Session started as many do, with me putting my own wrist and ankle shackles followed by my collar.
I was to take all of my clothes of and to answer the door to our guest completely naked. Well with the addition of my bondage gear anyways.
I hear three knocks on the door walked over and opened the door looking down at the ground making sure no eye contact was possible I lifted my right arm and pointed the way for my guest whom I have never met before to enter.
He will be classed as till.
My DOM ordered me to follow till through and then to kneel on the ground with my head down.
My MASTER placed a blindfold on me and told till our guest that it will help with my attitude problem making me more submissive.
My DOM ordered me to suck till’s cock he called me a slut and dragged my head deeper.
His cock smelt clean and fresh I could smell that till was freshly washed with soap.
I could tell instantly that till was into deep throat oral.
So I sucked him and focused on taking his cock as deep as I could.
I sucked till’s cock until I began to beg for his cum I spoke dirty and recorded a message to our no show second guest Nigel.
Till came on my tongue in which I was holding out far to catch it all.
I showed off the cum on my tongue for my DOM and dribbled some out down my chin as he requested.
Later scooping it all up and into my mouth with the remainder of the cum that was still in my mouth.
My DOM told me to swallow it I did as I was told and swallowed every drop after cleaning his cock off with my mouth that is.
The cum was so strong tasting and scented that I nearly vomited it was a huge mouth full I was very pleased with myself for making him cum so soon.
I was demanded to stand up and was then placed into a new position on my back onto a low wooden table, my wrist were both shackled to either side of a spreader bar beneath the table leaving me trapped.
I was teased with a 240volt electric vibrator on my clit and licked by my DOM.
My breast were clamped this was quite painful.
I was fucked roughly and brutally by till whilst my DOM was beside my face making me call him MASTER instead of calling him SIR like I had up until this point.
My MASTER slapped my face, pinched my nipples and suffocated me with his hand.
He was also verbally humiliating me and grabbing at my throat.
I was fucked brutally for ten minutes, I was screaming in both pleasure and pain.
My DOM pushing my shoulders down as till held my legs up and thrashed me.
Till swapped ends and asked my DOM if I liked the taste of my own juices before ramming his condom covered cock into my mouth and making me gag while deep throating his cock.
All I could taste was rubber and my sweet pussy juices.
My DOM fingered me and used his 240volt electric vibrator on my clit I begged to cum and was denied.
I was put on my knees and told to suck tills cock whilst sucking I was punished with thirteen lashes for not writing my DOM in uppercase.
After my punishment till was asked to kneel across a lounge leaving his arse easily accessible for me to lick and rim.
I was then put on my knees with my wrist shackled to my ankles from beneath me on the floor whilst being fucked in a doggy position by till. I was completely powerless and trapped. Once till fucked me for a while in this position i was made to roll over and manoeuvre myself onto my back with legs spread to be fucked again. It was really hard for me to manoeuvre myself whilst not being unshackled (I felt very humiliated as I heard both my DOM and our GUEST laughing at my efforts, I felt fat and embarrassed.)
I was unshackled once till was done using me and allowed a rest where i removed my blindfold and covered my body with the blanket i was sitting on. I had a drink of water and chatted with till for a while making sure not to be over talkative remembering my place in this situation.
Till left happily and thanked me.
That night before sleep I sucked my DOMs cock until he came in my mouth I swallowed his cum and was permitted to remove my wrist and ankle shackles and collar I then went to sleep.
IN THIS SESSION I FELT VERY USED AND ABUSED AS A DIRTY SUB.
I WAS MADE TO RIM SOMEONES ARSE EXTENSIVELY, I FIND IT HUMILIATING AND FILTHY. ITS RISKY AND IT BELITTLES ME. MY JOB AS A SUB SLUT I GUESS.
SubSlut
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
one on one
Regular BDSM session
Session started with me putting my own wrist and ankle shackles on.
My DOM told me to put my blindfold on and to get on my knees. He turned me around and put my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT MEANS HE REALLY IS OBJECTIFYING ME.
I was made to give him oral.
In this session I made my DOM cum twice making sure to swallow every drop like a good little slut.
I was tied onto a table with my hands shackled to a spreader bar beneath it a cold chain was added and wrapped and locked around my waist my legs were tied up and spread as my DOM fucked me my head was rested on the lounge I was very noisy it was a thrashing and I loved every second of it. It was very uncomfortable for my legs but being fucked took the focus off them.
My DOM used the chain as reins to pull at me while fucking me hard.
After fucking me my DOM sat on the lounge by my head I heard a plastic bag and before being able to react I was being suffocated with my head inside the bag. IT WAS SCARY AND QUICK A BIG WAKE UP CALL TO HOW EASILY MY DOM COULD HAVE BLACKED ME OUT OR WORSE. IT MADE ME VERY WET AND SCARED IT’S A BAD THING BUT I LOVED IT.
I was untied and then used as an experimental device as my DOM experimented some new ways to tie me up. I also had a large wooden block device used to squash my tits together it is quite painful and restrictive Two ropes were used both started around my neck one pulling forward one pulling back I was left in them put on my knees and bent over a hard cold wooden coffee table where I was powerless with my hands tied behind me. The ropes were tight my hands were tingling and my DOM later said they had turned blue I was teased and forced to cum with a 240volt vibrator. I was only aloud to cum after my DOM counted down from ten I had just learnt to cum on the count down but my DOM added a two and a half to the countdown making me not be able to cum on the one it took me a few seconds longer but I came it was crazy and ongoing I had to say red to make him remove the 240 volt vibrator from my clit.
We went to bed I slept shackled with my wrist together and ankles together and made to sleep at the end of my DOMS bed wearing my collar I felt used and like a pet. It was awesome.
Session started with me putting my own wrist and ankle shackles on.
My DOM told me to put my blindfold on and to get on my knees. He turned me around and put my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT MEANS HE REALLY IS OBJECTIFYING ME.
I was made to give him oral.
In this session I made my DOM cum twice making sure to swallow every drop like a good little slut.
I was tied onto a table with my hands shackled to a spreader bar beneath it a cold chain was added and wrapped and locked around my waist my legs were tied up and spread as my DOM fucked me my head was rested on the lounge I was very noisy it was a thrashing and I loved every second of it. It was very uncomfortable for my legs but being fucked took the focus off them.
My DOM used the chain as reins to pull at me while fucking me hard.
After fucking me my DOM sat on the lounge by my head I heard a plastic bag and before being able to react I was being suffocated with my head inside the bag. IT WAS SCARY AND QUICK A BIG WAKE UP CALL TO HOW EASILY MY DOM COULD HAVE BLACKED ME OUT OR WORSE. IT MADE ME VERY WET AND SCARED IT’S A BAD THING BUT I LOVED IT.
I was untied and then used as an experimental device as my DOM experimented some new ways to tie me up. I also had a large wooden block device used to squash my tits together it is quite painful and restrictive Two ropes were used both started around my neck one pulling forward one pulling back I was left in them put on my knees and bent over a hard cold wooden coffee table where I was powerless with my hands tied behind me. The ropes were tight my hands were tingling and my DOM later said they had turned blue I was teased and forced to cum with a 240volt vibrator. I was only aloud to cum after my DOM counted down from ten I had just learnt to cum on the count down but my DOM added a two and a half to the countdown making me not be able to cum on the one it took me a few seconds longer but I came it was crazy and ongoing I had to say red to make him remove the 240 volt vibrator from my clit.
We went to bed I slept shackled with my wrist together and ankles together and made to sleep at the end of my DOMS bed wearing my collar I felt used and like a pet. It was awesome.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
My Sub Space!
The sub in the slut
My sub space
A slut I admit to being, not necessarily right now but I have been and will be again definitely.
Looking for love? No
Looking for sex? Yes, well kind of.
What I am looking for is a moment, I have felt it four times now and it is why I like what being a sub can do for me. (Obviously apart from the connection and experiences with my MASTER)
I have felt it four times now and through all of the long, painful, annoying, crushing and just plain fucked up experiences I have been through to find it.
There all worth it. “Well that’s if I can get it again”
I’m Charlie; I am the slut, the sub, the unpredictable.
First of all the *feeling* the *moment*.
It is when I am scared, when it (my life) is in their hands and can be over in any second. Where anything can happen to me. And they just do not care.
I’m just there to be used, taken advantage of, and abused in a moment of passion, anger or rage.
“It hurts but it feels amazing”
The first time.
I was fifteen or just under, walking along a road on the way to my friend’s birthday party. Just a ten to fifteen minute walk from my home in the afternoon light.
A van full of guys (five to be exact, one driving and four in the back) pulled up next to me alongside the road and a guy got out of the van and approached me.
He asked me if I knew the way to a p.c.y.c and I told him it was three streets away. I told him the way and he asked me to get into the van and show them and he would make sure they brought me back.
I said no and continued walking the driver called out and asked if I could explain it to him and I stupidly walked towards the van with the guy to tell the guy in the front seat the way.
I was dragged into the back of the van by the guy that had approached me and another from the back street. One of the guys in the back of the van slammed the door and the driver drove off.
I was dragged to the back of the van where I was hit, spat on, yelled at slapped and tied down by three guys. I could hear the fourth guy in the back of the van telling them to stop and to let me out of the van, he told me it will be ok and it will be over soon. I thought he was going to help me and it somehow helped me.
I was tied down with a form of fishing wire that was slowly cutting into my skin. I was fucked brutally by the three guys in the back of the van while the fourth guy sat at the door and the driver kept driving with music playing loudly.
My clothes were ripped off and thrown out the windows of the van. All three of the guys fucked me and came over me or inside me.
I was a virgin, cut and bleeding, crying and screaming and still they fucked me calling me names hitting me and spitting on me just laughing at each other. The fourth guy pushed one of the other guys off me while he was fucking me and cut the wire from my wrists and legs that was connected to the seat anchors he helped me up and held me saying it was ok I thought he was helping he told me it was all over.
Then turned me around to face the other three, the guy that was fucking me was laying on the ground and two guys got either side of me forcing me onto his cockholding me there I was numb and exhausted sweating and bleeding and crying the fourth guy pushed against my back and fucked me anally I forced to do double penetration after the guys switched around a few times I felt weak and strange and that’s when I got the feeling.
-All the pain stopped all the laughing and name calling silenced and I felt like I was floating peacefully just watching it happen-
That’s the feeling its surreal I thought I was dying. It was like an out of body experience.
The second time.
When I was nineteen I was with a guy that appeared gentle and awesome all the things a girl wants, one day I refused to have sex with him because I had a period and he hit me, I fell down a set of stairs.
Once I hit the bottom I was in agony my shoulder was dislocated and my wrist was broken, he grabbed my arm twisting it around and pushed my face against the floor.
He fucked me there just like that I cried then all of a sudden just went silent.
-same feeling as before numb and silent, floating and surreal just watching and actually enjoying it. The same feeling again from a horrible experience.
I should have been sad and scared but ended up staying and searching the same warped out feeling.
The third time.
I had a friend of mine dominate me forcing me to fuck myself with a glass dildo while he whipped me extensively across my back.
It actually hurt quite a bit I was getting closer and closer to Cumming and right as the pain started burning and getting uncontrollable I went numb, I don’t think I could even hear the whip hitting me just there in a -surreal fading moment watching on as I was being whipped-. This time coming out of the floating numb sensation was a great experience climaxing on the glass dildo.
The fourth time.
With the same person as the third experience my DOM.
We had been in session regularly for a few months when we decided to stay at a hotel and have a guest come and fuck me. We realised before the session started that I had gotten my period and even though I was upset about it and uncomfortable my DOM made me go ahead with the night anyway.
I was fucked brutally by the guest whilst my DOM held my wrists down, yelled at me called me names and slapped my face, he grabbed at my body and forced me onto the guests cock as he was fucking me, the verbal abuse scared me and I zoned out
-Everything went numb and quiet, I felt like I was tingling and floating ad watching on seeing me fucked like a sex toy it was very arousing and a big turn on-
Twice now I have experienced this by accident and twice by pure luck two instances I was forced against by will and two I consented too.
This feeling I have searched for by being a slut I have found by being a sub.
This feeling is addictive and the biggest release I have ever felt and want to feel again.
It is my sub space
My sub space
A slut I admit to being, not necessarily right now but I have been and will be again definitely.
Looking for love? No
Looking for sex? Yes, well kind of.
What I am looking for is a moment, I have felt it four times now and it is why I like what being a sub can do for me. (Obviously apart from the connection and experiences with my MASTER)
I have felt it four times now and through all of the long, painful, annoying, crushing and just plain fucked up experiences I have been through to find it.
There all worth it. “Well that’s if I can get it again”
I’m Charlie; I am the slut, the sub, the unpredictable.
First of all the *feeling* the *moment*.
It is when I am scared, when it (my life) is in their hands and can be over in any second. Where anything can happen to me. And they just do not care.
I’m just there to be used, taken advantage of, and abused in a moment of passion, anger or rage.
“It hurts but it feels amazing”
The first time.
I was fifteen or just under, walking along a road on the way to my friend’s birthday party. Just a ten to fifteen minute walk from my home in the afternoon light.
A van full of guys (five to be exact, one driving and four in the back) pulled up next to me alongside the road and a guy got out of the van and approached me.
He asked me if I knew the way to a p.c.y.c and I told him it was three streets away. I told him the way and he asked me to get into the van and show them and he would make sure they brought me back.
I said no and continued walking the driver called out and asked if I could explain it to him and I stupidly walked towards the van with the guy to tell the guy in the front seat the way.
I was dragged into the back of the van by the guy that had approached me and another from the back street. One of the guys in the back of the van slammed the door and the driver drove off.
I was dragged to the back of the van where I was hit, spat on, yelled at slapped and tied down by three guys. I could hear the fourth guy in the back of the van telling them to stop and to let me out of the van, he told me it will be ok and it will be over soon. I thought he was going to help me and it somehow helped me.
I was tied down with a form of fishing wire that was slowly cutting into my skin. I was fucked brutally by the three guys in the back of the van while the fourth guy sat at the door and the driver kept driving with music playing loudly.
My clothes were ripped off and thrown out the windows of the van. All three of the guys fucked me and came over me or inside me.
I was a virgin, cut and bleeding, crying and screaming and still they fucked me calling me names hitting me and spitting on me just laughing at each other. The fourth guy pushed one of the other guys off me while he was fucking me and cut the wire from my wrists and legs that was connected to the seat anchors he helped me up and held me saying it was ok I thought he was helping he told me it was all over.
Then turned me around to face the other three, the guy that was fucking me was laying on the ground and two guys got either side of me forcing me onto his cockholding me there I was numb and exhausted sweating and bleeding and crying the fourth guy pushed against my back and fucked me anally I forced to do double penetration after the guys switched around a few times I felt weak and strange and that’s when I got the feeling.
-All the pain stopped all the laughing and name calling silenced and I felt like I was floating peacefully just watching it happen-
That’s the feeling its surreal I thought I was dying. It was like an out of body experience.
The second time.
When I was nineteen I was with a guy that appeared gentle and awesome all the things a girl wants, one day I refused to have sex with him because I had a period and he hit me, I fell down a set of stairs.
Once I hit the bottom I was in agony my shoulder was dislocated and my wrist was broken, he grabbed my arm twisting it around and pushed my face against the floor.
He fucked me there just like that I cried then all of a sudden just went silent.
-same feeling as before numb and silent, floating and surreal just watching and actually enjoying it. The same feeling again from a horrible experience.
I should have been sad and scared but ended up staying and searching the same warped out feeling.
The third time.
I had a friend of mine dominate me forcing me to fuck myself with a glass dildo while he whipped me extensively across my back.
It actually hurt quite a bit I was getting closer and closer to Cumming and right as the pain started burning and getting uncontrollable I went numb, I don’t think I could even hear the whip hitting me just there in a -surreal fading moment watching on as I was being whipped-. This time coming out of the floating numb sensation was a great experience climaxing on the glass dildo.
The fourth time.
With the same person as the third experience my DOM.
We had been in session regularly for a few months when we decided to stay at a hotel and have a guest come and fuck me. We realised before the session started that I had gotten my period and even though I was upset about it and uncomfortable my DOM made me go ahead with the night anyway.
I was fucked brutally by the guest whilst my DOM held my wrists down, yelled at me called me names and slapped my face, he grabbed at my body and forced me onto the guests cock as he was fucking me, the verbal abuse scared me and I zoned out
-Everything went numb and quiet, I felt like I was tingling and floating ad watching on seeing me fucked like a sex toy it was very arousing and a big turn on-
Twice now I have experienced this by accident and twice by pure luck two instances I was forced against by will and two I consented too.
This feeling I have searched for by being a slut I have found by being a sub.
This feeling is addictive and the biggest release I have ever felt and want to feel again.
It is my sub space
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
session 20
SESSION 20 -the real thing-
The session began with me putting on my own collar and shackles then placing my blind fold on
I waited for my DOM quietly sitting on the lounge (I REALISE NOW I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON MY KNEES WITH MY HEAD DOWN AND ARMS BEHIND MY BACK)
My DOM approached me and told me to stand up he led me to his cock and had me kneel on the ground and give him oral I sucked my DOM as he whipped my back it felt awesome painful but really good.
Once my DOM was satisfied he ordered me to stand up where he softly kissed me. I LOVED THIS IT MAKES ME FEEL OWNED AND LOVED MAKES I FEEL LIKE MY DOMS PROPERTY.
I was led to a small wooden table where I was told to sit back then lay along it with my back down, my wrist were shackled to a chain beneath the table the chain was different usually I an shackled to a spreader bar which gives me more of a chance to move and struggle the chain was tighter leaving me more imprisoned and unable to move or escape.
I was told to lift my legs up and spread them wide, my ankles were shackled to ropes holding my legs spread. I LOVE BEING TIED UP IT IS THE ULTIMATE FEELING FOR ME NOW. A leash was attached to my collar.
My DOM attached ropes to the table and they were used as handles they were put in my hands and I was told to hold on to them tightly and to not let go.
I was then fucked brutally my DOM thrashing me as he pulled hard at my leash and held tightly onto the cold chains he had wrapped around my waist I was being pulled at my throat dragged up and down the table gripping on to ropes and the chains around my waist were getting tighter with every thrust of my DOMS cock. He was fucking me so hard and brutally he was lifting the bottom end of the table off the ground with me.
I begged my DOM to let me cum he denied me the permission to I wanted to explode and cum on his cock but was not aloud to so I held back.
He fucked me like this until he needed a rest so he stopped and chose to whip me ten times on either side of my breast this hurt so badly it stung I could feel my skin burning and throbbing for quite a while after he had done it.
My DOM came around to the head of the table stood over me and pulled at the leash making me suck his cock and lick his balls it tasted only of my juices I felt like the towel someone uses to clean themselves off.
I was given oral and told not to cum, my DOM spat on my pussy allot I think spitting is so dirty and feel so humiliated and objectified when he does it. I was on the verge of Cumming right as my DOM had stopped I was so grateful I don’t think I could have taken a punishment for Cumming he was in a strict mood.
I was untied and led to the lounge where I was placed on my knees on the floor between my DOMS legs I was made to give my DOM extended oral and ball licking this went on for at least half an hour.
I was not ordered to give ass rimming to my DOM I just felt he would appreciate it and did it for him. It was a risk I could have been punished for but instead he enjoyed it greatly and used the leash to drag my face into his ass deeper.
While sucking my DOM I was forced to talk dirty about myself and past experiences.
I begged a few times for permission to ride my DOM and fuck him but was told no after begging a few times he told me no and slapped me across the face while I was sucking his cock.
My DOM stopped me and turned me around on my knees on the ground he passed me a large lubed up dildo and told me to sit it on the ground beneath me and to ride it and fuck myself as I continued sucking his cock, my legs were so sore it was such a huge task to do.
He tried to put me in another position to fuck the vibe in a doggy style position I failed to do it properly and get adequate penetration so he sat it on a table and forced me to sit on it and fuck it. After a few minutes my legs ached so badly I said the safe word and got off the dildo.
My DOM was very annoyed by this, he stood me up and bound my breast with an ice cold chain it also went over my shoulders and behind my back the links in the chains pinched my skin stinging me my DOM then shackled my hands together behind my back then forced me to bend over and attached a rope from my hands to a roof beam.
My DOM slapped me on the ass something he knows I hate he had me in an uncomfortable position where he could do pretty much anything to me.
I was made to stay bent over for the whole time I was attached to the beam my DOM had me suck his cock in this position it must have turned him on as he was all wet and pre-cummy it tasted awesome.
My DOM used the chains across my back as a hold to make me stay still or get dragged deeper as he fucked my mouth for a while.
I was fingered then slapped again on my ass a few times.
I was then made to stay there in that uncomfortable position as my DOM used a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum, I could feel the cum dripping from my pussy it was so hard so not fall over while Cumming standing up.
After such a loud and huge orgasm I was released from the position kissed again gently and then made to stand up straight with my arms still shackled behind me as my DOM made me guess what he was going to use on me next.
I heard a chattering metal sound so when I was asked to guess the first time I said pin wheel he told me I was wrong and slapped me across the face as a punishment he asked me again what I thought it was and I replied “clamps sir” once again he told me I was wrong and slapped me as punishment. He asked a third time and I replied pegs I was slapped called stupid and then made to stand still as he pin wheeled my breast it stung so badly and it was horrible trying to stand still.
All I could think about was the fact that my first guess was right and I was still punished and played with with mind games.
It was cruel but I like the fact that even know I was right my DOM was RIGHT and I was just his SUB TOY.
I was taken to the lounge where my arms were released I was to hold my legs open and receiver oral after a while my DOM told me we could have a break.
IN THIS BREAK THE BLINDFOLD WAS REMOVED I FINALLY GOT TO RIDE MY DOM TWICE I CAME THREE TIMES AND WE SNUGGLED,.
SO IT WAS THE END OF OUR SESSION THAT NIGHT.
THIS SESSION WAS EXTREME FOR ME I NEEDED THE RELEASE AND THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GIVEN I WAS TAKEN OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE BY THE AWKWARD POSITIONS, AND HAVING MY ASS SLAPPED, I WAS TOYED WITH, PUT THROUGH MIND GAMES, PIN WHEELED, SLAPPED AND SPAT ON.
USUALLY I SAY IT FELT GREAT AS I FELT HUMILIATED OR OBJECTIFIED BUT TONIGHT IT FELT GREAT BECAUSE I FELT LIKE A REAL SUB HAVING ONLY TO PLEASE MY DOM. IT WAS AWESOME
SubSlut
The session began with me putting on my own collar and shackles then placing my blind fold on
I waited for my DOM quietly sitting on the lounge (I REALISE NOW I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON MY KNEES WITH MY HEAD DOWN AND ARMS BEHIND MY BACK)
My DOM approached me and told me to stand up he led me to his cock and had me kneel on the ground and give him oral I sucked my DOM as he whipped my back it felt awesome painful but really good.
Once my DOM was satisfied he ordered me to stand up where he softly kissed me. I LOVED THIS IT MAKES ME FEEL OWNED AND LOVED MAKES I FEEL LIKE MY DOMS PROPERTY.
I was led to a small wooden table where I was told to sit back then lay along it with my back down, my wrist were shackled to a chain beneath the table the chain was different usually I an shackled to a spreader bar which gives me more of a chance to move and struggle the chain was tighter leaving me more imprisoned and unable to move or escape.
I was told to lift my legs up and spread them wide, my ankles were shackled to ropes holding my legs spread. I LOVE BEING TIED UP IT IS THE ULTIMATE FEELING FOR ME NOW. A leash was attached to my collar.
My DOM attached ropes to the table and they were used as handles they were put in my hands and I was told to hold on to them tightly and to not let go.
I was then fucked brutally my DOM thrashing me as he pulled hard at my leash and held tightly onto the cold chains he had wrapped around my waist I was being pulled at my throat dragged up and down the table gripping on to ropes and the chains around my waist were getting tighter with every thrust of my DOMS cock. He was fucking me so hard and brutally he was lifting the bottom end of the table off the ground with me.
I begged my DOM to let me cum he denied me the permission to I wanted to explode and cum on his cock but was not aloud to so I held back.
He fucked me like this until he needed a rest so he stopped and chose to whip me ten times on either side of my breast this hurt so badly it stung I could feel my skin burning and throbbing for quite a while after he had done it.
My DOM came around to the head of the table stood over me and pulled at the leash making me suck his cock and lick his balls it tasted only of my juices I felt like the towel someone uses to clean themselves off.
I was given oral and told not to cum, my DOM spat on my pussy allot I think spitting is so dirty and feel so humiliated and objectified when he does it. I was on the verge of Cumming right as my DOM had stopped I was so grateful I don’t think I could have taken a punishment for Cumming he was in a strict mood.
I was untied and led to the lounge where I was placed on my knees on the floor between my DOMS legs I was made to give my DOM extended oral and ball licking this went on for at least half an hour.
I was not ordered to give ass rimming to my DOM I just felt he would appreciate it and did it for him. It was a risk I could have been punished for but instead he enjoyed it greatly and used the leash to drag my face into his ass deeper.
While sucking my DOM I was forced to talk dirty about myself and past experiences.
I begged a few times for permission to ride my DOM and fuck him but was told no after begging a few times he told me no and slapped me across the face while I was sucking his cock.
My DOM stopped me and turned me around on my knees on the ground he passed me a large lubed up dildo and told me to sit it on the ground beneath me and to ride it and fuck myself as I continued sucking his cock, my legs were so sore it was such a huge task to do.
He tried to put me in another position to fuck the vibe in a doggy style position I failed to do it properly and get adequate penetration so he sat it on a table and forced me to sit on it and fuck it. After a few minutes my legs ached so badly I said the safe word and got off the dildo.
My DOM was very annoyed by this, he stood me up and bound my breast with an ice cold chain it also went over my shoulders and behind my back the links in the chains pinched my skin stinging me my DOM then shackled my hands together behind my back then forced me to bend over and attached a rope from my hands to a roof beam.
My DOM slapped me on the ass something he knows I hate he had me in an uncomfortable position where he could do pretty much anything to me.
I was made to stay bent over for the whole time I was attached to the beam my DOM had me suck his cock in this position it must have turned him on as he was all wet and pre-cummy it tasted awesome.
My DOM used the chains across my back as a hold to make me stay still or get dragged deeper as he fucked my mouth for a while.
I was fingered then slapped again on my ass a few times.
I was then made to stay there in that uncomfortable position as my DOM used a 240 volt electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum, I could feel the cum dripping from my pussy it was so hard so not fall over while Cumming standing up.
After such a loud and huge orgasm I was released from the position kissed again gently and then made to stand up straight with my arms still shackled behind me as my DOM made me guess what he was going to use on me next.
I heard a chattering metal sound so when I was asked to guess the first time I said pin wheel he told me I was wrong and slapped me across the face as a punishment he asked me again what I thought it was and I replied “clamps sir” once again he told me I was wrong and slapped me as punishment. He asked a third time and I replied pegs I was slapped called stupid and then made to stand still as he pin wheeled my breast it stung so badly and it was horrible trying to stand still.
All I could think about was the fact that my first guess was right and I was still punished and played with with mind games.
It was cruel but I like the fact that even know I was right my DOM was RIGHT and I was just his SUB TOY.
I was taken to the lounge where my arms were released I was to hold my legs open and receiver oral after a while my DOM told me we could have a break.
IN THIS BREAK THE BLINDFOLD WAS REMOVED I FINALLY GOT TO RIDE MY DOM TWICE I CAME THREE TIMES AND WE SNUGGLED,.
SO IT WAS THE END OF OUR SESSION THAT NIGHT.
THIS SESSION WAS EXTREME FOR ME I NEEDED THE RELEASE AND THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GIVEN I WAS TAKEN OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE BY THE AWKWARD POSITIONS, AND HAVING MY ASS SLAPPED, I WAS TOYED WITH, PUT THROUGH MIND GAMES, PIN WHEELED, SLAPPED AND SPAT ON.
USUALLY I SAY IT FELT GREAT AS I FELT HUMILIATED OR OBJECTIFIED BUT TONIGHT IT FELT GREAT BECAUSE I FELT LIKE A REAL SUB HAVING ONLY TO PLEASE MY DOM. IT WAS AWESOME
SubSlut
session 19
SESSION 19 -the lost vibe-
The session started with me putting my blindfold and collar on myself.
I sat on the lounge waiting instructions.
I felt my DOM stroke my head as he walked by me, he gave me shackles and asked me to place them on my ankles, he then gave me another set and ordered me to place them onto my wrist.
My DOM told me to stand up and my DOM led me by my arms to a wooden table in the centre of the room.
I was told to lie back onto my back on the wooden table where my wrists were shackled to a spreader bar beneath the table.
Two leads were attached to my collar and used as reins by my DOM; he used the reins to pull at me while he was fucking my face they were also used to control the depth of oral.
My DOM also added a metal cold chain around my waist as an extra type of reins to use to fuck me harder with. THE USE OF CHAINS IS GREAT THERE NOISY THERE STRONG AND THERE COLD. THERE A BIG TURN ON FOR ME I LOVE IT.
I was ordered to suck my DOMS balls and cock then to rim his ass he used the reins to pull me closer and get his cock deeper down my throat they worked well I felt very objectified.
I was slapped four times on either side of my breast this hurt allot as it has been along time since our last session and I was very sensitive I felt my breast stinging and throbbing for a while after I was slapped.
My DOM tied my legs up in a venerable position in which I had not experienced before and could not escape from.
It was uncomfortable and very straining on my leg muscles.
My thighs and my claves were bound together causing my legs to be bent, up in the air and spread open they were anchored to the table there was no way I was getting out of that position.
IT WAS A GREAT POSITION IT WAS VERY STRAINING AND THE FACT I COULDN’T GET AWAY ALL ADDED TO THE INTENCITY OF THE SESSION.
I was again ordered to suck my DOMs cock until he was satisfied and wanted to swap ends where he fucked me hard and rough I got so turned on and wet that he slipped out he slapped me on my cunt a few times as punishment for making him able to slip out and for being so messy.
My breast were both pegged and the lips of my pussy were also pegged, the pegs on my pussy and a thumb vibe was used on my clit for a few minutes before having the pegs removed from the lips of my pussy as they were hurting quite badly.
My DOM tried a different type of quick release clamps on my breast they were tight and stung it was a good feeling and a scary feeling as I knew they had a quick release and was worried it would hurt me.
After removing the pegs from my cunt (NOW KNOWN AS PUSSY AS MY DOM PREFERS IT) my DOM fucked me hard using the reins on my collar to pull at me I felt totally used and thrashed. I was so close to Cumming I asked my DOM for permission to cum he told me NO.
He fucked me until he was satisfied then walked away and returned with a large dildo (this large dildo fits inside me awesome but gives me a constant burning feeling like I am being stretched and it is too big for me. I love this feeling) I was fucked hard and fast with the large dildo I once again asked for permission to cum my DOM told me to count down from ten slowly and when I am done I can cum so I counted down, each number got harder to say and it got so hard to count slowly when I was desperate to cum I got down to one then screamed as I came it was awesome.
Right when I needed a break and to wind down he continued fucking me hard ordering me to cum again but this time when I came I was to scream “I am your property” “I am your slut” I did as I was told and continued to scream the words until I was finished Cumming I shook so much and screamed so loud it was a huge load.
Once again right as I was begging to have the large dildo removed my DOM tied it to my reins and to ropes around my legs and had it right inside me where I couldn’t get it out, my pussy was throbbing and burning I was made to keep it inside me for ten minutes.
After the ten minutes my DOM asked me if I liked it I replied “yes sir” and he told me “good it can stay there another ten minutes” this scared me as it was already stretching and burning I didn’t think I could do it.
My DOM pinched and squeezed my breast and with that I lifted my head and pushed the vibe out this happened a few times and every time my DOM re-inserted the vibe he did it harder causing me to struggle and push it out again.
I could feel my own cum dripping out of me it was warm and tingly my DOM untied the dildo and brought it up to my face ordering me to lick it clean and suck it.
It tasted so strongly of my juices sweet and tangy at the same time all I could smell was my own pussy juices.
The dildo was held in my mouth for a few minutes it was so heavy I would have definitely choked on it if it wasn’t for my DOM holding it.
My DOM removed the dildo and made me rim him for a while getting my tongue right inside him tongue fucking his ass, once he was satisfied he had me suck his cock for a few minutes before using a small thumb vibrator on my clit as he tongue fucked my pussy, as he licked my clit he inserted the vibrator inside me causing me to come so close to Cumming he went on to tongue fuck me as I was given permission to cum he pushed the vibrator inside while tongue fucking me after I orgasmed my DOM realized the vibe had gone quite deep inside me and we ended the session to remove it.
THIS SESSION WAS GREAT IT DIDN’T GO FOR LONG ENOUGH AS WE STOPPED TO REMOVE THE LOST VIBE HAHA THANKFULLY IT WAS REMOVED QUIET EASILY BY MY DOM WITH THE HELP OF A FEW FINGERS AND SOME LUBE, BEING TIED UP AND LEFT IN A VONERABLE POSITION MADE ME FEEL VERY ON EDGE AND WORRIED ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME I COULDN’T SEE ANYTHING AND I THINK ID LIKE TO BE TIED SOMEWHERE BLINDFOLDED AND BEING MADE TO LISTEN TO MY IPOD LOUND SO I COULDN’T SEE OR HEAR IT WOULD PROBABLY FREAK ME OUT ALLOT BUT I THINK THE SENSORY DEPRIVATION SOUNDS VERY INTERESTING AND I AM WANTING TO TRY IT,
HAVING REINS ON MY COLLAR MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PET AND A HELPLESS SLAVE I LOVED IT. I WAS IN A DULL MOOD THAT NIGHT ANFD THE SESSION WOULD HAVE GONE MUCH BETTER IF I WAS OUT OF THAT MOOD BUT EITHER WAY IT WAS AWESOME.
SubSlut
The session started with me putting my blindfold and collar on myself.
I sat on the lounge waiting instructions.
I felt my DOM stroke my head as he walked by me, he gave me shackles and asked me to place them on my ankles, he then gave me another set and ordered me to place them onto my wrist.
My DOM told me to stand up and my DOM led me by my arms to a wooden table in the centre of the room.
I was told to lie back onto my back on the wooden table where my wrists were shackled to a spreader bar beneath the table.
Two leads were attached to my collar and used as reins by my DOM; he used the reins to pull at me while he was fucking my face they were also used to control the depth of oral.
My DOM also added a metal cold chain around my waist as an extra type of reins to use to fuck me harder with. THE USE OF CHAINS IS GREAT THERE NOISY THERE STRONG AND THERE COLD. THERE A BIG TURN ON FOR ME I LOVE IT.
I was ordered to suck my DOMS balls and cock then to rim his ass he used the reins to pull me closer and get his cock deeper down my throat they worked well I felt very objectified.
I was slapped four times on either side of my breast this hurt allot as it has been along time since our last session and I was very sensitive I felt my breast stinging and throbbing for a while after I was slapped.
My DOM tied my legs up in a venerable position in which I had not experienced before and could not escape from.
It was uncomfortable and very straining on my leg muscles.
My thighs and my claves were bound together causing my legs to be bent, up in the air and spread open they were anchored to the table there was no way I was getting out of that position.
IT WAS A GREAT POSITION IT WAS VERY STRAINING AND THE FACT I COULDN’T GET AWAY ALL ADDED TO THE INTENCITY OF THE SESSION.
I was again ordered to suck my DOMs cock until he was satisfied and wanted to swap ends where he fucked me hard and rough I got so turned on and wet that he slipped out he slapped me on my cunt a few times as punishment for making him able to slip out and for being so messy.
My breast were both pegged and the lips of my pussy were also pegged, the pegs on my pussy and a thumb vibe was used on my clit for a few minutes before having the pegs removed from the lips of my pussy as they were hurting quite badly.
My DOM tried a different type of quick release clamps on my breast they were tight and stung it was a good feeling and a scary feeling as I knew they had a quick release and was worried it would hurt me.
After removing the pegs from my cunt (NOW KNOWN AS PUSSY AS MY DOM PREFERS IT) my DOM fucked me hard using the reins on my collar to pull at me I felt totally used and thrashed. I was so close to Cumming I asked my DOM for permission to cum he told me NO.
He fucked me until he was satisfied then walked away and returned with a large dildo (this large dildo fits inside me awesome but gives me a constant burning feeling like I am being stretched and it is too big for me. I love this feeling) I was fucked hard and fast with the large dildo I once again asked for permission to cum my DOM told me to count down from ten slowly and when I am done I can cum so I counted down, each number got harder to say and it got so hard to count slowly when I was desperate to cum I got down to one then screamed as I came it was awesome.
Right when I needed a break and to wind down he continued fucking me hard ordering me to cum again but this time when I came I was to scream “I am your property” “I am your slut” I did as I was told and continued to scream the words until I was finished Cumming I shook so much and screamed so loud it was a huge load.
Once again right as I was begging to have the large dildo removed my DOM tied it to my reins and to ropes around my legs and had it right inside me where I couldn’t get it out, my pussy was throbbing and burning I was made to keep it inside me for ten minutes.
After the ten minutes my DOM asked me if I liked it I replied “yes sir” and he told me “good it can stay there another ten minutes” this scared me as it was already stretching and burning I didn’t think I could do it.
My DOM pinched and squeezed my breast and with that I lifted my head and pushed the vibe out this happened a few times and every time my DOM re-inserted the vibe he did it harder causing me to struggle and push it out again.
I could feel my own cum dripping out of me it was warm and tingly my DOM untied the dildo and brought it up to my face ordering me to lick it clean and suck it.
It tasted so strongly of my juices sweet and tangy at the same time all I could smell was my own pussy juices.
The dildo was held in my mouth for a few minutes it was so heavy I would have definitely choked on it if it wasn’t for my DOM holding it.
My DOM removed the dildo and made me rim him for a while getting my tongue right inside him tongue fucking his ass, once he was satisfied he had me suck his cock for a few minutes before using a small thumb vibrator on my clit as he tongue fucked my pussy, as he licked my clit he inserted the vibrator inside me causing me to come so close to Cumming he went on to tongue fuck me as I was given permission to cum he pushed the vibrator inside while tongue fucking me after I orgasmed my DOM realized the vibe had gone quite deep inside me and we ended the session to remove it.
THIS SESSION WAS GREAT IT DIDN’T GO FOR LONG ENOUGH AS WE STOPPED TO REMOVE THE LOST VIBE HAHA THANKFULLY IT WAS REMOVED QUIET EASILY BY MY DOM WITH THE HELP OF A FEW FINGERS AND SOME LUBE, BEING TIED UP AND LEFT IN A VONERABLE POSITION MADE ME FEEL VERY ON EDGE AND WORRIED ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME I COULDN’T SEE ANYTHING AND I THINK ID LIKE TO BE TIED SOMEWHERE BLINDFOLDED AND BEING MADE TO LISTEN TO MY IPOD LOUND SO I COULDN’T SEE OR HEAR IT WOULD PROBABLY FREAK ME OUT ALLOT BUT I THINK THE SENSORY DEPRIVATION SOUNDS VERY INTERESTING AND I AM WANTING TO TRY IT,
HAVING REINS ON MY COLLAR MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PET AND A HELPLESS SLAVE I LOVED IT. I WAS IN A DULL MOOD THAT NIGHT ANFD THE SESSION WOULD HAVE GONE MUCH BETTER IF I WAS OUT OF THAT MOOD BUT EITHER WAY IT WAS AWESOME.
SubSlut
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
SESSION 18 BACK ON TRACK
Session 18
1-on-1 finally back on track
I was picked up by my DOM and forced to put my collar and shackles on in the car on the trip back to my DOMS house.
I was made to remove my pants in the car on the way and to fuck myself publicly with my legs up both at the traffic lights and in clear view of other drivers and also whilst driving along beside a marked police car.
This was uncomfortable as the dildo was quite large and hard to just fuck on the spot. But I did it and enjoyed it needing to cum I begged my DOM to allow me to cum he said “NO” so I did not cum.
I was ordered to pull out the dildo and lick my juices off it at traffic lights in front of the driver next to us he was looking and could see clearly.
As we drove into my DOMS drive way I was told to remove all of my clothing, and exit the car without removing the dildo and walk to the front of the car and bend over the bonnet.
It was freezing cold; my DOM came up behind me and pushed me against the bonnet.
He held my back hard so I couldn’t get away and fucked me hard with the big dildo until I came.
He then fucked me again until he felt me dripping cum. He then released me from the position against the car and told me to get inside and await orders.
I did as I was told.
Inside my DOM bound me in ropes sat me on a chair and tied me down to it. The ropes were pulling hard at my clit rubbing it I could feel the rope getting very wet and moist.
My DOM places a chain around my neck holding me back it was tight and cold and I was frightened.
My nipples were tortured I was humiliated and fLogged.
I thought it was over then felt the pinwheel. It stung I was so sensitive. My DOM threatened me with hot wax I knew I was too sensitive for it so I said “RED” and he stopped.
My DOM bound my breast with cold metal chains he forced my legs open and fingered me by this point the ropes were dripping wet.
I was moved from this position and bound all over my chest and stomach my breast were still bound in chains my arms were shackled behind me and I was made to kneel down and suck my DOMS cock and lick his balls.
He slapped me across the face this always upsets me.
I was put onto my back with my feet shackled to a spreader bar above my body hanging from a roof beam over my head. My arms were shackled above my head to a desk I was fucked really hard by my DOM.
My DOM fucked me until he had had enough then he fucked me with a giant extra large dildo I cried in pain and was given permission to cum so I came.
I was stretched badly and harshly for a while then I was licked by my DOM he rimmed and tongue fucked my ass before fucking me again brutally.
I was untied and given a short rest where I was made to lay on my back on the lounge where I was fucked again brutally then forced to suck my DOM I received extensive licking and oral from my DOM I begged him to fuck my ass but I was too tight and we couldn’t do it.
I fingered my ass for my DOM to watch
And then fell to sleep whilst giving him a hand job
I was so stretched and sensitive and exhausted that I couldn’t take any more
End of session
FINALLY WE GOT BACK ON TRAC AND MY DOM WAS ABLE TO SHOW ME WHERE I STAND AGAIN
I MISSED IT
I LOVE IT
I WANT MORE OF IT
1-on-1 finally back on track
I was picked up by my DOM and forced to put my collar and shackles on in the car on the trip back to my DOMS house.
I was made to remove my pants in the car on the way and to fuck myself publicly with my legs up both at the traffic lights and in clear view of other drivers and also whilst driving along beside a marked police car.
This was uncomfortable as the dildo was quite large and hard to just fuck on the spot. But I did it and enjoyed it needing to cum I begged my DOM to allow me to cum he said “NO” so I did not cum.
I was ordered to pull out the dildo and lick my juices off it at traffic lights in front of the driver next to us he was looking and could see clearly.
As we drove into my DOMS drive way I was told to remove all of my clothing, and exit the car without removing the dildo and walk to the front of the car and bend over the bonnet.
It was freezing cold; my DOM came up behind me and pushed me against the bonnet.
He held my back hard so I couldn’t get away and fucked me hard with the big dildo until I came.
He then fucked me again until he felt me dripping cum. He then released me from the position against the car and told me to get inside and await orders.
I did as I was told.
Inside my DOM bound me in ropes sat me on a chair and tied me down to it. The ropes were pulling hard at my clit rubbing it I could feel the rope getting very wet and moist.
My DOM places a chain around my neck holding me back it was tight and cold and I was frightened.
My nipples were tortured I was humiliated and fLogged.
I thought it was over then felt the pinwheel. It stung I was so sensitive. My DOM threatened me with hot wax I knew I was too sensitive for it so I said “RED” and he stopped.
My DOM bound my breast with cold metal chains he forced my legs open and fingered me by this point the ropes were dripping wet.
I was moved from this position and bound all over my chest and stomach my breast were still bound in chains my arms were shackled behind me and I was made to kneel down and suck my DOMS cock and lick his balls.
He slapped me across the face this always upsets me.
I was put onto my back with my feet shackled to a spreader bar above my body hanging from a roof beam over my head. My arms were shackled above my head to a desk I was fucked really hard by my DOM.
My DOM fucked me until he had had enough then he fucked me with a giant extra large dildo I cried in pain and was given permission to cum so I came.
I was stretched badly and harshly for a while then I was licked by my DOM he rimmed and tongue fucked my ass before fucking me again brutally.
I was untied and given a short rest where I was made to lay on my back on the lounge where I was fucked again brutally then forced to suck my DOM I received extensive licking and oral from my DOM I begged him to fuck my ass but I was too tight and we couldn’t do it.
I fingered my ass for my DOM to watch
And then fell to sleep whilst giving him a hand job
I was so stretched and sensitive and exhausted that I couldn’t take any more
End of session
FINALLY WE GOT BACK ON TRAC AND MY DOM WAS ABLE TO SHOW ME WHERE I STAND AGAIN
I MISSED IT
I LOVE IT
I WANT MORE OF IT
session 17 the whore's hour
Session 17
Whore
Geoff was at the door, my DOM ordered me to open the door wearing nothing but my collar.
I was to accept money for sex from Geoff I took the money and passed it to my DOM.
I led Geoff inside to the lounge room where I was blindfolded by my DOM.
I was ordered to get on my knees on the ground and to suck Geoff through his pants until I had made them moist I was then aloud to fish out Geoff’s hard throbbing cock and suck it.
Geoff held me by the hair and forced me to deep throat him before my DOM shackled me down on my back over a small wooden table.
I was trapped on this table with my arms shackled by my wrist and connected to a spreader bar beneath the table; my ankles were both shackled to the legs of the table.
There was no way I could escape.
My mouth was raped. Deep and rough causing me to choke cry and squeal.
I couldn’t breathe it was so full on.
I was just constantly gagging on Geoff’s cock.
I could hear my DOM calling me dirty names in the back ground he ripped my head up by my hair to make Geoff’s cock slide deeper down my throat.
By this time my blind fold was wet covered in tears.
I FELT ABUSED AND OBJECTIFIED LIKE I WAS BEING ALLOWED TO BE RAPED BY A PAYING GUY.
While I was forced to continue deep throating my DOM stretched my cunt with a large dildo fucking me hard with it making me scream, he asked me if it was too big I cried yes sir so he took it out.
He returned and shoved an even bigger dildo inside me thrashing me with it.
It was so thick it hurt I could feel my skin stretching and burning he walked away and left it there inside me it was too big to push out I felt completely humiliated and I was in allot of pain.
Geoff rammed his cock down my throat so deep I couldn’t breathe and begun to freak out shaking and trying to get away I managed to push the dildo out while choking on pre cum.
Geoff and my DOM swapped ends and GEOFF started thrashing me fucking me so hard and rough I was screaming my tits were bound and I had a chain around my neck holding my head down in place my DOM strangled and choked me GEOFF was pinching me and massaging me hard it hurt so badly.
My breasts were pin wheeled and then tortured by my DOM with Velcro gloves.
I hear him tell Geoff “she isn’t made of tissue paper” you can treat her rough this scared me so much it was hard and rough as it was I didn’t think I could take any more.
I was humiliated and called names by my DOM he told GEOFF he was going to soft and to treat me harder.
My DOM slapped my face and forced me to beg for cum. He called me a dirty whore and spat on me.
Geoff couldn’t cum and I was told I would be punished.The hour was up.
And I was untied and allowed to rest
End of session
SUB SLUT
Whore
Geoff was at the door, my DOM ordered me to open the door wearing nothing but my collar.
I was to accept money for sex from Geoff I took the money and passed it to my DOM.
I led Geoff inside to the lounge room where I was blindfolded by my DOM.
I was ordered to get on my knees on the ground and to suck Geoff through his pants until I had made them moist I was then aloud to fish out Geoff’s hard throbbing cock and suck it.
Geoff held me by the hair and forced me to deep throat him before my DOM shackled me down on my back over a small wooden table.
I was trapped on this table with my arms shackled by my wrist and connected to a spreader bar beneath the table; my ankles were both shackled to the legs of the table.
There was no way I could escape.
My mouth was raped. Deep and rough causing me to choke cry and squeal.
I couldn’t breathe it was so full on.
I was just constantly gagging on Geoff’s cock.
I could hear my DOM calling me dirty names in the back ground he ripped my head up by my hair to make Geoff’s cock slide deeper down my throat.
By this time my blind fold was wet covered in tears.
I FELT ABUSED AND OBJECTIFIED LIKE I WAS BEING ALLOWED TO BE RAPED BY A PAYING GUY.
While I was forced to continue deep throating my DOM stretched my cunt with a large dildo fucking me hard with it making me scream, he asked me if it was too big I cried yes sir so he took it out.
He returned and shoved an even bigger dildo inside me thrashing me with it.
It was so thick it hurt I could feel my skin stretching and burning he walked away and left it there inside me it was too big to push out I felt completely humiliated and I was in allot of pain.
Geoff rammed his cock down my throat so deep I couldn’t breathe and begun to freak out shaking and trying to get away I managed to push the dildo out while choking on pre cum.
Geoff and my DOM swapped ends and GEOFF started thrashing me fucking me so hard and rough I was screaming my tits were bound and I had a chain around my neck holding my head down in place my DOM strangled and choked me GEOFF was pinching me and massaging me hard it hurt so badly.
My breasts were pin wheeled and then tortured by my DOM with Velcro gloves.
I hear him tell Geoff “she isn’t made of tissue paper” you can treat her rough this scared me so much it was hard and rough as it was I didn’t think I could take any more.
I was humiliated and called names by my DOM he told GEOFF he was going to soft and to treat me harder.
My DOM slapped my face and forced me to beg for cum. He called me a dirty whore and spat on me.
Geoff couldn’t cum and I was told I would be punished.The hour was up.
And I was untied and allowed to rest
End of session
SUB SLUT
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
-THE END-
-The drive home-
Even know the session was over PHILL wouldn’t allow me to remove my wrist or ankle shackles.
I was made to wear them home this made me feel really embarrassed and low, humiliated, sad and objectified I felt really horrible and not worthy to have a DOM
I didn’t feel like I deserved the shackles I was wearingL
-THE NEXT SESSION-
I was fucked with a large dildo my hands and legs where shackled up in the air and joint to the wall.
I was forced to give my DOM oral.
And was fucked hard with the fake cock.
After arriving home in conversation I was told I was not a good sub that night as I couldn’t concentrate and was not submissive enough. This hurt me and helped me make the decision to ask to be freed of my position as my DOMS sub.
We met for dinner and I gave PHILL back the shackles and collar I was given as his sub.
We parted as nothing more than friends in a plutonic friendship
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MY OWN DECISION TO END OUR BDSM RELATIONSHIP I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS CAVING IN AND THAT THE ONLY STABILITY IN MY MIND WAS COMING FROM PHILL.
Even know the session was over PHILL wouldn’t allow me to remove my wrist or ankle shackles.
I was made to wear them home this made me feel really embarrassed and low, humiliated, sad and objectified I felt really horrible and not worthy to have a DOM
I didn’t feel like I deserved the shackles I was wearingL
-THE NEXT SESSION-
I was fucked with a large dildo my hands and legs where shackled up in the air and joint to the wall.
I was forced to give my DOM oral.
And was fucked hard with the fake cock.
After arriving home in conversation I was told I was not a good sub that night as I couldn’t concentrate and was not submissive enough. This hurt me and helped me make the decision to ask to be freed of my position as my DOMS sub.
We met for dinner and I gave PHILL back the shackles and collar I was given as his sub.
We parted as nothing more than friends in a plutonic friendship
EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MY OWN DECISION TO END OUR BDSM RELATIONSHIP I FELT LIKE MY LIFE WAS CAVING IN AND THAT THE ONLY STABILITY IN MY MIND WAS COMING FROM PHILL.
SESSION 15 -tony-
SESSION 15 –TONY-
Sitting on my DOMS bed I had my ankles and wrist shackled.
I made eye contact with my DOM and was slapped across the face for it.
I was then blindfolded and collared by my DOM who also placed nipple clamps on my breast and joined the chain to my collar, every time I moved it pulled at my breast causing a sting.
I very much enjoyed this it was an awesome feeling with restricted movement possible, I would love to do this again.
I was made to lie on my back with my head over the end of the bed where I was then made to suck on my DOMS balls.
FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS WAS QUITE DISCUSTNG AS THEY WERE SWEATY AND VERY HAIRY SO I GOT HAIR IN MY MOUTH AND IT TASTED AWFULL.
When I spat pubic hair out I was told not to and humiliated for it.
I was made to suck my DOMS dick after a while I was told to get up on my knees where my breast where then bound with metal chain and paddelocked up.
THIS WAS AWESOME, OBJECTIFYING, COLD AND MADE ME FEEL SO NERVOUS I GOT VERY WET AND TURNED ON BY THE USE OF CHAINS.
I was gagged and flogged hard with the leather SLUT flogger on my back I was now used to the sensation of the burning and swelling of my flesh.
I was whipped hard a few times and then was tortured on my breast by a riding crop and pin wheeled the pin wheel was also used lightly across my throat THIS WAS CRAZY SCARY
I was laid on my back where I received oral from my DOM my arms where spread out each side of me IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH BETTER TIED UP.
I was told not to cum.
My DOM placed a small thumb vibe inside me and told me not to let it come out he then gagged me with a pair of his used underwear and left me for what felt like an hour.
I was left in this state until our guest was shown in.
TONY was different from other guest I had been used by before.
He was loud and spoke he wasn’t sneaking around at all.
THE FACT THAT HE WAS SO LOUD AND TALKATIVE MADE ME THINK THAT THERE COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEONE ELSE PRESENT ASWELL.
I was on my back with my head over the edge of the bed when I was instructed to suck TONY and get him hard.
He played with both my clit and my breast while I was sucking him.
I was made to also suck his balls I liked sucking them they were clean and shaven.
My DOM made me rim TONY’s ass also.
While I deep throated TONY he go so hard that I couldn’t breathe any more his dick was blocking my wind pipe this was scary and exiting I felt my DOMS hand feel my clit.
This actually made me feel safe and more relaxed.
I gagged allot on TONYs cock. My DOM was recording this whole session with TONY.
TONY decided to fuck me; he put a condom on and fucked me missionary while I sucked my DOMS cock.
TONY HAD A GREAT SIDED COCK FOR ME BUT DID NOT FUCK ME ANY WHERE NEAR LONG ENOUGH IT WAS GREAT BEING USED AS A SEX TOY BUT IT WAS NOT ENOUGHTO ACTUALLY SATISFY ME (THE SEX).
After tony fucked me for what felt like two minutes he pulled out, removed the condom and throat fucked me until he came over my face.
My DOM ordered me to spit any cum in my mouth out make it run down my face then scoop it all up to play with it until all of the cum was in my mouth for me to swallow.
TONY got dressed said thank you and left.
My DOM told me I did a good job then spent approx thirty minutes teasing me not allowing me to cum I was teased until I was all fired up then made to roll over onto my hands and knees for pain play!
Whilst my DOM whipped my back torturing me was made to use an electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum.
Once I came I was given a short rest in which I destroyed by shit stirring and brought on my own severe punishment.
I told my DOM I had been discretely planning to cheat and he caught me out with all of my lies and secrets.
As punishment my DOM used a sharp pin wheel to drag along by back deep into my flesh on my back engraving the word LIER into my skin
I was to sit up and be still with my gag ball in my mouth whilst this was done.
HE spat on my raised red and welted marks and rubbed his saliva in.
ALL I COULD FEEL WAS STINGING AND BURNING I DID NOT ENJOY THIS PUNISHMENT AT ALL I FELT STUPID AND HUMILIATED IT WS A REAL PUNISHMENT.
FOR ME IT WAS REALLY SERIOUS SAD AND SCARY.
My DOM used his Velcro gloves to rub along my back and to torture my breast with he then rolled me onto my back which was extremely pain full to be on, to fuck me in a missionary position roughly.
Every thrust pushed my back along the bed causing me tremendous pain.
I FELT LIKE AN ABUSED OBJECTLIKE A DIRTY SEX DOLL.
I wasn’t able to make any eye contact with my DOM I felt to humiliated I was forced to suck his cock and lick his balls until he came.
I then licked up the cum and cleaned his dick
End of session
Sub Slut
Sitting on my DOMS bed I had my ankles and wrist shackled.
I made eye contact with my DOM and was slapped across the face for it.
I was then blindfolded and collared by my DOM who also placed nipple clamps on my breast and joined the chain to my collar, every time I moved it pulled at my breast causing a sting.
I very much enjoyed this it was an awesome feeling with restricted movement possible, I would love to do this again.
I was made to lie on my back with my head over the end of the bed where I was then made to suck on my DOMS balls.
FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS WAS QUITE DISCUSTNG AS THEY WERE SWEATY AND VERY HAIRY SO I GOT HAIR IN MY MOUTH AND IT TASTED AWFULL.
When I spat pubic hair out I was told not to and humiliated for it.
I was made to suck my DOMS dick after a while I was told to get up on my knees where my breast where then bound with metal chain and paddelocked up.
THIS WAS AWESOME, OBJECTIFYING, COLD AND MADE ME FEEL SO NERVOUS I GOT VERY WET AND TURNED ON BY THE USE OF CHAINS.
I was gagged and flogged hard with the leather SLUT flogger on my back I was now used to the sensation of the burning and swelling of my flesh.
I was whipped hard a few times and then was tortured on my breast by a riding crop and pin wheeled the pin wheel was also used lightly across my throat THIS WAS CRAZY SCARY
I was laid on my back where I received oral from my DOM my arms where spread out each side of me IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH BETTER TIED UP.
I was told not to cum.
My DOM placed a small thumb vibe inside me and told me not to let it come out he then gagged me with a pair of his used underwear and left me for what felt like an hour.
I was left in this state until our guest was shown in.
TONY was different from other guest I had been used by before.
He was loud and spoke he wasn’t sneaking around at all.
THE FACT THAT HE WAS SO LOUD AND TALKATIVE MADE ME THINK THAT THERE COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEONE ELSE PRESENT ASWELL.
I was on my back with my head over the edge of the bed when I was instructed to suck TONY and get him hard.
He played with both my clit and my breast while I was sucking him.
I was made to also suck his balls I liked sucking them they were clean and shaven.
My DOM made me rim TONY’s ass also.
While I deep throated TONY he go so hard that I couldn’t breathe any more his dick was blocking my wind pipe this was scary and exiting I felt my DOMS hand feel my clit.
This actually made me feel safe and more relaxed.
I gagged allot on TONYs cock. My DOM was recording this whole session with TONY.
TONY decided to fuck me; he put a condom on and fucked me missionary while I sucked my DOMS cock.
TONY HAD A GREAT SIDED COCK FOR ME BUT DID NOT FUCK ME ANY WHERE NEAR LONG ENOUGH IT WAS GREAT BEING USED AS A SEX TOY BUT IT WAS NOT ENOUGHTO ACTUALLY SATISFY ME (THE SEX).
After tony fucked me for what felt like two minutes he pulled out, removed the condom and throat fucked me until he came over my face.
My DOM ordered me to spit any cum in my mouth out make it run down my face then scoop it all up to play with it until all of the cum was in my mouth for me to swallow.
TONY got dressed said thank you and left.
My DOM told me I did a good job then spent approx thirty minutes teasing me not allowing me to cum I was teased until I was all fired up then made to roll over onto my hands and knees for pain play!
Whilst my DOM whipped my back torturing me was made to use an electric vibrator on my clit until I was given permission to cum.
Once I came I was given a short rest in which I destroyed by shit stirring and brought on my own severe punishment.
I told my DOM I had been discretely planning to cheat and he caught me out with all of my lies and secrets.
As punishment my DOM used a sharp pin wheel to drag along by back deep into my flesh on my back engraving the word LIER into my skin
I was to sit up and be still with my gag ball in my mouth whilst this was done.
HE spat on my raised red and welted marks and rubbed his saliva in.
ALL I COULD FEEL WAS STINGING AND BURNING I DID NOT ENJOY THIS PUNISHMENT AT ALL I FELT STUPID AND HUMILIATED IT WS A REAL PUNISHMENT.
FOR ME IT WAS REALLY SERIOUS SAD AND SCARY.
My DOM used his Velcro gloves to rub along my back and to torture my breast with he then rolled me onto my back which was extremely pain full to be on, to fuck me in a missionary position roughly.
Every thrust pushed my back along the bed causing me tremendous pain.
I FELT LIKE AN ABUSED OBJECTLIKE A DIRTY SEX DOLL.
I wasn’t able to make any eye contact with my DOM I felt to humiliated I was forced to suck his cock and lick his balls until he came.
I then licked up the cum and cleaned his dick
End of session
Sub Slut
session 14 -my house-
SESSION 14 –MY HOUSE-
Session started with me being shackled collared and blindfolded in the kitchen
My DOM ordered me to stand up and lean over my kitchen counter.
I was gagged and flogged twice very hard with the leather SLUT flogger.
After standing and waiting for what felt like forever with the throbbing of my back swelling the words slut across my back My DOM placed a chain made of two pairs of long metal hand cuffs around my waist.
They were heavy and cold I felt god in them and like a pet or someone that belonged.
IT WAS FREEZING COLD THEY GAVE ME SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE AND GOOSE BUMPS ALL OVER.
I was put on a leash and led blindfolded to the bedroom.
Once into the bedroom I was made to kneel on the bed and give my DOM oral.
I had a vibrating egg inserted inside me and turned on high I was ordered not to cum.
Whilst my DOM watched me on DVD I was to give him oral, lick his balls and rim his ass.
I was slapped in the face a few times and called names, I was humiliated and forced to kiss and lick my DOMs feet this I found extremely uncomfortable and humiliating.
THIS WAS A LIMIT I WAS NEVER INTENDING TO PASS BUT IN MY SUB ROLL I DID AS I WAS TOLD AND HAVE NOW DONE IT.
I was slapped across the face and forced to suck on my DOMS cock and gag on it.
I was ordered to lick my DOMS balls and suck his cock until he came on my face, he smeared it in and I was told it was to stay there all night.
I WAS VERY STICKY AND WAS REEKING OF CUM IT WAS DIRTY.
After my DOM was finished humiliating me I was led to the lounge room where I was then made to stand up straight and still whilst having my breast bound.
My breast where tortured with gloves made of Velcro I was pushed and forced to lay on my stomach with my breast bound and whipped on my back.
It was intense pain being laid on my stomach with my breast bound my ankles and wrist were shackled together leaving all of my weight on my breast and stomach I was unable to stay in this position for long and had to use a safe word as the pain was too intense.
I was flipped over onto my back with my wrist shackled to my ankles.
I was then stretched by my DOM using two full sized dildos inside me at once the sensation of being stretched so far made me cum.
I was also fucked with my glass dildo that was placed in the freezer before play it turned out to be painfully cold.
This pain was both good and bad.
Whilst still having my breast bound my DOM decided to torture them some more by spanking them and pin wheeling them.
IT FELT GREAT BUT I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY HANDS. I WOULD PREFER MY HANDS WERE TIED OR SHACKLED IN THIS SITUATION SO I CANT HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER WHAT IS BEING DONE TO ME. THE TORTURE WAS ALSO DONE WHILST I DID NOT HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY GAG BALL TO PROTECT MY TEETH.
Still laying on my back with my feet and ankles shackled together my DOM placed my vibrating egg inside me and two mini thumb vibes either side of my clit all vibrators were turned on high I was made to take this until I came so many times I was too sensitive for anything more and said the safe word.
My DOM removed the vibrating egg and thumb vibes unshackled me and we relaxed together.
End of play
THIS WAS AN AWESOME OBJECTIFYING LONG SESSION
Sub Slut
Session started with me being shackled collared and blindfolded in the kitchen
My DOM ordered me to stand up and lean over my kitchen counter.
I was gagged and flogged twice very hard with the leather SLUT flogger.
After standing and waiting for what felt like forever with the throbbing of my back swelling the words slut across my back My DOM placed a chain made of two pairs of long metal hand cuffs around my waist.
They were heavy and cold I felt god in them and like a pet or someone that belonged.
IT WAS FREEZING COLD THEY GAVE ME SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE AND GOOSE BUMPS ALL OVER.
I was put on a leash and led blindfolded to the bedroom.
Once into the bedroom I was made to kneel on the bed and give my DOM oral.
I had a vibrating egg inserted inside me and turned on high I was ordered not to cum.
Whilst my DOM watched me on DVD I was to give him oral, lick his balls and rim his ass.
I was slapped in the face a few times and called names, I was humiliated and forced to kiss and lick my DOMs feet this I found extremely uncomfortable and humiliating.
THIS WAS A LIMIT I WAS NEVER INTENDING TO PASS BUT IN MY SUB ROLL I DID AS I WAS TOLD AND HAVE NOW DONE IT.
I was slapped across the face and forced to suck on my DOMS cock and gag on it.
I was ordered to lick my DOMS balls and suck his cock until he came on my face, he smeared it in and I was told it was to stay there all night.
I WAS VERY STICKY AND WAS REEKING OF CUM IT WAS DIRTY.
After my DOM was finished humiliating me I was led to the lounge room where I was then made to stand up straight and still whilst having my breast bound.
My breast where tortured with gloves made of Velcro I was pushed and forced to lay on my stomach with my breast bound and whipped on my back.
It was intense pain being laid on my stomach with my breast bound my ankles and wrist were shackled together leaving all of my weight on my breast and stomach I was unable to stay in this position for long and had to use a safe word as the pain was too intense.
I was flipped over onto my back with my wrist shackled to my ankles.
I was then stretched by my DOM using two full sized dildos inside me at once the sensation of being stretched so far made me cum.
I was also fucked with my glass dildo that was placed in the freezer before play it turned out to be painfully cold.
This pain was both good and bad.
Whilst still having my breast bound my DOM decided to torture them some more by spanking them and pin wheeling them.
IT FELT GREAT BUT I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY HANDS. I WOULD PREFER MY HANDS WERE TIED OR SHACKLED IN THIS SITUATION SO I CANT HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER WHAT IS BEING DONE TO ME. THE TORTURE WAS ALSO DONE WHILST I DID NOT HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY GAG BALL TO PROTECT MY TEETH.
Still laying on my back with my feet and ankles shackled together my DOM placed my vibrating egg inside me and two mini thumb vibes either side of my clit all vibrators were turned on high I was made to take this until I came so many times I was too sensitive for anything more and said the safe word.
My DOM removed the vibrating egg and thumb vibes unshackled me and we relaxed together.
End of play
THIS WAS AN AWESOME OBJECTIFYING LONG SESSION
Sub Slut
-A FEW THINGS-
-A FEW THINGS-
- NOISE COMPLAINT-
- I received a noise complaint from my real estate agent after session 13.
There was a complaint about a lady screaming in pain lol –
-A NO SHOW-
-Tony did not turn up to the Travelodge in blacktown for the group session it made me feel useless and unwanted but was also a relief as it was the night I got my period unexpectedly-
-EYE CONACT-
-Geoff has proven to be a very helpful contact to have but I want to wear a blindfold for now on and in future play as I found it impossible to make any form of eye contact with him-
-BACK BONDAGE-
-I prefer hitting and bondage done to my back instead of my ass and legs due to healing and bruising-
- NOISE COMPLAINT-
- I received a noise complaint from my real estate agent after session 13.
There was a complaint about a lady screaming in pain lol –
-A NO SHOW-
-Tony did not turn up to the Travelodge in blacktown for the group session it made me feel useless and unwanted but was also a relief as it was the night I got my period unexpectedly-
-EYE CONACT-
-Geoff has proven to be a very helpful contact to have but I want to wear a blindfold for now on and in future play as I found it impossible to make any form of eye contact with him-
-BACK BONDAGE-
-I prefer hitting and bondage done to my back instead of my ass and legs due to healing and bruising-
session 13 -one on one-
SESSION 13 -ONE ON ONE-
This session started with me applying my wrist and ankle shackles on; once they were on I placed my blindfold over my eyes.
My DOM then ordered me to lay on my stomach over the lounge where my wrists were attached to a spreader bar which was placed under the lounge. I was now trapped across the lounge with my ankles shackled together.
My DOM then placed my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT GIVES ME A SENSE OF BELONGING TO SOMEONE BEING OWNED IT IS AN AWESOME FEELING FOR ME IT IS MORE DAMANDING AND CONTROLLING.
My DOM also placed my gag ball in my mouth and warned me that the two hits coming were going to be very hard and pain full.
He then flogged me twice with a leather slut flogger, the pain was intense bad burning and stinging, I could feel myself swelling.
He then lashed at me with a leather whip I was put under prolonged bondage to my back.
My DOM dragged a cold chain along my body it felt awesome.
WHILE I WAS IN THIS POSITION I WAS ALSO WHIPED ACROSS THE BACK OF MY UPPER LEGS WITH A LARGE FELT WHIP I HAD MY BACK LIGHTLY TORTURED WITH A PIN WHEEL WHICH FELT EXTREMELY SHARP AND STUNG LIKE CRAZY.
The pin wheel is the most pain full tool I received this session apart from the two initial slut floggings.
After a long session of bondage on my back I was released from the position and placed on my back where I was in a position with my head hanging over the end of the lounge where I had my throat raped.
I LOVE THE SENSATION OF HAVING NO CHOICES AND Choking ON A COCK UNTIL I LITTERALLY CANT BREATH.
After the face fucking I was still on my back with my hands and feet tied to the spreader bar, my nipples were clamped and covered in pegs. This felt awesome.
I was scared having a large dagger knife dragged across my skin and throat (very scary stuff) while my DOM was telling me he could stab me and kill me easily.
I was strangled and put through breath play.
Breath play both scares and excites me it is like an adrenalin rush for me!
I was placed on my back where my DOM teased me sexually for around 45 minutes the teasing wares me out a lot I was teased until I was liked against my wishes and made to cum
BEING LICKED AFTER ASKING FOR IT NOT TO HAPPEN WAS A BOUNDARY STEPPED OVER WHERE I WOULD USUALLY FEEL UPSET INSTEAD FELT OWNED AND THAT I HAD NO CHOICE….. THAT’S WHAT BEING A SUB ALL IS ABOUT.
After Cumming u was given a rest I was so exhausted I fell to sleep
End of play
Sub Slut
This session started with me applying my wrist and ankle shackles on; once they were on I placed my blindfold over my eyes.
My DOM then ordered me to lay on my stomach over the lounge where my wrists were attached to a spreader bar which was placed under the lounge. I was now trapped across the lounge with my ankles shackled together.
My DOM then placed my collar on me. I LOVE IT WHEN HE PUTS IT ON ME IT GIVES ME A SENSE OF BELONGING TO SOMEONE BEING OWNED IT IS AN AWESOME FEELING FOR ME IT IS MORE DAMANDING AND CONTROLLING.
My DOM also placed my gag ball in my mouth and warned me that the two hits coming were going to be very hard and pain full.
He then flogged me twice with a leather slut flogger, the pain was intense bad burning and stinging, I could feel myself swelling.
He then lashed at me with a leather whip I was put under prolonged bondage to my back.
My DOM dragged a cold chain along my body it felt awesome.
WHILE I WAS IN THIS POSITION I WAS ALSO WHIPED ACROSS THE BACK OF MY UPPER LEGS WITH A LARGE FELT WHIP I HAD MY BACK LIGHTLY TORTURED WITH A PIN WHEEL WHICH FELT EXTREMELY SHARP AND STUNG LIKE CRAZY.
The pin wheel is the most pain full tool I received this session apart from the two initial slut floggings.
After a long session of bondage on my back I was released from the position and placed on my back where I was in a position with my head hanging over the end of the lounge where I had my throat raped.
I LOVE THE SENSATION OF HAVING NO CHOICES AND Choking ON A COCK UNTIL I LITTERALLY CANT BREATH.
After the face fucking I was still on my back with my hands and feet tied to the spreader bar, my nipples were clamped and covered in pegs. This felt awesome.
I was scared having a large dagger knife dragged across my skin and throat (very scary stuff) while my DOM was telling me he could stab me and kill me easily.
I was strangled and put through breath play.
Breath play both scares and excites me it is like an adrenalin rush for me!
I was placed on my back where my DOM teased me sexually for around 45 minutes the teasing wares me out a lot I was teased until I was liked against my wishes and made to cum
BEING LICKED AFTER ASKING FOR IT NOT TO HAPPEN WAS A BOUNDARY STEPPED OVER WHERE I WOULD USUALLY FEEL UPSET INSTEAD FELT OWNED AND THAT I HAD NO CHOICE….. THAT’S WHAT BEING A SUB ALL IS ABOUT.
After Cumming u was given a rest I was so exhausted I fell to sleep
End of play
Sub Slut
session 12 -with guest-
Play 12 –with guest-
I met my DÖM at the Travelodge in blacktown.
We went to our room where I showered and shaved in preparation for the night I was to experience ahead.
I dressed sexy and left for three hours to meet PAUL a net guy for a release fuck in which my DOM allowed me to do.
I was told to be back by 10:30pm and every minute late I would be punished for.
I arrived back at 10:33pm three minutes late I was told I would be punished three times.
My DOM ordered me to go to the toilet and urinate in front of him as he watched on.
I CAN NOT GO TO THE TOILET AT ALL IF ANY ONE IS PRESENT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME!
I was unable to go to the toilet and after allot of staring and angry taunts my DOM walked away.
I then realized that I had my period (very light almost not there)
After pleading with my DOM to allow me to rain check our session he made me go through with the night and all of its activities.
I was shackled on my back on the hotel bed where my DOM ripped my fishnet bodysuit open at the crutch.
IT WAS INCREDIBLY HOT AND A TURN ON TO HAVE MYCLOTHES RIPPED WHILE ON ME. MMM I LOVED IT.
At 11pm we were expecting two guest but only one showed up so we went on playing with GEOFF the one that did turn up GEOFF WAS ALSO THE SAME GUY IN OUR PREVIOUS SESSION WHERE I WAS MADE TO SUCK TWO COMPLETE STRANGERS I remembered his thick and big cock from my last experience and was exited that I would finally be fucked by it.
I was unshackled and put on my knees on the floor at the end of the bed where I was ordered to suck Geoff’s cock for about 15 minutes until he was ready to fuck me while sucking him I was flogged three times.
I was told to lay on my back on the bed by my DOM and made to suck his cock while GEOFF fucked me!
While being fucked by our guest GEOFF my DOM had me pinned down and was yelling at me and telling me how dirty I was HE was pushing and ramming my body down onto GEOFFs cock and was slapping my face my DOM choked me until I was so close to passing out everything turned red.
I FELT VERY USED AND ABUSED IT WAS ALMOST RAPE PLAY I WAS BEING FUCKED BRUTTALY BY ONE MAN AND HUMILIATED AND SLAPPED BY ANOTHER I FELT I COULDN’T ESCAPE.
I was completely pinned down being thrashed and slapped and yelled at this was my favorite session by far yet I felt totally helpless and fucked and loved being kissed by my DOM as another man was using my CUNT as his own personal sex toy.
After the fucking ended I was placed back on my knees again to suck GEOFF my legs were hurting and so shaky I was forced to rim our guest and as I rimed him and sucked him I stared straight into my DOMS eyes showing him exactly how far I would go for him and how much of a dirty whore I really am.
GEOFF came in my mouth and my DOM told me to dribble a bit out of my mouth, I let it run down my chest and I gradually scooped it all up to swallow it.
I did the scooping bit mainly for my DOM as I know he loves to see me enjoying cum.
GEOFF tried to fuck me again but was unable to so he left!
My DOM held me affectionately and that was the end of our session.
DURING THIS SESSION GEOFF TRIED TO SLAP ME AND CHOKE ME BUT MY DOM STOOD IN AND TOLD HIM NO. IT MADE ME FEEL REALLY OBJECTIFIED AND OWNED I LOVED IT.
I met my DÖM at the Travelodge in blacktown.
We went to our room where I showered and shaved in preparation for the night I was to experience ahead.
I dressed sexy and left for three hours to meet PAUL a net guy for a release fuck in which my DOM allowed me to do.
I was told to be back by 10:30pm and every minute late I would be punished for.
I arrived back at 10:33pm three minutes late I was told I would be punished three times.
My DOM ordered me to go to the toilet and urinate in front of him as he watched on.
I CAN NOT GO TO THE TOILET AT ALL IF ANY ONE IS PRESENT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME!
I was unable to go to the toilet and after allot of staring and angry taunts my DOM walked away.
I then realized that I had my period (very light almost not there)
After pleading with my DOM to allow me to rain check our session he made me go through with the night and all of its activities.
I was shackled on my back on the hotel bed where my DOM ripped my fishnet bodysuit open at the crutch.
IT WAS INCREDIBLY HOT AND A TURN ON TO HAVE MYCLOTHES RIPPED WHILE ON ME. MMM I LOVED IT.
At 11pm we were expecting two guest but only one showed up so we went on playing with GEOFF the one that did turn up GEOFF WAS ALSO THE SAME GUY IN OUR PREVIOUS SESSION WHERE I WAS MADE TO SUCK TWO COMPLETE STRANGERS I remembered his thick and big cock from my last experience and was exited that I would finally be fucked by it.
I was unshackled and put on my knees on the floor at the end of the bed where I was ordered to suck Geoff’s cock for about 15 minutes until he was ready to fuck me while sucking him I was flogged three times.
I was told to lay on my back on the bed by my DOM and made to suck his cock while GEOFF fucked me!
While being fucked by our guest GEOFF my DOM had me pinned down and was yelling at me and telling me how dirty I was HE was pushing and ramming my body down onto GEOFFs cock and was slapping my face my DOM choked me until I was so close to passing out everything turned red.
I FELT VERY USED AND ABUSED IT WAS ALMOST RAPE PLAY I WAS BEING FUCKED BRUTTALY BY ONE MAN AND HUMILIATED AND SLAPPED BY ANOTHER I FELT I COULDN’T ESCAPE.
I was completely pinned down being thrashed and slapped and yelled at this was my favorite session by far yet I felt totally helpless and fucked and loved being kissed by my DOM as another man was using my CUNT as his own personal sex toy.
After the fucking ended I was placed back on my knees again to suck GEOFF my legs were hurting and so shaky I was forced to rim our guest and as I rimed him and sucked him I stared straight into my DOMS eyes showing him exactly how far I would go for him and how much of a dirty whore I really am.
GEOFF came in my mouth and my DOM told me to dribble a bit out of my mouth, I let it run down my chest and I gradually scooped it all up to swallow it.
I did the scooping bit mainly for my DOM as I know he loves to see me enjoying cum.
GEOFF tried to fuck me again but was unable to so he left!
My DOM held me affectionately and that was the end of our session.
DURING THIS SESSION GEOFF TRIED TO SLAP ME AND CHOKE ME BUT MY DOM STOOD IN AND TOLD HIM NO. IT MADE ME FEEL REALLY OBJECTIFIED AND OWNED I LOVED IT.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
SESSION 11
SESSION 11-short but sweet-
This was not much of a session.
But it was definitely a play.
At my house my DOM visited and decided to bound my breast.
my DOM gave me oral while my breast were bound it was so hard not to cum.
I asked my DOM to whip me as i was craving his hard touch.
After about 40 whips the play was over it was pretty much a quick release for me.
I LOVE THE QUICK RELEASES MY DOM GIVES ME.
This was not much of a session.
But it was definitely a play.
At my house my DOM visited and decided to bound my breast.
my DOM gave me oral while my breast were bound it was so hard not to cum.
I asked my DOM to whip me as i was craving his hard touch.
After about 40 whips the play was over it was pretty much a quick release for me.
I LOVE THE QUICK RELEASES MY DOM GIVES ME.
SESSION 10
SESSION 10 -pissing off the roomie-
Session 10 took place at my DOM'S house it was a short session where i was made to undergo punishment for not completing or attempting a task!
Our session eventually got the better of my DOM'S room mate as she was very aggravated my us waking her up at 2:30am in the morning while my DOM was fucking me.
My DOM also had a porno playing of me getting fucked really loudly as he wanked to it.
This session i was shackled to the bed on my stomach and also had my breast bound.
MY BREAST WERE BOUND VERY TIGHT AND FAR APART WITH A BIG GAP IN THE MIDDLE. IT IS A DIFFERENT POSITION I PREFER THEM BEING BOUND TIGHT AND TOGETHER CLOSER.
I was punished with 15 flogs from a paddle, a loop flogger, a riding crop and a whip all punishment was done onto my bear back.
luckily i was gagged saving my teeth this was such a pain full experience i learnt my lesson and felt very objectified.
I FELT SO DIRTY, BAD, SCARED, AND PUNISHED. BY THE END OF MY LASHINGS I WAS DRIPPING WET. OH I LOVE BEING CONTROLLED.
After my punishment my DOM fucked me and gave me oral he also fingered me i asked him to finger me more and he responded by fisting me. i was exhausted after the fisting that i went straight off to sleep.
THE FISTING WAS PAIN FULL YET LIKE AN ADRENALIN RUSH. IT WAS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE THAT I AM GLAD I HAD WITH SOMEONE I CARED FOR.
Sub Slut
Session 10 took place at my DOM'S house it was a short session where i was made to undergo punishment for not completing or attempting a task!
Our session eventually got the better of my DOM'S room mate as she was very aggravated my us waking her up at 2:30am in the morning while my DOM was fucking me.
My DOM also had a porno playing of me getting fucked really loudly as he wanked to it.
This session i was shackled to the bed on my stomach and also had my breast bound.
MY BREAST WERE BOUND VERY TIGHT AND FAR APART WITH A BIG GAP IN THE MIDDLE. IT IS A DIFFERENT POSITION I PREFER THEM BEING BOUND TIGHT AND TOGETHER CLOSER.
I was punished with 15 flogs from a paddle, a loop flogger, a riding crop and a whip all punishment was done onto my bear back.
luckily i was gagged saving my teeth this was such a pain full experience i learnt my lesson and felt very objectified.
I FELT SO DIRTY, BAD, SCARED, AND PUNISHED. BY THE END OF MY LASHINGS I WAS DRIPPING WET. OH I LOVE BEING CONTROLLED.
After my punishment my DOM fucked me and gave me oral he also fingered me i asked him to finger me more and he responded by fisting me. i was exhausted after the fisting that i went straight off to sleep.
THE FISTING WAS PAIN FULL YET LIKE AN ADRENALIN RUSH. IT WAS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE THAT I AM GLAD I HAD WITH SOMEONE I CARED FOR.
Sub Slut
GANG BANG PLAN
GANG BANG PLAN session 9
We arrived at ROOTY HILL holiday inn.
An awesome king spa executive suite.
I was ordered to shower and shave in preparation for the nights upcoming events.
I FELT NERVOUS AND EXITED.
I had had no reply messages from the 4 guys invited i was sad disappointed and embarrassed i felt rejected and let down.
Once i was clean shaved and dry i was ordered to put on my collar, blindfold and shackles on, i searched for my collar and blindfold freaking out at the realisation that i had forgotten to bring them along i was scared and nervous i knew my DOM was going to be upset with me.
My DOM threatened me with punishment i was made to put on a spare collar and a back up blindfold.
I FELT COMPLETELY OUT OF CHARACTER AND OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE NOT HAVING MY USUAL GEAR.
I was so uncomfortable in the unfamiliar gear.
Knowing i had done wrong and expecting a harsh punishment i was very quiet and submissive hoping that my good behavior would soften the blow.
I was shackled standing upright and attached to the hotel bathroom door i was then flogged and whipped for not having my collar and blindfold.
I was also ridiculed for being stood up.
I FELT SMALL SAD AND REJECTED I FELT I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR A GOOD NIGHT.
My DOM'S guest DAVE knocked at the door and was welcomed in, He watched me being whipped and then stood by as my DOM moved me to the bed.
IN THIS TIME I HEARD MY DOM GIVING ME TO DAVE FOR DAVE'S OWN PLEASURE AND USE FOR THE NIGHT.
I was laid on my back with my arms shackled to my feet DAVE told me to give him oral so i did.
My arms were freed so i could put more effort and enjoyment into the oral.
I felt extremely exited and wanted to be fucked hard and for a long time.
(I would love it if i had a chain from my collar to either the bed or DAVE to make me feel more objectified.)
Once i had sucked DAVE i asked him to fuck me, He put a condom on and fucked me for about five minutes it was a disappointing fuck for me.
I did not fell helpless or even man handled Dave then had me rim his ass and suck his cock again until i begged him to cum he came and i swallowed it.
After a few minutes my DOM bound my breast i loved it and felt owned again (allot better then being DAVE'S girl).
After having my breast bound my DOM made me suck DAVES dick whilst being whipped and pin wheeled, I felt very controlled and showed off like a new toy!
After Dave had had enough he left and i was treated to oral off my DOM he also fucked me.
After my DOM had used me that night i was shackled and collared for the whole night with a chain from my ankles to my wrist.
I LOVE BEING MADE TO SLEEP SHACKLED AND TRAPPED I FEEL COMPLETELY HELPLESS AND OWNED. MY HOTEL EXPERIENCE CONSISTED OF GIVING AND GETTING ORAL, BEING PIN WHEELED AND WHIPPED AND ALSO FLOGGED USED AS A SEX TOY AND GIVEN AWAY FOR SEX.
FUCKED ON A BED REST, HAD A SPA.
EVEN KNOW MY GUEST DID NOT SHOW UP AND I WAS DISAPPOINTED AND VERY UPSET LEAVING MEW TO FEEL REJECTED AND UNWANTED THE EXPERIENCE WAS ALSO FUN AND KINKY.
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We arrived at ROOTY HILL holiday inn.
An awesome king spa executive suite.
I was ordered to shower and shave in preparation for the nights upcoming events.
I FELT NERVOUS AND EXITED.
I had had no reply messages from the 4 guys invited i was sad disappointed and embarrassed i felt rejected and let down.
Once i was clean shaved and dry i was ordered to put on my collar, blindfold and shackles on, i searched for my collar and blindfold freaking out at the realisation that i had forgotten to bring them along i was scared and nervous i knew my DOM was going to be upset with me.
My DOM threatened me with punishment i was made to put on a spare collar and a back up blindfold.
I FELT COMPLETELY OUT OF CHARACTER AND OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE NOT HAVING MY USUAL GEAR.
I was so uncomfortable in the unfamiliar gear.
Knowing i had done wrong and expecting a harsh punishment i was very quiet and submissive hoping that my good behavior would soften the blow.
I was shackled standing upright and attached to the hotel bathroom door i was then flogged and whipped for not having my collar and blindfold.
I was also ridiculed for being stood up.
I FELT SMALL SAD AND REJECTED I FELT I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR A GOOD NIGHT.
My DOM'S guest DAVE knocked at the door and was welcomed in, He watched me being whipped and then stood by as my DOM moved me to the bed.
IN THIS TIME I HEARD MY DOM GIVING ME TO DAVE FOR DAVE'S OWN PLEASURE AND USE FOR THE NIGHT.
I was laid on my back with my arms shackled to my feet DAVE told me to give him oral so i did.
My arms were freed so i could put more effort and enjoyment into the oral.
I felt extremely exited and wanted to be fucked hard and for a long time.
(I would love it if i had a chain from my collar to either the bed or DAVE to make me feel more objectified.)
Once i had sucked DAVE i asked him to fuck me, He put a condom on and fucked me for about five minutes it was a disappointing fuck for me.
I did not fell helpless or even man handled Dave then had me rim his ass and suck his cock again until i begged him to cum he came and i swallowed it.
After a few minutes my DOM bound my breast i loved it and felt owned again (allot better then being DAVE'S girl).
After having my breast bound my DOM made me suck DAVES dick whilst being whipped and pin wheeled, I felt very controlled and showed off like a new toy!
After Dave had had enough he left and i was treated to oral off my DOM he also fucked me.
After my DOM had used me that night i was shackled and collared for the whole night with a chain from my ankles to my wrist.
I LOVE BEING MADE TO SLEEP SHACKLED AND TRAPPED I FEEL COMPLETELY HELPLESS AND OWNED. MY HOTEL EXPERIENCE CONSISTED OF GIVING AND GETTING ORAL, BEING PIN WHEELED AND WHIPPED AND ALSO FLOGGED USED AS A SEX TOY AND GIVEN AWAY FOR SEX.
FUCKED ON A BED REST, HAD A SPA.
EVEN KNOW MY GUEST DID NOT SHOW UP AND I WAS DISAPPOINTED AND VERY UPSET LEAVING MEW TO FEEL REJECTED AND UNWANTED THE EXPERIENCE WAS ALSO FUN AND KINKY.
Sub Slut
Thursday, June 25, 2009
TASK 2 -phone sex-
TASK 2 -phone sex-
My second task was an on the spot task.
My DOM knew i didn't like phone sex so he decided i had to have it..
It started with me being told to undress and to have a pin wheel and a vibrator handy.
I was to softly pin wheel my breast and listen to him tell me how dirty i am and how much i deserve to be used and pissed on.
I was ordered to run the pin wheel across the lips of my pussy it stung but it felt awesome it made me dripping wet instantly my DOM was telling me he was going to have me fucked by a group of strangers until i couldn't move then he would have them all piss over me.
I was told to fuck myself with a vibrator as he told me how dirty and easy i would be after being gang banged and cum bathed i was so turned on i came three time.
HE was very happy with me
IT AS AWKWARD SPEAKING SEXUALLY ON THE PHONE BUT MY DOM'S VOICE WAS SO STRONG AND DEMANDING I DID EVERYTHING I WAS TOLD. I CAME AND IT WAS AMAZING...
sub slut
My second task was an on the spot task.
My DOM knew i didn't like phone sex so he decided i had to have it..
It started with me being told to undress and to have a pin wheel and a vibrator handy.
I was to softly pin wheel my breast and listen to him tell me how dirty i am and how much i deserve to be used and pissed on.
I was ordered to run the pin wheel across the lips of my pussy it stung but it felt awesome it made me dripping wet instantly my DOM was telling me he was going to have me fucked by a group of strangers until i couldn't move then he would have them all piss over me.
I was told to fuck myself with a vibrator as he told me how dirty and easy i would be after being gang banged and cum bathed i was so turned on i came three time.
HE was very happy with me
IT AS AWKWARD SPEAKING SEXUALLY ON THE PHONE BUT MY DOM'S VOICE WAS SO STRONG AND DEMANDING I DID EVERYTHING I WAS TOLD. I CAME AND IT WAS AMAZING...
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TASK -1-
TASK -1-
My first task as a SUB.
I was ordered to take a photo of my self in my collar i was given by my DOM at 12 every day i was aloud a time lapse of ten Min's either before or after.
If i happen to fail i will be PUNISHED and if i PASS i will be rewarded
and taken more seriously as i will have proven my self discipline as a SUB to perform my DOM'S tasks.
I took a different photo every day at 12 and sent it to my DOM he was very shocked when i passed my weekly task he did not expect me to have as much self discipline.
I was AWARDED $50.00 to use however i liked for passing my task.
BEING GIVEN MONEY AS AN AWARD WAS GREAT IT MEANT EITHER WAY I COULD GET SOMETHING FUN.
I FELT PRETTY GOOD PASSING MY FIRST TASK ESPECIALLY AFTER SEEING HOW SHOCKED MY DOM WAS.
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My first task as a SUB.
I was ordered to take a photo of my self in my collar i was given by my DOM at 12 every day i was aloud a time lapse of ten Min's either before or after.
If i happen to fail i will be PUNISHED and if i PASS i will be rewarded
and taken more seriously as i will have proven my self discipline as a SUB to perform my DOM'S tasks.
I took a different photo every day at 12 and sent it to my DOM he was very shocked when i passed my weekly task he did not expect me to have as much self discipline.
I was AWARDED $50.00 to use however i liked for passing my task.
BEING GIVEN MONEY AS AN AWARD WAS GREAT IT MEANT EITHER WAY I COULD GET SOMETHING FUN.
I FELT PRETTY GOOD PASSING MY FIRST TASK ESPECIALLY AFTER SEEING HOW SHOCKED MY DOM WAS.
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SESSION 7
-SESSION 7-
This session i was shackled with my feet connected together and my wrist together on my side.
I was in my collar and made to give oral to my DOM as he watched a porn of me being face fucked by strangers.
I was made to swallow his cum.
I was then connected to the wall by my collar with a dog leash and left there like that to sleep all night...
I COULDN'T MOVE OR LEAVE WITHOUT MY DOM'S HELP
The next day i was woken to suck my DOM'S cock.
i experienced TIT TORTURE.
My tits were bound in rope and very swollen (this is my favorite activity) they were hit a few times each with a wooden brush they were pin wheeled and brushed very hard with the bristles of the wooden brush until they were made to bleed. my DOM licked up the blood THIS WAS HOT SEEING THAT HE WOULD GO AS FAR AS TO TASTE MY BLOOD BUT IT WAS ALSO DISTURBING THAT HE WANTED TO TASTE IT
I then had my wrist tied to my knees in a vulnerable leg spread position i was tied with rope and it was impossible to get out of.
Every movement just made the ropes tighter and more painfull.
I loved being trapped like this.
I WOULD LOVE TO BE TIED LIKE THIS AND FUCKED BY A COMPLETE STRANGER.
My DOM fucked me in this position he added a leather belt around my waist and used it as reins to pull at me while i was being fucked it made him go deeper and harder I FELT LIKE A SEX TOY BEING USED IN ANY WAY MY DOM FELT FIT and then when he was done he left the room leaving me in this position for an hour. IT FELT VERY INTERESTING IT WAS LIKE AN ADRENALIN RUSH THAT WENT ON FOR AGES I FELT VERY TRAPPED AND OBJECTIFIED I GOT VERY WET I WANTED TO BE FUCKED SO BADLY I LOVE THE IMPRISONMENT SIDE OF BDSM IT TURNS ME ON!
After being left for an hour my DOM returned to tongue fuck my ass exensively he ended up inserting a small thumb vibrator into my ass and played with my clit until i came. He made me scream out I'M A SLUT as i came THIS MADE ME FEEL TRASHY AND USED i very much enjoyed it.
I usually don't like anal but it was all my idea so i thought it was great and enjoyed it!
After this i was shackled with my hands behind my back and breast bound i sucked my DOM until he gave me a FACIAL he recorded me playing with it and swallowing it he then posted it onto a public website I THOUGHT IT WAS HOT I LOVED IT
I LOVE BEING COVERED IN HOT WET AND STICKY CUM
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This session i was shackled with my feet connected together and my wrist together on my side.
I was in my collar and made to give oral to my DOM as he watched a porn of me being face fucked by strangers.
I was made to swallow his cum.
I was then connected to the wall by my collar with a dog leash and left there like that to sleep all night...
I COULDN'T MOVE OR LEAVE WITHOUT MY DOM'S HELP
The next day i was woken to suck my DOM'S cock.
i experienced TIT TORTURE.
My tits were bound in rope and very swollen (this is my favorite activity) they were hit a few times each with a wooden brush they were pin wheeled and brushed very hard with the bristles of the wooden brush until they were made to bleed. my DOM licked up the blood THIS WAS HOT SEEING THAT HE WOULD GO AS FAR AS TO TASTE MY BLOOD BUT IT WAS ALSO DISTURBING THAT HE WANTED TO TASTE IT
I then had my wrist tied to my knees in a vulnerable leg spread position i was tied with rope and it was impossible to get out of.
Every movement just made the ropes tighter and more painfull.
I loved being trapped like this.
I WOULD LOVE TO BE TIED LIKE THIS AND FUCKED BY A COMPLETE STRANGER.
My DOM fucked me in this position he added a leather belt around my waist and used it as reins to pull at me while i was being fucked it made him go deeper and harder I FELT LIKE A SEX TOY BEING USED IN ANY WAY MY DOM FELT FIT and then when he was done he left the room leaving me in this position for an hour. IT FELT VERY INTERESTING IT WAS LIKE AN ADRENALIN RUSH THAT WENT ON FOR AGES I FELT VERY TRAPPED AND OBJECTIFIED I GOT VERY WET I WANTED TO BE FUCKED SO BADLY I LOVE THE IMPRISONMENT SIDE OF BDSM IT TURNS ME ON!
After being left for an hour my DOM returned to tongue fuck my ass exensively he ended up inserting a small thumb vibrator into my ass and played with my clit until i came. He made me scream out I'M A SLUT as i came THIS MADE ME FEEL TRASHY AND USED i very much enjoyed it.
I usually don't like anal but it was all my idea so i thought it was great and enjoyed it!
After this i was shackled with my hands behind my back and breast bound i sucked my DOM until he gave me a FACIAL he recorded me playing with it and swallowing it he then posted it onto a public website I THOUGHT IT WAS HOT I LOVED IT
I LOVE BEING COVERED IN HOT WET AND STICKY CUM
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SESSION 6 -public humiliation-
-PUBLIC HUMILIATION-
After dinner i was walked to an adult sex store with my vibrating butterfly.
On a medium speed still inside me.
It is so hard to walk with it vibrating every step felt so good.
My DOM noticed that steps had a big impact on me so he made me step up and down a gutter a few times.
I was experimented on publicly by my DOM in the sex shop He hit me lightly with a leather flogger leaving welts on my arm this was done in front of onlookers in the sex shop My DOM also purchased a remote controlled vibrating egg. we left the store and on the street under the street lights i was forced to publicly remove my vibrating butterfly from my CUNT it was covered in my juices HE made me lick it it tasted sweet but it made me feel unwell being made to taste my own cum and juices my DOM handed me the egg he just brought and made me insert it into my CUNT instantly he turned it on and controlled it with his control.
Later that night i was having my hair dyed at my DOM'S house he made me keep the egg in throughout the hair treatment he turned it on every now and then causing me to jump and twitch and moan.
THE PUBLIC SESSION MADE ME FEEL THAT I WAS TRULY AN OBJECT TO BE USED IN ANY WAY MY DOM WISHED I WAS HUMILIATED I WAS HIT I WAS MADE TO CALL HIM SIR IN PUBLIC I FELT LIKE I BELONGED IT WAS AWESOME
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After dinner i was walked to an adult sex store with my vibrating butterfly.
On a medium speed still inside me.
It is so hard to walk with it vibrating every step felt so good.
My DOM noticed that steps had a big impact on me so he made me step up and down a gutter a few times.
I was experimented on publicly by my DOM in the sex shop He hit me lightly with a leather flogger leaving welts on my arm this was done in front of onlookers in the sex shop My DOM also purchased a remote controlled vibrating egg. we left the store and on the street under the street lights i was forced to publicly remove my vibrating butterfly from my CUNT it was covered in my juices HE made me lick it it tasted sweet but it made me feel unwell being made to taste my own cum and juices my DOM handed me the egg he just brought and made me insert it into my CUNT instantly he turned it on and controlled it with his control.
Later that night i was having my hair dyed at my DOM'S house he made me keep the egg in throughout the hair treatment he turned it on every now and then causing me to jump and twitch and moan.
THE PUBLIC SESSION MADE ME FEEL THAT I WAS TRULY AN OBJECT TO BE USED IN ANY WAY MY DOM WISHED I WAS HUMILIATED I WAS HIT I WAS MADE TO CALL HIM SIR IN PUBLIC I FELT LIKE I BELONGED IT WAS AWESOME
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SESSION 6 -the resturant-
-The restaurant-
I was to wear my wrist and ankle shackles at all times.
My DOM and i were seated at a booth table around other diners i was nervous as my shackles were showing and My DOM and i get allot of attention anyway seeing our age gap is quite obvious.
I was instructed to go to the restaurant bathroom and remove my underwear and insert a vibrating butterfly in side my CUNT and turn it up high and return to my DOM.
throughout dinner i was ordered to have no eye contact or communication what so ever with any one other then my DOM i felt like a complete snob. my DOM ordered my meals and my drinks, and every time a waitress would ask me a question i was to just look away.
throughout dinner i had to pay allot of attention to my Dom as he would discretely tell me a number from one to three and i had to abide and control the vibrating butterfly to that setting three was so strong the guys sitting in the booth behind me could hear the noise and feel the vibration through the bench seat. it was quite obvious and embarrassing.
My DOM had shackled my ankles together under the table in full view of other dinners by this point was making it incredibly hard for me to eat my meal as every time i would get comfortable enough to eat i was ordered to change the setting on my vibrating butterfly.i was made to call my DOM sir in public. i felt quite humiliated when i noticed waitress's talking to each other and pointing at my ankles shackled together. it was weird i felt so owned and like a slave almost.
i was forced to cum in the restaurant i couldn't keep quiet and realised after i had cum that i moaned quit loudly and twitched around allot too i could feel people looking at me and m face a burning red colour it was embarrassing yet exiting hot and risky.
IT WAS AMAZING THAT I COULD COME WITHOUT HELP AND BEING PENETRATED I WAS DRIPPING WET AND MY LEGS WERE SORE AND WOBBLY WHEN I GOT UP TO LEAVE THE RESTAURANT I RECEIVED ALLOT OF FUNNY LOOKS AND THE WAITRESS NO LONGER TRIED TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME AT ALL I FELT SO RUDE.
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I was to wear my wrist and ankle shackles at all times.
My DOM and i were seated at a booth table around other diners i was nervous as my shackles were showing and My DOM and i get allot of attention anyway seeing our age gap is quite obvious.
I was instructed to go to the restaurant bathroom and remove my underwear and insert a vibrating butterfly in side my CUNT and turn it up high and return to my DOM.
throughout dinner i was ordered to have no eye contact or communication what so ever with any one other then my DOM i felt like a complete snob. my DOM ordered my meals and my drinks, and every time a waitress would ask me a question i was to just look away.
throughout dinner i had to pay allot of attention to my Dom as he would discretely tell me a number from one to three and i had to abide and control the vibrating butterfly to that setting three was so strong the guys sitting in the booth behind me could hear the noise and feel the vibration through the bench seat. it was quite obvious and embarrassing.
My DOM had shackled my ankles together under the table in full view of other dinners by this point was making it incredibly hard for me to eat my meal as every time i would get comfortable enough to eat i was ordered to change the setting on my vibrating butterfly.i was made to call my DOM sir in public. i felt quite humiliated when i noticed waitress's talking to each other and pointing at my ankles shackled together. it was weird i felt so owned and like a slave almost.
i was forced to cum in the restaurant i couldn't keep quiet and realised after i had cum that i moaned quit loudly and twitched around allot too i could feel people looking at me and m face a burning red colour it was embarrassing yet exiting hot and risky.
IT WAS AMAZING THAT I COULD COME WITHOUT HELP AND BEING PENETRATED I WAS DRIPPING WET AND MY LEGS WERE SORE AND WOBBLY WHEN I GOT UP TO LEAVE THE RESTAURANT I RECEIVED ALLOT OF FUNNY LOOKS AND THE WAITRESS NO LONGER TRIED TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME AT ALL I FELT SO RUDE.
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
SESSION 5 not so fun
SESSION 5 -NOT SO FUN-
Just a short play today at my DOMS place we had a picnic and i rode his cock in public my DOM spoiled me with oral (i love it when he does that) and i sucked HIS cock in return later i was shackled up in my DOMS bed trapped on my stomach while my DOM tried to insert a thumb vibrator into my anus.
I hate anal play and do not allow this to be done so i was very upset and felt quite violated my DOM also spat on my face and yelled at me making me feel dirty and horrible i did not enjoy the anal play nor did i enjoy the facial spitting it was too dirty and rude for me it was all of the things i dislike at the same time in one short session i felt scared dirty and disgusted i used the safe word and play ended
I COULDN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL AS IF I HAD BEEN TESTED THIS SESSION AS IT WAS ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I DISLIKE AND DON'T WANT THAT I WAS ABUSED WITH
BDSM COMES WITH THE GOOD AND THE BAD I MUCH PREFER THE GOOD
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Just a short play today at my DOMS place we had a picnic and i rode his cock in public my DOM spoiled me with oral (i love it when he does that) and i sucked HIS cock in return later i was shackled up in my DOMS bed trapped on my stomach while my DOM tried to insert a thumb vibrator into my anus.
I hate anal play and do not allow this to be done so i was very upset and felt quite violated my DOM also spat on my face and yelled at me making me feel dirty and horrible i did not enjoy the anal play nor did i enjoy the facial spitting it was too dirty and rude for me it was all of the things i dislike at the same time in one short session i felt scared dirty and disgusted i used the safe word and play ended
I COULDN'T HELP BUT TO FEEL AS IF I HAD BEEN TESTED THIS SESSION AS IT WAS ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I DISLIKE AND DON'T WANT THAT I WAS ABUSED WITH
BDSM COMES WITH THE GOOD AND THE BAD I MUCH PREFER THE GOOD
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SESSION 4 part 2
PART 2
After a wind down i was led to the park on my collar and leash i still had my ancle and wrist shackles on i was not allowed to wear underwear just my DOMS jumper.
The jumper was stripped off me and taken away it was cold raining and dark i was frightened and shivering.
I was tied to a park bench naked in the rain and cold i was fucked by my DOM the wooden park ench was scratching at my back and it was freezing cold and uncomfortable i pulled at the ropes to much and they snapped, because of this i was thrown to the ground landing in the wet muddy grass. i was forced to open my mouth and hold it open my DOM urinated on me and inside my mouth i cried and was upset and disgusted i wanted to stop playing it was dirty and mean.
My DOM then shackled my hands to my feet and fucked me hard and brutally in the mud he tormented me and threatened to leave me all alone in the dark on the wet muddy ground as he walked off into the dark.
I cried, screamed and begged for my DOM to come back.
HE came back and helped me to my knees i then opened my mouth and allowed his cock into it.
He urinated inside my mouth and i held it until it came gushing out it ran down my body it was warm and felt good it felt dirty and wrong all of a sudden i was turned on and wanted more.
My DOM led me back to his place naked and covered in mud, grass, rain and urine. i was being pulled along like an animal on a leash wearing nothing shivering from the cold.
Once we returned back at my DOMS place i was forced to go to bed unwashed and to sleep dirty and shackled unable to leave the position i was in or wash until the next morning all i could smell was urine from my sopping wet collar.
Having my shackles and collar on all night meant every move was restricted and noticed by my DOM i couldnt go to the bathroom or anything without HIS help.
i love being trapped and contained like this it is a huge turn on
THIS SESSION SHOWED ME HOW BRUTAL AND FILTHY MY DOM WOULD BE TO ME IT WAS A BIG EYE OPENER, NOT ONLY WAS I USED BY BOTH MY DOM AND A GUEST I WAS TREATED LIKE AN ANIMAL AND URINATED ON I FELT LIKE A TOTAL DIRTY SLUT..... AND I LOVED IT
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After a wind down i was led to the park on my collar and leash i still had my ancle and wrist shackles on i was not allowed to wear underwear just my DOMS jumper.
The jumper was stripped off me and taken away it was cold raining and dark i was frightened and shivering.
I was tied to a park bench naked in the rain and cold i was fucked by my DOM the wooden park ench was scratching at my back and it was freezing cold and uncomfortable i pulled at the ropes to much and they snapped, because of this i was thrown to the ground landing in the wet muddy grass. i was forced to open my mouth and hold it open my DOM urinated on me and inside my mouth i cried and was upset and disgusted i wanted to stop playing it was dirty and mean.
My DOM then shackled my hands to my feet and fucked me hard and brutally in the mud he tormented me and threatened to leave me all alone in the dark on the wet muddy ground as he walked off into the dark.
I cried, screamed and begged for my DOM to come back.
HE came back and helped me to my knees i then opened my mouth and allowed his cock into it.
He urinated inside my mouth and i held it until it came gushing out it ran down my body it was warm and felt good it felt dirty and wrong all of a sudden i was turned on and wanted more.
My DOM led me back to his place naked and covered in mud, grass, rain and urine. i was being pulled along like an animal on a leash wearing nothing shivering from the cold.
Once we returned back at my DOMS place i was forced to go to bed unwashed and to sleep dirty and shackled unable to leave the position i was in or wash until the next morning all i could smell was urine from my sopping wet collar.
Having my shackles and collar on all night meant every move was restricted and noticed by my DOM i couldnt go to the bathroom or anything without HIS help.
i love being trapped and contained like this it is a huge turn on
THIS SESSION SHOWED ME HOW BRUTAL AND FILTHY MY DOM WOULD BE TO ME IT WAS A BIG EYE OPENER, NOT ONLY WAS I USED BY BOTH MY DOM AND A GUEST I WAS TREATED LIKE AN ANIMAL AND URINATED ON I FELT LIKE A TOTAL DIRTY SLUT..... AND I LOVED IT
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SESSION 4 -GUEST #2- part one
SESSION 4 -DAVE-
The session started after dinner with me being blindfolded and shackled. (i always love this part the feeling of giving all self power over to someone you know will use you and will hurt you its exiting and scary and so hot)
I was made to stand up and i was wrapped in plastic wrap around my arms stomach and upper body. I was then placed on my stomach on the ground and yelled at. THE YELLING BROUGHT ME TO TEARS AND SCARED ME ALLOT MORE THEN I CAN TAKE COMFORTABLY IT WAS REALLY FRIGHTENING FOR ME.
I was then hit with the roll of plastic wrap in which hurt more then any whip that night i was flogged until i couldn't take it any more and i had to use a safe word to make it all stop. THIS WAS A HUGE SHOCK FOR ME I DIDN'T KNOW MY DOM COULD BE SO HARSH AND BRUTAL.
I was spat on and called names i felt violated and scared trapped face down on the floor held there trapped by plastic wrap that was hot and sticky i could not get out if i wanted too it is way to restrictive for an escape.
The plastic wrap was cut off me with a knife i was told to stay still for safety i was both scared and turned on by the use of a knife in play.
I was then shackled in an "x" position to a glass window standing up i had my back pin wheeled and scratched i was then flogged and hit i was made to stay there shackled in that position as the curtains were pulled across for all who were outside to see.THIS WAS MY FIRST PUBLIC DISPLAY.
I was unaware that a guest was outside watching me get flogged and abused.
Iwas released down and placed on a dog leash and led into the centre of the room where i was put on my knees and led into a crutch, i was forced to lick it and suck it through pants it didn't feel or smell familiar i knew it was a stranger once i heard him say "HELLO SUB SLUT" i wept softly i was so scared it was an amazing yet frightening situation (i definitely want to be put through it again.. fucked too tho)
I did as i was told i sucked it and deep throat ed it i deep throat ed while DAVE fucked my face so hard i ended up vomiting on his cock but i swallowed it all up making sure i did not disappoint.i begged for DAVE'S cum telling him how dirty i was and how bad i needed it i put out my tongue and caught it all.
I tuck out my tongue showing DAVE'S cum off to my DOM i was made to gargle the cum and swallow it.
I put my hands behind my back and my head down in a good SUB SLUT position said thank you and waited for DAVE to leave.
THIS WAS AN AWESOME SESSION I WAS REALLY HURT AND HUMILIATED IN I CAME WHILE BEING FLOGGED AND LOVED HAVING SURPRISE GUESTS
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The session started after dinner with me being blindfolded and shackled. (i always love this part the feeling of giving all self power over to someone you know will use you and will hurt you its exiting and scary and so hot)
I was made to stand up and i was wrapped in plastic wrap around my arms stomach and upper body. I was then placed on my stomach on the ground and yelled at. THE YELLING BROUGHT ME TO TEARS AND SCARED ME ALLOT MORE THEN I CAN TAKE COMFORTABLY IT WAS REALLY FRIGHTENING FOR ME.
I was then hit with the roll of plastic wrap in which hurt more then any whip that night i was flogged until i couldn't take it any more and i had to use a safe word to make it all stop. THIS WAS A HUGE SHOCK FOR ME I DIDN'T KNOW MY DOM COULD BE SO HARSH AND BRUTAL.
I was spat on and called names i felt violated and scared trapped face down on the floor held there trapped by plastic wrap that was hot and sticky i could not get out if i wanted too it is way to restrictive for an escape.
The plastic wrap was cut off me with a knife i was told to stay still for safety i was both scared and turned on by the use of a knife in play.
I was then shackled in an "x" position to a glass window standing up i had my back pin wheeled and scratched i was then flogged and hit i was made to stay there shackled in that position as the curtains were pulled across for all who were outside to see.THIS WAS MY FIRST PUBLIC DISPLAY.
I was unaware that a guest was outside watching me get flogged and abused.
Iwas released down and placed on a dog leash and led into the centre of the room where i was put on my knees and led into a crutch, i was forced to lick it and suck it through pants it didn't feel or smell familiar i knew it was a stranger once i heard him say "HELLO SUB SLUT" i wept softly i was so scared it was an amazing yet frightening situation (i definitely want to be put through it again.. fucked too tho)
I did as i was told i sucked it and deep throat ed it i deep throat ed while DAVE fucked my face so hard i ended up vomiting on his cock but i swallowed it all up making sure i did not disappoint.i begged for DAVE'S cum telling him how dirty i was and how bad i needed it i put out my tongue and caught it all.
I tuck out my tongue showing DAVE'S cum off to my DOM i was made to gargle the cum and swallow it.
I put my hands behind my back and my head down in a good SUB SLUT position said thank you and waited for DAVE to leave.
THIS WAS AN AWESOME SESSION I WAS REALLY HURT AND HUMILIATED IN I CAME WHILE BEING FLOGGED AND LOVED HAVING SURPRISE GUESTS
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