exited that I would finally be fucked by it.
I was unshackled and put on my knees on the floor at the end of the bed where I was ordered to suck Geoff’s cock for about 15 minutes until he was ready to fuck me while sucking him I was flogged three times.
I was told to lay on my back on the bed by my DOM and made to suck his cock while GEOFF fucked me!
While being fucked by our guest GEOFF my DOM had me pinned down and was yelling at me and telling me how dirty I was HE was pushing and ramming my body down onto GEOFFs cock and was slapping my face my DOM choked me until I was so close to passing out everything turned red.
I FELT VERY USED AND ABUSED IT WAS ALMOST RAPE PLAY I WAS BEING FUCKED BRUTTALY BY ONE MAN AND HUMILIATED AND SLAPPED BY ANOTHER I FELT I COULDN’T ESCAPE.
I was completely pinned down being thrashed and slapped and yelled at this was my favorite session by far yet I felt totally helpless and fucked and loved being kissed by my DOM as another man was using my CUNT as his own personal sex toy.
After the fucking ended I was placed back on my knees again to suck GEOFF my legs were hurting and so shaky I was forced to rim our guest and as I rimed him and sucked him I stared straight into my DOMS eyes showing him exactly how far I would go for him and how much of a dirty whore I really am.
GEOFF came in my mouth and my DOM told me to dribble a bit out of my mouth, I let it run down my chest and I gradually scooped it all up to swallow it.
I did the scooping bit mainly for my DOM as I know he loves to see me enjoying cum.
GEOFF tried to fuck me again but was unable to so he left!
My DOM held me affectionately and that was the end of our session.
DURING THIS SESSION GEOFF TRIED TO SLAP ME AND CHOKE ME BUT MY DOM STOOD IN AND TOLD HIM NO. IT MADE ME FEEL REALLY OBJECTIFIED AND OWNED I LOVED IT.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

SESSION 11

SESSION 11-short but sweet-
This was not much of a session.
But it was definitely a play.
At my house my DOM visited and decided to bound my breast.
my DOM gave me oral while my breast were bound it was so hard not to cum.
I asked my DOM to whip me as i was craving his hard touch.
After about 40 whips the play was over it was pretty much a quick release for me.
I LOVE THE QUICK RELEASES MY DOM GIVES ME.

SESSION 10

SESSION 10 -pissing off the roomie-
Session 10 took place at my DOM'S house it was a short session where i was made to undergo punishment for not completing or attempting a task!
Our session eventually got the better of my DOM'S room mate as she was very aggravated my us waking her up at 2:30am in the morning while my DOM was fucking me.
My DOM also had a porno playing of me getting fucked really loudly as he wanked to it.
This session i was shackled to the bed on my stomach and also had my breast bound.
MY BREAST WERE BOUND VERY TIGHT AND FAR APART WITH A BIG GAP IN THE MIDDLE. IT IS A DIFFERENT POSITION I PREFER THEM BEING BOUND TIGHT AND TOGETHER CLOSER.
I was punished with 15 flogs from a paddle, a loop flogger, a riding crop and a whip all punishment was done onto my bear back.
luckily i was gagged saving my teeth this was such a pain full experience i learnt my lesson and felt very objectified.
I FELT SO DIRTY, BAD, SCARED, AND PUNISHED. BY THE END OF MY LASHINGS I WAS DRIPPING WET. OH I LOVE BEING CONTROLLED.
After my punishment my DOM fucked me and gave me oral he also fingered me i asked him to finger me more and he responded by fisting me. i was exhausted after the fisting that i went straight off to sleep.
THE FISTING WAS PAIN FULL YET LIKE AN ADRENALIN RUSH. IT WAS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE THAT I AM GLAD I HAD WITH SOMEONE I CARED FOR.
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GANG BANG PLAN

GANG BANG PLAN session 9
We arrived at ROOTY HILL holiday inn.
An awesome king spa executive suite.
I was ordered to shower and shave in preparation for the nights upcoming events.
I FELT NERVOUS AND EXITED.
I had had no reply messages from the 4 guys invited i was sad disappointed and embarrassed i felt rejected and let down.
Once i was clean shaved and dry i was ordered to put on my collar, blindfold and shackles on, i searched for my collar and blindfold freaking out at the realisation that i had forgotten to bring them along i was scared and nervous i knew my DOM was going to be upset with me.
My DOM threatened me with punishment i was made to put on a spare collar and a back up blindfold.
I FELT COMPLETELY OUT OF CHARACTER AND OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE NOT HAVING MY USUAL GEAR.
I was so uncomfortable in the unfamiliar gear.
Knowing i had done wrong and expecting a harsh punishment i was very quiet and submissive hoping that my good behavior would soften the blow.
I was shackled standing upright and attached to the hotel bathroom door i was then flogged and whipped for not having my collar and blindfold.
I was also ridiculed for being stood up.
I FELT SMALL SAD AND REJECTED I FELT I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR A GOOD NIGHT.
My DOM'S guest DAVE knocked at the door and was welcomed in, He watched me being whipped and then stood by as my DOM moved me to the bed.
IN THIS TIME I HEARD MY DOM GIVING ME TO DAVE FOR DAVE'S OWN PLEASURE AND USE FOR THE NIGHT.
I was laid on my back with my arms shackled to my feet DAVE told me to give him oral so i did.
My arms were freed so i could put more effort and enjoyment into the oral.
I felt extremely exited and wanted to be fucked hard and for a long time.
(I would love it if i had a chain from my collar to either the bed or DAVE to make me feel more objectified.)
Once i had sucked DAVE i asked him to fuck me, He put a condom on and fucked me for about five minutes it was a disappointing fuck for me.
I did not fell helpless or even man handled Dave then had me rim his ass and suck his cock again until i begged him to cum he came and i swallowed it.
After a few minutes my DOM bound my breast i loved it and felt owned again (allot better then being DAVE'S girl).
After having my breast bound my DOM made me suck DAVES dick whilst being whipped and pin wheeled, I felt very controlled and showed off like a new toy!
After Dave had had enough he left and i was treated to oral off my DOM he also fucked me.
After my DOM had used me that night i was shackled and collared for the whole night with a chain from my ankles to my wrist.
I LOVE BEING MADE TO SLEEP SHACKLED AND TRAPPED I FEEL COMPLETELY HELPLESS AND OWNED. MY HOTEL EXPERIENCE CONSISTED OF GIVING AND GETTING ORAL, BEING PIN WHEELED AND WHIPPED AND ALSO FLOGGED USED AS A SEX TOY AND GIVEN AWAY FOR SEX.
FUCKED ON A BED REST, HAD A SPA.
EVEN KNOW MY GUEST DID NOT SHOW UP AND I WAS DISAPPOINTED AND VERY UPSET LEAVING MEW TO FEEL REJECTED AND UNWANTED THE EXPERIENCE WAS ALSO FUN AND KINKY.
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